*deep sigh* *takes off my cowboy hat and plops down into the dirt* *starts filling my cowboy hat with little rocks* feelings, hunh…
movie vs book (i adore them both)
Aaron Moten, Walton Goggins, and Ella Purnell photographed by Shayan Asgharnia for The Los Angeles Times
Before you post, think:
Is it groovy
Is it smashing, baby
Is it shagedelic
Does it give you mojo
Does it make others randy
I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard
Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.
Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.
Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.
Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.
SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.
SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.
Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.
Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.
Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.
Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.
Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.
Simon who didn’t cry when Johnny died. His eyes never filled, never stung with tears. Simon who didn’t close off like they expected he would, Simon who seemingly didn’t change after it happened.
Simon who sat awake so many nights. Cold. Alone. Simon who instinctively went looking for Johnny just to spend hours in the gym beating his knuckles to bloody shreds to punish himself for being so stupid. Simon whos eyes still linger in spots Johnny used to frequent. Simon who wishes Johnny was there to patch up those knuckles and kiss them.
“Aye be more carful yee fuckin’ brute…”
Simon could still hear Johnny’s voice. Simon who still waits to hear Johnny’s jokes over the com on missions. Simon who could have sworn that shadow in the corner of his room looked like Johnny. Simon who cant close his eyes for months without hearing that gunshot.
Simon who never once cried.
It was only years and years later it hits him. Simon’s eyes had stopped looking. Dreams and shadows of Johnny MacTavish had long stopped. It hits him while he’s trying to sleep one night after a particularly rough mission. What color were his eyes? His hair… black… brown… brown right?
He couldn’t remember.
That’s when his eyes stung, hot tears filling to the brim and spilling over. How could he of forgotten? How was that possible? How could he betray Johnny like that? He couldn’t remember his smile anymore, he couldn’t hear his voice anymore, couldn’t feel lingering phantom touches anymore.
He couldn’t feel Johnny anymore.
The memory of someone he held so dearly once was fuzzy, blurry. Hardly there. Swallowed and eaten alive by time. How cruel.
Sad thought randomly hit me. Imagine Simon nearly meets the same fate Soap did. For months, he's in the hospital recovering. The only reason he lived is because he was only barely hit.
He heals, but he can’t return to service. He has trouble keeping track of things and his memory starts to go. So, he moves back to Manchester. He gets a dog who grows old with him. He finds some new friends and stays in touch with his friends from the military.
But as he gets older, around 65, his memory continues to worsen no matter how many puzzles or brain activities he does. Part of it is the injury but most of it is the fact he's getting older. It gets to the point where he can no longer remember if he's eaten or showered. Price or Gaz offer to help, but he declines since he knows they aren’t in the best shapes either.
For his own health, he goes into an assisted living apartment. He can do most things on his own, but needs to be reminded of what he has and hasn’t done. One of the staff has an accent exactly like Soap's.
And while the staff member has told him his name multiple times, Simon always calls him John. He knows it isn’t John. But the voice reminds him of him. He constantly asks him, "Are you good at art? My John was good at art."