Alejandra Pizarnik, Nueva Correspondencia. Instagram

“this fic was written by AI”

i will NEVER stop talking about “you’re hurting me”. there couldn’t have been better or more devastating last words for kitay. for so long he endured the pain every time rin called the fire. he never said anything. rin saw how much he was hurting, constantly asked him if he wants her to stop, but he always said no, always said he was fine because he never wanted to deny her anything. because he knew how important the fire was to her. the only time he denies her is at the very end, when rin loses her mind. and even then, at her worst, as she tries to overpower kitay, the SECOND he says “you’re hurting me” she stops. and not only does she stop, but it stops her descent into madness and she has one final moment of clarity. because “rin couldn’t hurt kitay and not worry about it. if she could, she’d be lost.”

Had a long time to try to remember.

Existe un tipo de dolor que es cotidiano

Uno en el que no te das cuenta que estás sufriendo

Hasta que un día, algún viejo amigo dice "No es normal que todo el tiempo vivas en el pasado"

Incluso ese dolor cotidiano puede ser una rutina

Ese tipo de sufrimiento en el que se crea una falsa ilusión de que solo es cansancio o nostalgia

La nostalgia solo les sirve a los poetas

El cansancio es un síntoma de tantos de esa tristeza cotidiana

Hay un tipo de sufrimiento del que estamos enamorados

Un tipo de dolor que no podemos dejar ir

¿Por qué?

Probablemente por la misma razón por la cual nos aferramos al pasado

Existe un tipo de tristeza que es difícil dejar ir

Porque, a diferencia de la felicidad y del futuro; el pasado y la nostalgia es un camino que ya vivimos

A lo mejor es solo la incertidumbre del futuro

Probablemente deseamos siempre lo que no tenemos

Puede que, esta tristeza radica en lo que más deseas y no logras tener

Pero cada vez que noto el dolor cotidiano; pienso en las posibilidades de aquello

En mis posibilidades

Y me pregunto sí alguna vez el dolor pueda desaparecer de mi rutina

The same Niall fans that made fun of Liam for going to Nialls concert now *crying* how Liam was always there for Niall and talking about how people need to be kinder. Genuinely, fuck you, it shouldn't take someone dying to revaluate your behaviour which you were taught as a child was unacceptable

No. She wasn't.

She was the whole book

From the beginning

Ambika Mod and Leo Woodall as Emma Morley and Dexter Mayhew ONE DAY (2024)

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. June will bring blessings.

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the struggle to love

R.F Kuang, The Dragon Republic (deleted scene) | Sleeping at Last, “Neptune” | Richard Siken, War of the Foxes | Clarice Lispector, The Stream of Life | Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath | Franz Kafka, Diaries (1910-1923) | Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? | Gabrielle Zevin, Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow | Anne Carson, Autobiography of Red | Richard Siken, “Wishbone”