No One Can Make You Feel Like A Mid Bitch Without Your Consent Eleanor Roosevelt Said That

People are so.... unintelligent

I'd like to do something in the future that has real impact in peoples lives. I've done a lot that looks good on paper. I've participated in marches, volunteered, held summits, lead student organizations, etc and I'm sure on some level I've left people inspired or was part of something bigger than myself but I'd like to do something that actually has a real, measurable, positive impact on peoples lives in a tangible way. Hopefully something I can see because I selfishly want to know that what I'm doing matters. I just feel like my activism, community service, and various initiatives have been so superficial when I'm looking to make a deep and meaningful change in peoples lives.

Sometimes I still think your alive. Like Ive been punked. Like Im part of an elaborate rouse.

It's a shame when youd give anything for one man to message you bakc.

You cant even fantasize about him anymore because youve changed so much and you know he must have too.

Complete strangers, and yet... You're a stain on my very existence. I stain on my heart.

Winnie the pooh was awesome that jolly fat fuck

I need a community

Why do I want to be a pathologist? Because I'm not interested in the day to day management of diabetes and hypertension. I dont want to spend the next 20 years of my life tending to sore throats, itchy rashes, and chronic disease. I am interested in diagnostics, not management.

I've lost everyone I care about and I'm not good at acquiring new friends. I guess I'll leave it in Gods hands. Now that I've gotten closure, I pray that He opens new doors for me into new, life long, fulfilling relationships

Part of me is so done. The rejection is too much and i dont want to subject myself to it. My walls rarely get broken down and once a piece of that soft gushy underside is bruised, I have no problem with immediately cutting that person off.

The other side of me is so entrenched. So in love. So hopeful.

I know my reality. And my reality is that ill only be allowed glimpsed and pieces. Ill never be alloted the full blown love and happiness others find so easily. I'll be alone forever and I just have to accept that.