Got Artblock Immediately After My Last Post >:(

Certain hyperfixation hit me like a ice-cream truck, I'm supposed to be doing other stuff but all my brain can think of is plans for a dumb comic and backstorys, artwork, lore, character interactions and its driving me crazy.

I need to shake it by the shoulders until its to blurry to see, I need to bite and tear it apart so I can see the foundation of what makes it so interesting, I need to study it understand how it works every small part, I need to hug it, to give it a blanket and hot chocolate, I want to see it at its best and at its worst. I NEED TO CREATE IT.

This silly little thing has been sitting in my brain for a long while, normally quiet due to my dumb fear of laptops preventing me from even interacting with it but ooooohhh it suddenly doesn't care about that now. Now when I have other things I'm meant to be doing.

Then again I thought 'cringe' meant "look at these cool artists" because the first few times I saw the word it was In "cringe comp" and I just thought 'wow pretty colors very cool'

I wasnt very smart. Im still not I just learned how to hide it with to many words. Anyway people should show their old art off more, like a proud parent for their childhood self.

Ive gotten compliment on my 'art style'. I honestly don't even know what my style is anymore. I draw what's easiest for me not what I would like it to look like but eh. Now the art I made in ~2012 however, that was the peak of my art. Oh how I long for those days. Just me and my lack of knowledge about anything ever

Anatomy? Cohesive design? Color theory?? BOO Boring! I want to go back and unlearn that stuff, I need to pack details! I need rule of cool I need to exist on the floor and draw and forget everything, USE THOSE BRIGHT CRAYONS! GIVE THEM 4 WINGS!! AND A TAIL MADE OF PLANTS WITH MAGIC FIRE ON THE END!!! BRING ME BACK TO THE OLD AND CRINGE

Unfortunately unlearning is very difficult so I'm stuck with thinking about things work >:(

(I say this like a joke but genuinely I do wish I never tried to improve and learn, because sure my art 'looks better' but it's less fun now I have to think about what I'm making. I wish I had spent a little longer just making things with no reason or purpose)

Prompts: Favourite oc(s), opposite colors and (almost)100% saturation

Tw: Bright Colors below!

My girls! All time favourite ocs for years now, cant wait to enviably put them through every kind of pain and misery that I can think of and more :)

Final Draft of my 3rd lift Grian design, its not too different but I'm happier with it (I will also redo limited life G but I likey won't redo other designs and instead take more time before post (I might also swich to traditional art unless I've a reason to do color)) and yep that's it bye.

Ive gotten compliment on my 'art style'. I honestly don't even know what my style is anymore. I draw what's easiest for me not what I would like it to look like but eh. Now the art I made in ~2012 however, that was the peak of my art. Oh how I long for those days. Just me and my lack of knowledge about anything ever

Anatomy? Cohesive design? Color theory?? BOO Boring! I want to go back and unlearn that stuff, I need to pack details! I need rule of cool I need to exist on the floor and draw and forget everything, USE THOSE BRIGHT CRAYONS! GIVE THEM 4 WINGS!! AND A TAIL MADE OF PLANTS WITH MAGIC FIRE ON THE END!!! BRING ME BACK TO THE OLD AND CRINGE

Unfortunately unlearning is very difficult so I'm stuck with thinking about things work >:(

(I say this like a joke but genuinely I do wish I never tried to improve and learn, because sure my art 'looks better' but it's less fun now I have to think about what I'm making. I wish I had spent a little longer just making things with no reason or purpose)

And first draft for limited life, I admittedly didnt have any ideas for this design and might revise it later on... that's all for now next up who knows not me

Burning Heart

Terrible tunes echo endlessly across a soundless sky,

where wandering birds bellow songs searching for forever.

I inquire to the sorrowful songbird

'where oh where do I go? to find the snow to cool my racing heart?'

The terrible song bird sighs

'You won't find the snow here young one, it is only for thouse who's minds have grown and feelings sown, right at the surface of their heart'

'Whatever does that mean oh tired songbird?'

Answers abandoned my frozen fear

buried deep down

in the snow.

2/3

A prompt I kept expecting but never really saw in oc-tober was: Videogame/media oc! But this is my own prompt list, so here! The game is Niche - a genetics survival game, by stray fawn studio!

Lavender and Saber! I made them before even buying the game

Well, I didn't end up doing much drawing as I planned... but I won't miss Halloween! I've been drawing a 'abandoned' oc named Cyc almost every Halloween for a few years now.

Below is the finished drawing! Warnings: beheaded+blood

(I see you in every reflection my dear) Forget-Me-Not