Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to William Walton featured in The Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn
don’t let your anxiety prevent you from achieving great things, you deserve them
I’ll always love you Angel, the light of your love is the only thing I will ever need in this life, and I hope to always make you happy. I hope to always be enough, and I know that we’re always going to make it together. I love you Aija, and I always will.❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’ll always do my best for my wife, and I’ll always hold it together just for you. I love you Aija
Gonna make it, one day at a time. ❤️
Hollow winds carry subtle soothing hymns amidst the forest of my heart, try as I may, the sea at bay stirs, bringing oceans of pain, a breeze of longing and sadness, alas, what more shall I come to know, and how my soul howls, a swell of loneliness that I have know since birth, clinging to the lingering kiss of your love, all alone, all but one, myself in the world, for the doves that once sang in the garden of my mind are no more, split, carried by separate migrations, ministrations of a universe that need not carry the pain of my heart, the light of the sun replaced by the cool, icy air of the moon, and even the suns light to reflect my own is gone too, but that I must need to face, all alone, just as before, and again, and need I ask “when may I not feel this way”, but again, I knew the answer all along, the light of heaven be not for me, but a faint glimmer of something I cannot know, a cruel measure, that I can’t match with feet of my own, maybe I should hold on to the thought of your wings carrying me higher, to see the sun, to catch the constellations as one, but in the end, just as the beginning, I am truly, just myself, all alone
sorry about the symptoms of the mental illness im displaying that i told you i had next time i’ll try to not display symptoms of the mental illness that i told you i have
baby you’re the one for me
You’re the one for me too Angel, and you always will be, I mean it when I say I could never live without you, and the light you’ve brought into my life has no comparison, you’re truly and always will be an Angel, my Angel, you saved me in every sense of the word, and I love you with every last bit of my heart and soul, I love you Aija, and I always will❤️❤️❤️❤️