so... i lied ๐คซ i cheated ๐ซฃ i bribed men ๐ต๐ต๐งโ๐คโ๐ง๐งโ๐คโ๐ง to cover ๐ the crimes ๐๐๐ of other men ๐จ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ง i am an accessory ๐๐๐๐ชญ to murder ๐ก๐ก๐ก but ๐ the most damning ๐ฟ๐๐น๐บ thing of all ๐คทโโ๏ธ i think ๐ค๐ญ i can ๐ฅซ live with it ๐ฅฑ๐ and if โ๏ธโ๏ธ i had to do it all over again โ๏ธโณ๏ธโฑ๏ธ i would ๐ค garak ๐ฆ๐งต๐ชก was right ๐ฏ๐ฏ about 1๏ธโฃ thing ๐ a guilty ๐ฐ conscience ๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ is a small ๐๐ฌ price ๐ฐ to pay ๐ธ๐ธ for the safety ๐ฅ๐ of the alpha ๐บ quadrant ๐ so ๐คท i will learn ๐โ๏ธto live with it ๐ because I can ๐ฅซ live with it ๐ฃ i can ๐ฅซ live with it ๐๐ฅ computer ๐ป erase ๐งผ๐งฝ๐ฎ that entire ๐ personal log ๐โ๏ธ๐๐
tell people iโm thinkin about The Characterโข๏ธ but itโs just this
The Forbidden Garak PIcsโข
man cannot subsist on live service games and ongoing series alone you have to read or watch or play something that is complete and self-contained and ideally 5+ years old every now and then or you will die badly
"it doesn't make any logical sense for julian to have hang-ups about being queer in the 2370s" is an objectively, factually correct take.
but I need julian bashir to have just bare minimum enough internalized homophobia for 'one of your girls' to be a garak pov garashir song
star trek mutual 1: canโt believe they didnโt make qcard canon in picard season two
star trek mutual 2: canโt believe they did make qcard canon in picard season two
star trek mutual 3: on a doctor who binge
star trek mutual 4, pacing: the giant green space hand is out to get us
star trek mutual 5: it should be called kock instead of spirk
star trek mutual 6: rewatching and rewatching and rewatching the voyager finale
mutual 7: gay lizard
mutual 8: id fuck quark
I'm watching ds9 and I'm so sorry people who are obsessed with secondary/supporting characters. I get it now I understand your pain I am one of you. every episode I'm like man I hope I see my guy garak this time. I miss my guy garak. and almost every time there is no fucking garak. just watched the ep shadowplay and when bashir MENTIONED garak I leaped into the air and clapped my hands and cheered. crazy behavior. good show though. I am enjoying it
The problem w writing fiction is that you'll be like tee-hee I'm going to write a story about a fucked up little scenario that's got nothing to do with anything in real life, just some pure messed up nonsense, and then you finish it and take a step back and go aw rats I made a metaphor again