Switching Between Needing Physical Touch And Wanting To Rip My Skin Off At The Thought Of Another Human

Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...

Whenever I get upset it's like it doesn't even matter. It always "You don't know how to take a joke" "You're being sensitive"

Oh, but if I did the same? I'D BE THE FUCKING ASSHOLE?!

i was born weird and i will die fucking weird

Great news I got a girlfriend Monday

But she broke up with me

I will never get to have my special someone

What did I do to make myself genuinely unlikable

HELP IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

It really stings when you tell someone what you like, what you love, what makes you happy and sad and vulnerable and they just don't really remember or bother or care

Getting too comfortable with dragging the metal across my skin