"The moment you look into their eyes, and your heart simply... flutters."
one hard pill to swallow (that i had to learn myself) is that in order to actually learn coping skills and progress with living successfully with your mental illness is that you have to take action. whether that’s going to therapy or removing yourself from toxic enviornments/people, living your life solely for yourself or whatever. you can’t sit around venting forever and expect it will change. theres only so much understanding and patience that others around you will have. sometimes mental illness is a burden on others. it’s a burden when you have access to help and choose not to take it. sometimes it’s exhausting. there’s no magic day where it will all fall together. you have to actively make that magic.
"Why does it hurt so much to think of you, and what you may have meant to me?"
Part 1 to a little comic I’m doing about Rey and Finn post The Last Jedi.
i’ve been pretty sick for the past few weeks, but at least i got to max my relationship with rowan i guess :’)
*in the baseball field*
laurent: i am laurent. and this is victoria, and james.
james: Hi Sisters!
james: *smells bella*
james: you’ve brought a Sister Snack
*in phoenix*
bella: hey, mom, i’m glad you got my message. what’re you doing home?
renée: bella!? bella!? bella, where are you!? bella!?
bella: calm down, everything’s fine. i’ll explain everything later—mom, are you there?
james: forks high school doesn’t protect its Sister Students’ privacy very well. it was easy The House for victoria to find your previous address. it’s a nice house you have here. Love That! i was prepared to wait for you, but then Mom came home after she received a very worried call from your dad, and it all worked out The House.
bella: don’t touch her! don’t—
james: you can still Sister Save her. but you’re going to have to get away from your Sister Squad. can you handle that?
bella: where should i meet you?
james: how about your old ballet studio? and i’ll know if you bring anyone along. poor mommy will pay the price for that Sister Slip-Up
*in the ballet studio*
bella: she’s not even here
james: no. Sister Sorry. you know, you really made it easy The House
james: you’re alone, because you’re faster than the others. but not Sister Stronger!
james: *bites bella*
james: Sister Scrumptious!
edward: *rips james’ throat out*
james: *gargling* Uh Oh Sisters!
rory ♡