“I’m Addicted To The Sorrow, When The Buzz Ends By Tomorrow. There’s Another Rush Of Poison Flowing

This is Essence, he’s a ship kid i have, and recently i decided he’d paly the violin, so i drew it! I might change some parts of his desgin in the future as its still in the works, but for now, im happy with it.

being blocked by a stranger on social media is not a personal attack i promise, it’s just a way of curating your space. i highly encourage everyone to block often! block me block us block him block her block them. block whatever and whenever. it’s freeing!

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Idk why I draw ccino's eye closed. And I draw the hand weird.

Nightmare - @jokublog

Ccino - @black-nyanko

Delta99 - @help-im-a-gay-fish and @thebluescreen

“These Lockets are an tradition in our family…”

“That’s so cool! I want one!”

A Delta 99 picture that was supposed to just be a doodle but instead took four hours! ..I forgot how much i hate drawing hands.

I got the idea for it during a roleplay between me and @help-im-a-gay-fish Hope you guys like it. The smaller hand belongs to Lux, as for the other hand, im going to let people guess that one for now.

Here’s Rem! He’s a Ccino x Nightmare shipkid i’ve been working on for a little bit, and he’s one of Vanta’s close friends. Theres more info about him below if anyone’s intrested! Rem is also from the secondary ship kid verse me and @help-im-a-gay-fish have.

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I’m a cis-gender man which basically means that, when I was born, the doctor went “It’s a boy!” and when I was old enough to understand I agreed with him.

The thing is, I don’t know why I feel like a man.  I was teased and bullied for it a lot when I was little.  I’ve never had stereotypically American male interests.  I never cared about sports or cars or guns.  I was more interested in music and cooking and the arts.  I’ve always been emotionally in tune and sensitive, even when I did my best to suppress my emotions to survive a childhood of abuse from other children.

It’s not physical either.  I don’t feel like a man because I have a penis or a beard.  If you put my brain in a robot body or any other body, my essence would still feel male (I assume).  I literally can’t imagine what being any other gender would feel like, since I feel so acutely male.

I think that’s why the concept of being transgender always made sense to me.  I’m a man.  I don’t have any bloody clue why I feel like a man, but I don’t feel that it’s tied to my body or my interests or the way that I’ve been treated.  I feel like a man because of something beyond that.  Something ephemeral.  So, why couldn’t others feel the same?  Why couldn’t a person who’s been misidentified as a girl feel like a boy for the exact same nebulous reasons that I do?

And, since gender really doesn’t make any sense to me anyway, why couldn’t there also be people who feel as if they don’t have one?  Or who flow across genders like a ship on a map?

Are there people out there whose sense of their own gender is inseparable from their physical form?  If you put those people into robot bodies or, simply, other physically different bodies, would their gender identity also swap?  If so, why?  Are they actually more lost in their gender identity than I am and they need to hone in on the physical in order to anchor themselves?

Why do people feel like they are the gender that they are?

Hey since you are a fun of delta99 ccino, I wanted to ask if you had any headcannons about him? Or about nightmare? It's OK if not I was just wondering. Have a nice day <3

headcanons!

well, since in your canon version you said coffee creamer hated night, I would assume ccino’s kid wouldn’t like nightmare at ALL at first, because of how many abusive relationships he had been into, his kid wouldn’t let anyone hurt his father again- but he will eventually learn to love nightmare in the future when he realizes that he and his father were actually happy together in the end;

ccino is clumsy, but not very often when it comes to serving coffee to customers. he has this elegant and fast way of doing so- ((i always thought that carrying that plate filled with food with one hand is just impressive)) but whenever it comes to nightmare, he turns to this blushing, clumsy mess again- (but whenever ccino isn’t looking, nightmare does notice how dexterous and skilful he is with his job

ccino talks to his cats like they are humans most of the time, and whenever he’s sad, they would all come and cuddle with him (this is from experience, i have cats that do that sometimes <3)

hope you like these headcanons! there are more, but i don’t have anything in my mind right now

thank u ♥

CrossXDream family doodles.

A few months ago I posted the first ideas for Celestial Star and Luna Light my cream twins. I drew this around the same time and wanted to post it for a while. So here is finally is. These two started off bumpy, like most ship kids, they were not made on purpose. But Cross and Dream took it in stride. 

1) When they were only about 3 days old, they were kidnapped by Nightmare. He wanted to use them as blackmail to get his brother alone. Dream of cause confronted his brother. it was quite emotional as he pleaded that they were only babys and that Nightmare couldn’t really stoop that low right. During this something started to happen to Celest. She was just and energy blob at the time and was very fragile. Because of being held in Nightmare’s tendrils she un-knowingly started to absorb his negative energy. It wasn’t long until it started to hurt her. She started to cry. Nightmare then saw what was happening to her. Now normally he wouldn’t care. But he was suddenly brought back to the day of his own corruption. Remembering the true pain and fear. That was something he wouldn’t wish on his worst enemy. So quickly he returned both children to Dream and told him to leave before he changed his mind. He regretted being so emotionally weak later on.  

2) When Dream got the two back safely. Him and Cross shared an emotional moment. Dream felt guilty, and also scared for them, particularly Celest, whose energy at blackened slightly. No one was able to reverse the corruption and no one knew how it would effect Celest in the long run.

3) Over protective Dad Dream. Lucky at first it didn’t seem like Celest was going to be badly effected. She was still able to form a skeleton body much like Lux did. But out of guilt and fear, Dream insisted in carrying her around for a few months. Just in case something bad happened. He even started to neglect his duty’s slightly.

But after help from Cross and his friends, he was finally able to let go and leave both the twins with an AU Sans (i don’t know which yet, i would love suggestions) who had offered to look after them when the AU travellers couldn’t. 

4) Drawing of the twins together.

5) Just as they had feared, the corruption had a lasting effect. One day strange black marks began to appear on Celest. mostly on her legs. These marks seemed to cause her pain since she would cry when they were touched. After a few days they were gone. But this was not the last they would see them.

6) something to lighten the mood. This is a ship kid called Essence created by @thebluescreenofdespair

here is meeting his new half sister for the first time. Hes a natural!

hope you like it