Nico Hasn’t Recovered Since

I haven’t written in my diary for months because I’m scared my hand won’t be able to write as fast as my mind is going to process all my thoughts and I’ll just go blurry from tears welling and the pages will be soaked. Know this situation from experience.

"Does such a thing as 'the fatal flaw,' that showy dark crack running down the middle of a life, exist outside literature? I used to think it didn't. Now I think it does. And I think that mine is this: a morbid longing for the picturesque at all costs."

Donna Tartt, The Secret History

They’re playing fortnight by Taylor swift in the hair salon and I’m thinking about ten and rose I can’t do this

I used to be very dedicated to art and every year, during Christmas time, my mom would hang up all my drawings on the walls. Every single wall in the house covered with my artwork. But, I turned 14 and got very embarrassed and uninspired and asked her to throw it all out. I miss it very much. I wish I didn’t used to be an ungrateful teenager.

Quick throwback bc sometimes I forget how cool my headphones are

I have the worst habit of gossiping but I can’t stop and I have myself

It’s 12 am and I am now rethinking every life choice that led me here