I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! Anyways

re: silent hill. gotta find my dissociation square real quick

god this makes me want to cry took me almost 5 years to come back to school and for something completely different but everything i’ve ever done has led up to this point i was meant to be here even if i didn’t know it then the time passed. time i didn’t know i’d have. time i wasn’t sure i wanted but it passed anyways gtg hang my head in my hands and weep out of gratitude for myself for a bit

oc original character re: my art. she’s also a nephilim who will be the vessel of the villain in her story but she doesn’t know that yet she’s perfect and so mary sue and i have not a care in the world spot the scars. she’s riding the struggle bus. so sorry queen you’ll get your happy ending with dean in my personal canon i promise you it will just take too much time and your own death probably 💔 nobody else probably cares about this but i do love posting my little work here!! and i’m proud of her so hehe :3

re: cas ( @wolvenwhispers ). re: kate ( @bruisedbygod ).

yeah me: what’s a god to a clown?

she ra catra me: what’s a god to a clown? re: spop. let women be hairy and sexy. thank you for coming to my ted talk

poetry poem original poem poets on tumblr spilled ink motherhood re: my writing. wrote this in a mourning fog at 2am and stared at my computer for long after that she is slowly dying and i don’t know what to do with that i’m grieving her while she’s still here and i’m grieving who she made me but we do what we can she tries and tries badly. she only knows the knife

me: what’s a god to a clown? it really is like that isn’t it

me: what’s a god to a clown?