[Amusing Myself And My Anxiety] Post #5 - Mental Mayhem

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You know, yeah please, let this be true.

The Rupture

I have honestly never been more confused at the meta community than I am tonight, with everyone upset and freaking out.

YES, the scene hurt. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HURT. 

YES, Dean is acting irrationally and taking his hurt and anger out on Cas.

YES, this is not cool behavior.

But also, YES, this is Dean, this is what he DOES when he’s hurting, and YES, Cas has a right to stand up for himself. Moreover, WE WANT HIM TO WALK AWAY. We WANT him to do EXACTLY what he did. The show has painted Dean into a corner. If he wants Cas back (he does- “where are you going?!”- he had NO clue Cas was actually going to leave. He thinks he can push and push and Cas will always just be there -because he ALWAYS HAS BEEN. But that’s the PROBLEM. That’s STATIC. You want them to move forward? This HAD to happen). 

If Dean wants Cas back, he is going to HAVE to use his words. He’s going to HAVE to tell Cas he needs him for HIM, not because he’s a tool. Not because of his powers. Not for what he can do FOR Dean, but who HE IS to him. 

THIS IS LITERALLY DRAGGING THE DEANCAS RELATIONSHIP FRONT AND CENTER. THEY ARE THE A-PLOT. And all the romantic framing?! The SamWitch scenes contrasted against the DeanCas ones? Sam being NOWHERE near that “goodbye” scene despite literally being down the hallway? ITS A LOVE STORY Y’ALL AND THIS IS THE FINAL ANGST BEFORE THE FINALLY USE THEIR WORDS.

AND- ALL BY EPISODE 3!!!!! EPISODE FREAKING THREE. There are 17 left!!! Y’ALL. WHat in the frilly heck are you panicking about?!?!?!?

Not that I need to add this, but the “emotional scene” that wrecked Jensen and Misha that Mish mentioned at BurCon is in Ep 8. So. ??

It hurt to watch. I’m devastated for Cas. I’m sad and mad at Dean the character. But i’m FUCKING ELATED about this arc, this is a total setup and I am 100% HERE FOR IT.

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This is for everyone in here.

you know what i do when i dont like a character?

stay away from their fanpages

never go to their hashtags

sometimes even block a few pages so their posts dont come up on my explore

try to be as indifferent as i can

you know what i dont do?

bully their fans

comment “my fav character is better” or stuffs like that on their posts

comment slurs on their posts

wish death/hell upon their fans (yes thats a thing)

make hate posts about them

send anonymous hate msgs to their stans

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Another daunting thought that came across me multiple times, is the foolish want of straight forward words, harsh might they be, in every charged situation. But I know that this isn’t practical.

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