Um Ouch Lol

Me, putting a newly washed plate w/all the other dry plates:

Same

reblog if you belong in the lgbtqia+ community, I wanna prove my mom how gay tumblr is

I had a dream of foolish sweeping blood off of my building’s stairs and floor and it was so memorable, so clear, the way my view got closer in a sort of zoom-in and all the details I remember It captured my mind and now what I’m going to do all day is draw it/animate it bc I can’t not do it

My be later I’ll post progress on it but it depends on how my school day will go

What the fandom expected:

What the fandom got:

Creeper

Aw man

So we back-

I wanted to add to this with my experience as a gay teenager who fell in love with a perceived straight guy:

I’m a Charlie kinnie so I can confirm: THATS HOW IT FEELS TO FALL FOR A ‘STRAIGHT’ GUY!!

I was so amazed with him, he was the center of my thoughts most of the time but at the same time I felt so sad. It’s such a strange feeling, loving someone more than I could allow myself to show. I didn’t want to make him uncomfortable, and I was scared to lose him because I loved him so much.

I wanted to be around him all the time, I longed for him to feel the same but knew in the back of my mind he would never. but like charlie, I was wrong.

For Charlie the moment that ‘changed the friendship to something else’ was the scene at the party where they kissed, and later had a talk about it

For me it was pulling him aside from our friend group and telling him about my feelings, it was when I knew things were going to change between us, for the better or for the worst. After a couple of weeks and some dates he officially became my boyfriend and we kissed.

It may have been an opposite progression from the show but It was still very similar (for my story it might’ve taken longer but it’s still similar)

There are other things that are different, such as the progression of the friendship and relationship and the showing of affection but all in all it’s very similar, and I find comfort in finally seeing representation on how young gay romance actually is, because there’s very little out there that actually got the point of how it is.

For anyone wondering; I’ve known him as a friend for more than a year and we’ve been dating officially for abt 2 and a half months and no, he’s not straight, and yes he started questioning his sexuality at about the same time he met me (which I’m not saying is connected but….)

I love him very much and hope we stay together because honestly I’ve never felt this way towards anyone else, but I am young so idk what’ll happen :/

I think we all agree that Heartstopper is amazing, both cinematic and story wise. But in my opinion one of the greatest things it accomplished is portraying pure, romantic love. Of course like most people that watched the show I felt incredibly lonely after, but I also felt at peace for the first time in forever. Somehow, I was always scared of falling in love because most relationships portrayed in the media focus on the physical and sexual aspect, which sometimes makes you forget that love is so much more.

Heartstopper managed to make me want to fall in love again and I love the show all the more for it.

if they are not gonna talk the entire first episode tv logic dictates they are going to have an emotionally and sexually charged flashback cold open that frames their relationship in a new light and also reminds us of their affection and adoration for each other before cutting back to the estranged present day. and that flashback’s name? s3 1941

Help.

Someone, anyone

Please Tell me to fuckdy fucking go to sleep, like, right the fuck about now. I got school tomorrow and I can’t seem to find an end to tumblr scrolling. Please help

Ps. Sorry for tagging unrelated things I just really need people to tell me to go the fuck to sleep

Posting this quick warmup over here too just because I haven’t posted in a while and I put wips on my twitter now