This Actually Is Rewiring My Brain As We Speak

Me, at fictional characters: THIS WOULDN'T BE A PROBLEM IF YOU JUST TALKED ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS

Me, in real life: if i give even the vaguest notion of my feelings to anybody i would die

Love is horrifying but I still dig it 

on my way to keep loving despite it all

I began making this for #InternationalWomensDay / #HerStoryOurStory but I celebrate women every day! I LOVE 💗 WOMEN!!!!!!!

TXT's soobin: we will do our best to follow in your footsteps!! :)

yoongi: please don't do that i just ran into a glass door

someone: haha why are you so obsessed with *insert show/book series/film/etc)

me, internally: because throwing myself into something allows me to briefly forget the constant depression misery and sadness i suffer through every day and when i marathon things my self hatred sometimes starts to disappear because i forget that i’m a real person who exists in the real world. my obsessions help me to cope when i feel like i’m about to explode or cry or scream or all of those at once and once i get into something i barely think of anything else for weeks which is a very unhealthy coping tactic but hey it helps so

me: haha idk :))

This too shall pass but like holy fuck