IM THA SKINNIEST BITCH IN THE ROOM!💕

I don’t know who I am anymore and I hate who I woke up to be.

Blue Xanny bar💎

And just like that I find myself running again chasing the need of feeling complete and a brain that needs constant stimulation and occupation

Why am I always struggling I can’t do anything right. I’m too sick to work and nothing is ever stable in my life. Just a bunch of chaos and hell fires. I’m doing the right thing but it doesn’t matter. I hate not being able to support myself it makes me feel less than I hate asking for help I hate feeling weak. I don’t know what to do. I jump from idea to idea but always find myself struggling to complete on task. What is wrong with me I’m all over the place.

Idk why it’s so hard to trust people and to believe that they genuinely like me and that I can genuinely be apart of something my whole life I’ve always felt so disconnected from everyone but sometimes I feel like maybe it’s me making it that way perceiving it that way if you will.

Bones:

The physical change hurts the most, even when it’s what you ruined yourself for.