Past Lives (2023)

there was nothing but love waiting for rust in the dark. he thought it'd be cold and apathetic, he thought time was a flat circle and he'd have to grieve his daughter again and again. but he pulled the knife out of his stomach and laid there to die. and in the darkness, there was nothing but love. and then he woke up.

☆ john winchester's journal | 1x12 - faith | 4x01 - lazarus rising | 12x19 - the future | 5x04 - the end | 6x20 - the man who would be king | john winchester's journal | 12x02 - mamma mia | john winchester's journal | 2x04 - children shouldn't play with dead things | john winchester's journal (x3) | 2x20 - what is and should never be | 6x20 - the man who would be king | supernatural season 5 disc 6 special feature commentary

Ruth Madievsky, All-Night Pharmacy // Suzanne Scanlon, Promising Young Women // Robin Roe, A List of Cages // Hayao Miyazaki, Kiki's Delivery Service // Susan Sontag, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980 // D. H. Lawrence, The Plumbed Serpent // Jennifer S. Cheng, "So We Must Meet Apart" // Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart // Alice Oseman, Radio Silence // Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice

i would like to share my rock playlists with you all so here they are :)

black people created rock btw

my magnum opus. a playlist full of rock songs, or rock inspired songs, by black artists only. various rock genres and artists from different time periods have been added. pop punk, metal, post - hardcore, rock  rap, etc.

black g!rl pvnk !

similar to the playlist above, this is a playlist full of rock, or rock inspired songs, by black women. featuring both rock and rock sub genres as well as a heavy influence of rock in rap music as well.

𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖙 ﹗﹗﹗

women in rock and it’s sub genres ONLY! focusing on women of color, and particularly vocalists. playlist inspired after listening to sonic youth and starting kim gordon’s book! example artists:  paramore, meet me @ the altar, tonight alive, and more.

early 00s melancholy

a combination playlist of shoegaze, grunge, japanese rock, experimental rock, post - punk, and more. it’s all about the gloom and doom… laying on the floor type of music. also features some dream pop and indie music.  example artists: slowdive, mazzy star, cocteau twins, deftones

i just wanna feel something

a random mix of really good songs, particularly metal and post - hardcore, that’ll make you feel something. the lyrics can be kinda emotional, but fun!  example artists: nine inch nails, ladybaby, johnny goth, poppy, babymetal

#%  ⚠️💢  !!

another big master playlist. throwing entire rock albums from various artists and genres. goth, pop punk, post - hardcore, metal, screamo, emo, etc. music ranges from the 80s to now. on shuffle you can hear anyone from the cure to my chemical romance to kittie, so on and forth.

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remember watching emo sims 2 music videos on youtube when you were like 8? to songs like my immortal and all around me? that’s just this playlist.

at least in this lifetime

japanese rock, progressive rock, and indie. short and simple. inspired by the movies all about lily chou chou and blue spring.

i’ll devour you; bones and all!

this is kind of niche but i love when the pop girls dip their toes into the rock genre and either: 1.) completely go from making pop to rock, 2.) make full on rock songs, 3.) make rock remixes to their pop songs, or 3.) make a pop / rock fusion song. this playlist is me trying to find as many as those as i can, as well as mixing in a few straight up rock songs [& its sub genres] that i can find. this playlist is a work in progress and a little experimental.

Past Lives (2023) | dir. Celine Song

True Detective 4.01 "Part 1"

on tragedy, fate, and inevitability.

oresteia, robert icke // theatre of the oppressed, augusto boal // song of achilles, madeline miller // the book thief, markus zusak // antigone, jean anouilh // revisiting mockingjay ahead of the hunger games prequel, entertainment weekly // romeo and juliet, shakespeare // h of h playbook, anne carson // war of the foxes, richard siken // the road to hell (reprise), hadestown // planet of love, richard siken // they both die at the end, adam silvera

if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing

Miranda July, The First Bad Man