Screaming Giggling Kicking My Feet

suic1de has been heavy on my heart lately

I can't cry, I can't eat. Mentally, I'm numb; physically, I feel sick. I’m slowly deteriorating.

always left behind, how am i supposed to keep going?

Don’t hide your madness from me. Be clingy, be jealous, let your need for me spill out. I crave your intensity. I’ll be your shelter, your obsession, your everything. We can lose ourselves together. ♡

PoV: Tiktok knows you too well

I can't do this omg

Vent post

So I have a friend I'm calling A and I always listen to her talk about the boy she dating or the boy she likes and no matter what I stop what I'm doing to listen to her but today I wanted to tell her me and this girl I like had are first phone call cause it made me really happy and as I'm about to say something she opens her book an says give me a second and I got mad at her for it cause why would you do that and ignored her.well a little bit ago she asked if I was still mad at her and I didn't respond she asked me if I heard about her breakup that happened today (which was her fault cause she flirted with another guy) and I mumbled yea and she starts talking about the breakup so I tell her I don't care and she says why so I tell her I'm not gonna listen to your problem that YOU started when you won't listen to one thing I was gonna tell me and then she says I'll play a game with you if you stop being mad a me like no I don't want to play a fucking game with you. And the most annoying part is she told my friend M that she didn't know why I was mad at her when I HAD JUST SAID IT I swear I'm so fucking done

don’t you want to torture me ? please , just carve into my skin and watch my blood leave a pool of warmth and love . brand your name into my flesh with an iron , leaving a permanent mark of ownership . hear my screams before shoving me head underwater , that’ll shut me up — won’t it ?