Did Belgium Lowkey Send Cody Winter To Eurovision This Year?

my favourite thing about 'Dracula' is how Mina Harker is the cleverest strongest icon out there: girly can write shorthand, learn train timetables by heart, keep a diary daily (my procrastinating arse could never), retype and organise a ton of written information AND a literal audio diary in like a day (????), and deduct the randomest niche stuff like it's nothing?? QUEEN behaviour period. Which is why, while I definitely love the cinematography and the cast in the 1992 film adaptation, the plot absolutely pissed me off. Of course the og misogyny in the novel was very unnerving and impossible to ignore (for me personally) but I bet even Mr Stoker himself would have had a stroke if he'd seen the way they reduced Mina's character to a mindless girl obsessing over the count. Tbh some ooc fanfiction I've read had more 'in character' figures than whatever the hell happened to Mina. Which is fine as an artistic interpretation of the og material I guess but explicitly calling the film 'Bram Stoker's Dracula'-- the audacity lol. The vibes were on point though very reminiscent of the book

is it just me or would Jean really like AURORA's music (not just because she has major Renee vibes) (well partly exactly because of that) like Running With The Wolves or Runaway are such Jean songs

i hate hyperfixations they r so draining like I'm supposed to be applying to universities not getting dizzy because of fictional traumatised stickball players in love who took permanent residence in my brain

Pretty sure Jean has Jeremy’s hair on his list of things worth living for 👀

i just love how my instagram fyp realised aftg is back to having a chokehold over me (SO back) so it immediately started recommending me the raven cycle fanarts because apparently the universe decided these series go hand in hand and now it's a rule lmao

saw a version with the hunger games and made this to visualise my current state

all credits to whomever made up this type of meme first

maybe it's just my katarsis (as in the lithuanian band) brainrot overlapping with my jerejean brainrot (send help) but i can't stop thinking about how the song tavo akys really fits jerejean so well like firstly there is this general desperation and the hunger the song conveys to me personally that just makes me think about how both jean and jeremy have this overwhelming feelings for each other they don't realise are mutual (yet) AND jean thinking about jeremy's eyes (don't even get me started on the whole brown thing) and how jean sees jeremy's smiles often don't reach them but ALSO on the other hand jeremy seeing jean's trauma in his expression so often so the whole part of the song with "your eyes see pain" and so on can be applied to them both from each others perspectives AND THEN at the beginning of the song "the home burns" like hello what a coincidence and this is regarding both their feelings figuratively and the arson situation literally (rip cozy home nr 1) (they'll build a new one together) ALSO there is this general feeling of hopelessness to the song and the boys are so falling for each other but don't allow any hope to get added to the equation (not yet anyway) (though jean at least is on the right path with admitting to himself what he WANTS) (tsc3 has me waiting on my knees) (please let them hope and get what they hoped for please)

in light of the recent nora post: i don't know if i can ever be mentally stable if kevin day gets a duology in which he is supposed to be finally healing only for his self to be completely reduced to exy and end up with miss thea 'i do not acknowledge the raven abuse' muldani like i might actually break yk

once again, i'm thinking about jeremy moreau

jeremy happy and settled in a loving life with jean. casual touches and lingering, savored kisses. favorite mugs and perfect morning coffee. dogs always around their feet in the kitchen, cuddled up with them on the couch for exy match viewings and afternoon naps in bed. the ease with which jeremy laces his fingers with jean's on a hike, walking off the court, between their chairs at dinner with rhemann and adi. putting on each other's sunscreen at the beach, jean’s hyperfocused on not missing any spots. jeremy fondly booping jean's nose before a quick kiss, amused by how seriously jean takes the task. soft murmurs of french to each other in a crowded room. under jeremy's breath as he meticulously frames a shot of jean's latest divine meal. hot and heavy devotions only the other will ever hear. full body leans in the booth of their favorite diner with cat, laila, and cody sitting across from them. the quiet assuredness of routine, a warmth-filled home, a ceaseless vibrant love with mutual reciprocation

the absolute certainty of jeremy moreau's genuine, heartbreakingly beautiful smile for the life he's so grateful for and for finally believing he deserves it

i did not fully grasp the chokehold aftg has on me until a situation i found myself in this evening: just came back from running 4.6 kilometres (not much but it's not zero so i take that as a win) for the first time after not having been running (or doing any sports tbh) since march-- all because i imagined the disdain Neil Jean and Kevin would have looked at me with for slacking off like this for two months straight

granted the speed (or lack thereof) i was going with would have probably prompted even more scorn but we can't all be fucking inhumane fast can we now

ALSO turns out wearing a bandana really is a game changer it's so cool not having my fringe in my eyes all the time (but i do feel a bit terrified that i start resembling Neil more and more first i found out the running joke in the fandom about neil and jorts and i might or might not be a proud wearer of those now the bandana and i also realised halfway into the run that the camp half blood tshit i wore was technically the foxes orange so... feeling very cringe rn ngl)

i caught beautiful sunset though yay