Just Watering The Plants - Alexander Anthony Mar

These are dark days for the LGBT community here in the UK.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. If for some reason you’re not prepared to stand up for the sake of trans people, then at the very least do it for your own. Because this Supreme Court decision will have ripple effects on other communities. Because it always does. They never stop at just one group of people. If the rights of one group are questioned, then everyone’s rights can be questioned. Gay. Straight. Black. White. Cis. We’re all vulnerable. Unless you fit a very specific criteria of what “normal” is, they will eventually come for you too. They always do.

{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}

“it’s going to help you more if you take a break from relationships and focus on yourself.”

no. this will never help me. i love loving. i love being in love. i love an emotional connection. i love romantics. i love spoiling my partner. i love the simple happiness that comes from a romantic relationship. i do not feel good if i cannot love. if i cannot express love. if i cannot spoil someone. all forms of love make me who i am, but romantic love is personal and is only for me. you are for me to love, for me to spoil, and only for me to know.

(i love my partner)

Quick Barry for my fellow brethren of like 5 people

I'm Hanan, writing to you as a mother from Gaza, doing everything I can to keep my family and my child alive amidst this hell. 😥

My child cries nonstop from extreme hunger, and I am completely powerless to meet even his most basic needs. I am also pregnant and unable to provide the nutrition my body or the growing fetus inside me needs. 💔

We live in a catastrophic situation full of ongoing suffering.The crossings have been closed for months, not a single grain of wheat has entered, prices are out of control, and the occupation is tightening its grip in every possible way. we have been forced to cook wild herbs, plants we don’t even know the names of, just to silence our hunger. 😭

Please, we are living in a real famine. Any support, could save our lives and give us a chance to survive. 🙏

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A student (me) read Jekyll and Hyde and said the following: "Jekyll and Utterson are gay for each other and if they had only communicated with each other properly, confessing that they are gay for each other or venting about their shitty lives, and maybe even kissed, it would've solved all of their problems."

To what extent do you agree?

I love Jekyll and Hyde and I've done this text since year 9. But Utterson is too much of a goody-two-shoes, even though he likes which was so obvious, whilst Jekyll... I didn't notice it when I read it, but as I read it and other people's findings, I started to realise their intense relationship.

First, Mr Utterson believes that Jekyll and Hyde are having gay sex and Hyde is blackmailing him (is he jealous or what??). He said Henry is "dreaming and smiling in his dream" (or something like that when Mr Utterson has a nightmare). How does he know that he's dreaming and smiling? I know he wants Jekyll to be in peace, but specifically, how does he know that he smiles when he dreams? Does he watch Jekyll sleep at night or what 😭

[Edit: Based on what I said on Gay Sex, let's not forget the gentle language used in the bedroom. "Plucked" all of that. Like imagine having a random man in your room and you use erotic language to describe it? Not to mention in your bedroom, which makes this scene more erotic. Perhaps Utterson is not having a nightmare, but is having sexual fantasies about Jekyll and b coming jealous of Hyde]

Then Mr Utterson stalks the guy every second of his free time, in the early hours, when he has broken from being a lawyer and at night, like I know you are concerned about your "friend" but the fact that you spend all your free time stalking him means you really wanna protect that mad scientist and you have nothing to do.

Then Utterson's like "My poor Harry Jekyll" (or something along the lines, idk) in his thoughts. Yes, it's a nickname from when they were friends. It's a nickname, right? No, because when he tries to talk to Henry, he doesn't call him "Harry", he calls him "Jekyll" 😭. Tf does it mean, that Mr Utterson's been repressing his desire to call Jekyll "Harry". Literally, they are close friends/best friends but he's such a pussy and loser to tell Jekyll he wants to be more than that!

[Little edit here as well: Also the use of "MY" Harry Jekyll. "My"! He's treating Jekyll as his own possession because a normal human will just say "Poor Harry Jekyll" not "MY poor Harry Jekyll". This freak has been obsessed with Jekyll and even possesses him like an object for God-knows-how-long (like can we link this to the idea that Utterson is jealous of Hyde because he thought they have a sexual relationship?!) to the point that he doesn't even want Hyde to be involved with Jekyll and wants Jekyll literally to himself only!]

Then Mr Utterson's willing to break the law to protect his friend. He knew that Jekyll would be in court for Hyde because his cane was used as a murder weapon and all that, but Utterson bends the law by allowing Jekyll to not come to court and even trusting him that he's fine. 😭

Oh and let's not forget that Utterson describes Jekyll's hands "Now the hand of Henry Jekyll (as you have often remarked) was professional in shape and size: it was large, firm, white, and comely." Now that this is chapter 10  where Mr Utterson read Jekyll's confession. How often does Mr Utterson talk about Jekyll's hands? If the two have a conversation, does Mr Utterson usually like to comment on Jekyll's hands? He likes Jekyll, even his hands. He might as well hold it in his hand man!

Now it's Jekyll's turn (do not think he can get away with him being a pathetic pussy as well!) There isn't a lot I can find. But that stupid doctor would tell Utterson that everything is okay and all that bullshit; like stop repressing your bloody emotions. If you keep doing that you never will have what you wanna do with Utterson. Also, he doesn't want Utterson to get involved. We know that he doesn't like Mr Utterson to judge him for being Hyde and all that stuff. But they have been friends since childhood, which was stated somewhere in chapter 2, and Mr Utterson is non-judgemental. Surely Jekyll did something worse than creating Hyde, right? Also, Jekyll knows that Mr Hyde is dangerous, and knowing that they are best friends and the fact that Jekyll doesn't want Mr Utterson to get involved, it could suggest that Jekyll is trying to protect Utterson from him/Hyde.

I was gonna say about Dr Jekyll giving his entire fortune to Utterson, but it seems that Utterson was the only friend Jekyll can trust at the end of the novella.

If only Jekyll talked to Utterson about his shitty life and confessed to him, this would never have happened in the first place, or Utterson's like "fuck society, I drink gin and wanna watch some shitty plays, I might as well as confess to Jekyll" 😭. LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE FOLKS!!

This is all I can find in this novella. If I missed anything please reply, or you can challenge my viewpoint if you want to. I'm sorry I'm literally fixated onto this novella because I love this novella so much.

Overall, I feel like Stevenson wrote this to be more like: Learn how to not repress your feelings and learn how to communicate or you'll end up like these two freaks.

I just realised I just made the title of this post look like a lang paper 1, question 4. If you wanna respond to it as a practice for Jekyll and Hyde and lang paper 1, go ahead (and I would love to read your responses).