I can’t explain what goes on in my head anymore
How can i feel so numb but fucking feel everything all at once. I dont understand and i never will. I actually just do not want to fucking exist anymore dude.
i overthink a lot so please go ahead and use that to your advantage
use my own mind and thoughts to get me away from people and be attached to you
fuck my mind up even more that i can't even trust my own words
fuck my mind up so much that i will only rely on your words and crave your attention
Whenever I get upset it's like it doesn't even matter. It always "You don't know how to take a joke" "You're being sensitive"
Oh, but if I did the same? I'D BE THE FUCKING ASSHOLE?!
I'm a monster wearing human skin.
I can't even speak without an argument starting what's the point of respecting you when you don't respect me I can't even breathe in this goddammit house without its being rude
Are you flirting with me like “haha this is a fun way to pass time” or “haha I can picture us growing old together?”
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