Castiel’s life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master’s degree at Stanford, he’s ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can’t help but feel like he’s missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill.
Enter Dean Winchester.
fifth chapter down, the longest one yet (and the longest thing i've written in a looong time)!!! this one took a while given the craziness that continues to be my life, and given the next one is gonna be a bit longer as well i'm not sure when it'll be updated again. however, i've already started it despite desperately wanting to give myself a break, so we'll see how it goes LMAO
shoutout to my beautiful girlfriend @wolvenwhispers for being my omega reader teehee. i left a reference to my favorite destiel fanfic and another to one of my other favorite shows, so see if you can spot them!! ;~*
feel free to follow for more updates!! i’ve posted some fanart and plan on posting more here. you can also listen to the fun playlist i made for this fic, which is time-accurate being added to when i find the perfect songs!! otherwise, thanks for reading and i adore you all xoxo!!
Tù.úk'z
May Sarton, "Of Grief", Selected Poems
Above Ground, Clint Smith
fuck personality tests tell me what do u prefer? paperbacks? hardcovers? e-books? or audio books?
Happy Holidays, friends! ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗
Cas' apron is a little reference to @naughtystiel 's artwork, and Dean is wearing my favorite sweater 🤭
Aand here's some behind the scenes~
Castiel's life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master's degree at Stanford, he's ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can't help but feel like he's missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill. Enter Dean Winchester.
happy 4 year anniversary of homophobia personified <3 did i intend to post the second chapter on the day destiel went canon? no. is it infinitely funny that i did? absolutely xoxo
make sure you read the chapter notes!!
Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma
i love when they draw a carrot on top of the carrot cake just to remind you this aint no ordinary fuckin cake youre dealing with
Yknow the funniest part is that Supernatural sounds like a shitty Destiel fic. There have been a ton of times where I’m like oh that was a fanfic, and then I find a screenshot reminding me that it’s canon. Like I’m sorry “I don’t know what’s real anymore.” “We are.” Bitch that’s gayer than saying ILY!!
ep 6 had noooo right to rip out my heart and juice it like an orange bro. like an ORANGE