To Our 2 Followers, Any Ideas For Our System's Name?

habit (🐇) made these.

-💥?

haha... i think ive accidentally forced my headmates into forced dormancy before. Mostly because I was ashamed (i mean... usually stuff like this is movie-definition insane).

like it's making sense as to why it was quiet for a while, and then theyre back. BECAUSE I REMEMBER them being here before... long before time /ref.

anyways if someone else reads this post it might not make much sense to you, but im sure the rest of my headmates would understand what im trying to say and thats all that matters

-💥

me at dionysus's parties:

(/j)

-🪳

Why is it that, when we're intoxicated, we are much more comfortable being ourselves, as we are? This is liberating. We deserve this more often.

- 🧛

REAL... but i feel so scared to use tupperbox/pluralkit cause i dont wanna be fakeclaimed

Is it a headmate? Is it a fragment? Is it a facet? Is it a persona? Am I subconsciously masking? Am I subconsciously/involuntarily otherlinking/copinglinking? Is it a kinshift? Is it a ’flicker? Is it age regression? Is it a mood? Is it impulsivity? Is it an intrusive thought that I’m reacting to? Is it genderfluidity? Is it pronoun/namefluidity?

Who knows! Who cares! I don’t need to stress about this, it doesn’t matter! It’s a mode that the “I” is in, the way I feel in that moment! And I will make a pluralkit/tupperbox for it so I can express myself and decide the rest later! Or never! These labels are a construct! Personhood itself is a construct! I don’t need to box myselves! I can just live!

idek what i made you say

-💥

😟 (first time ever) jason possessed me istg...

i was writing something and like... THAT WAS NOT ME WRITING... that was so weird...

-🪳

every single time i go into the headspace Habit is on his goddamn phone. idek what he does on it

-Jason (NOT MIKE)

Vent ig

i genuinely feel like im faking so bad. i feel like im noticing "symptoms" because im researching it, i feel like this whole thing is rlly just a waste.

i feel like i brainwashed myself into believing i was having symptoms, i feel so fake. i feel like the thoughts i thought were others, were mine. i really hate myself. like i was feeling happy, but why??? like this is least thing to be happy abt (having osdd), but it felt so like "wow! that makes sense!" but like, did it actually? or was I just fucking around and happened to convince myself it did?

i cant even get a therapist or anything abt this so i have no one to talk to. if it is actually happening i dont even have like amnesia, or anything super crazy that others would be like "yeah you act very different at times" BECAUSE I LIKE... IDEK BRO IM SO PISSED RN

plus i feel like im just making up alters too. im NOT habit, im NOT jason, but like what if i am? there's hardly much to differentiate between us (other than gender?) but this could all just be jason trying to figure out his genders n shit?? i really really hate this.

-Cass? I think?

i told my therapist about marble hornets and she cut the session short…

"damn that sounds awesome i wanna watch it now, get out"

lil vent

we're so scared of being fake, fakeclaiming ourselves on a daily basis. what if we're actually not a system? we switch way too often and get blurry+blended even more. Sharing memories, and not having drastic switches is making us go crazy. We have hardly any barriers between each other so it gets really hard to differentiate each other plus we have terrible memory, so it could just be that we genuinely don't remember something rather than have emotional amnesia

we can't even really remember our trauma completely either

kicking my feet

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