And The Shark It’s Got Tears And They Run Down It’s Face But The Shark Lives In The Water So The

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 13: SET C - “Blissful Ignorance”

I searched for the warmth I once found in you, but it was so hard to remember. Everytime you rejected me, it left me a little more indifferent and soon, there was nothing else left.

It didn't hurt. How should it, when I couldn't feel at all? Unlike you, I accepted it from the start. I didn't try to fight a fact I wouldn't be able to change.

I accepted it. Just as I soon learned to accept that you would no longer be a part of my existence.

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Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 20: Teamwork

[Wir sind unzertrennlich // We are inseparable wir sind unvergänglich // we are everlasting Wir sind unzertrennlich // we are inseparably in unserer Welt verloren // lost in our world] [Unzertrennlich – Revolverheld] "Lea, are you even listening?“ "Uhm – sometimes?“ Actually I was just lost in my thoughts somehow. Happens from time to time. "Sometimes? You are aware that school starts in three days?“ "Yeah, I know, I was just thinking …“ "Thinking.“ You sounded as though you doubted I could do that even if I tried. "I thought 'I hope we can always be together like that'“, I said straight enough. And of course you’re caught of guard. And of course I can see your face brighten up, almost shine for one moment, before you turn back to your usual sarcastic pokerface. "Stuck up in homework? No, thank you.“ Still, I can see the little smile you can’t hold back and I know that you are wishing for it just as much as I do. Then again, I already knew that before, didn’t I?

I love it when Axel explains summer vacations in 358/2 Days. I can't help but imagine him and Isa doing exactly that, postponing homework to the very last moment and just somehow managing to get it done in time together. I don't know, this thought makes me just so happy xD

Here, have my storyboard for day 3 as a small bonus!

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 23: Flower

Radiant Garden. Our lives. Our past. Our dreams.

Everything is gone.

memories - an akusai one shot

Title: Memories Fandom: Kingdom Hearts Pairing: AkuSai/IsaLea (Axel x Saïx) Rating: General (Angst and Feels) Word Count: ~1,780

Summary: Lea returns to Radiant Garden, and bumps into someone he doesn’t expect to see. 

A/N: @herzblutrose had a birthday and I offered to write them some Akusai! :D But, because I am me, I wrote Akusads by mistake. LOL. I hope you’ll enjoy what I wrote! 

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It was strange, seeing Radiant Garden back to what it looked like prior to everything going to shit ten plus years ago. Lea never thought he’d see the world look the same as it did when he was growing up; he thought that the Darkness had stolen everything away and that it would be irreparable. But when Riku said it looked different than he remembered, he knew he had to take a Gummi ship and head there himself. There was still time - Sora was still trying to find out what the Real Organization XIII was up to. As long as Sora was occupied, then he would be free to do what he wanted for a little bit of time. 

Looking around, he’s surprised to see all the flowers are in bloom in the outer garden. It’s the first place he visits after touching down, and immediately felt astonished by seeing how it looked like when he was a teenager. How many hours had he spent in this area with his best friend - the person that he knew even back then that he was his other half. The missing part of his soul that always knew what to say and when to say it. 

His feet took him to the courtyard, a memory of a blond kid with a keyblade coming to the forefront of his mind. “From where I stood, the only thing you drew was a big L on your forehead for ‘Loser’, ‘Lame’, ‘Laughable’.” It hit him so fast that he had to put his hand out and rest against the stone gate, collecting his thoughts as his heart began to ache in a way that he wasn’t at all that prepared for. 

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Sparks just like Hibana

[ID: Traditional waist-up drawing of Shionne and Alphen from Tales of Arise.Their eyes are obscured, faces very close together. Their fingers are touching ever so slightly and a coil of Shionne’s Thorns wraps around their forearms, lighting up their hands and faces. Sparks of white and orange like fire are rising from their forms. The second picture is a close-ups of their hands.]

@akusaimonth​ 2022

Prompt: Flowers / Garden

ID in alt. My prompt card is under the cut!

DO NOT TRUST ALFENDI LAYTON.

I actually missed the entire event, but @laytonbrothersbirthdaybash is the reason I dug up this old sketch from 2015 and actually finished it. THIS GAME IS STILL SO GOOD, I LOVE IT AND I LOVE ALFENDI.

Things that make me feel like posting on Tumblr is actually still worth the effort:

THANK YOU SO MUCH for your tags, they make my day!! <3

AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 11: SET C - “Patterns”

How could you smile like that? How could you smile without a heart.

Everything was becoming routine so fast. I was separated from everyone else from the start. I realized it, yet this was giving me the best access to information, so I welcomed it anyway. You never stopped smiling whenever I send you off to those missions. You were joking and grinning, like nothing had happened. Like nothing was wrong at all. You seemed to do so perfectly fine. Unlike me.

I tried to tell myself that I was doing all this for you, for us, so we could go home together, as whole beings again, but soon the thought began to change in my head. It didn’t take long before I found myself blaming you for everything. A little more every time you smiled at me.

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