Reigen Would Dislike This Meme, Close His Laptop And Think About It For The Rest Of The Month Feeling

JASON (💥) COME BACK... ive noticed lots of things i need you to deny!! /lh lick lick 👅

-🪳

lil vent

we're so scared of being fake, fakeclaiming ourselves on a daily basis. what if we're actually not a system? we switch way too often and get blurry+blended even more. Sharing memories, and not having drastic switches is making us go crazy. We have hardly any barriers between each other so it gets really hard to differentiate each other plus we have terrible memory, so it could just be that we genuinely don't remember something rather than have emotional amnesia

we can't even really remember our trauma completely either

https://pronouns.cc/@grrarrgg

We're endo neu.

Radqueers, racists, transids, homo/transphobes, anti-therian/furry/alterhumans DNI.

Don't force us into syscourse. We don't want to hear it. Tips and resources are welcomed.

This is OUR blog. So we're going to somewhat use this to log symptoms while also doing other shit so this blog will be random.

Sometimes I refer to myself as we/us

Symptoms we have: here

intro being reworked

every single time i go into the headspace Habit is on his goddamn phone. idek what he does on it

-Jason (NOT MIKE)

am i someone else because im faking, or because im realizing more?? WHO AM I?? Why am I??? I think Jason and Habit were enough alters for questioning, why am I here?? I'm not them, but I still remember everything. I hate this so much. Am I faking?

-???

Vent ig

i genuinely feel like im faking so bad. i feel like im noticing "symptoms" because im researching it, i feel like this whole thing is rlly just a waste.

i feel like i brainwashed myself into believing i was having symptoms, i feel so fake. i feel like the thoughts i thought were others, were mine. i really hate myself. like i was feeling happy, but why??? like this is least thing to be happy abt (having osdd), but it felt so like "wow! that makes sense!" but like, did it actually? or was I just fucking around and happened to convince myself it did?

i cant even get a therapist or anything abt this so i have no one to talk to. if it is actually happening i dont even have like amnesia, or anything super crazy that others would be like "yeah you act very different at times" BECAUSE I LIKE... IDEK BRO IM SO PISSED RN

plus i feel like im just making up alters too. im NOT habit, im NOT jason, but like what if i am? there's hardly much to differentiate between us (other than gender?) but this could all just be jason trying to figure out his genders n shit?? i really really hate this.

-Cass? I think?

took a while, i finally remembered what happened, but it's very hazy.

-💥

😟 i can't remember anything from yesterday other than when Cass came out to our friend and then I switched and got mad. But this is bad because we have a collective-memory. Why don't I remember anything from when I wasn't switched? I only remember a bit of what Habit did a couple days ago (play guitar hero... he SUCKED ASS AT IT)

This is genuinely worrying, where did the memories go?

-💥

i pick Habit to be the alter to get us a driver's license 🙌

-🪳

The one take wonder

projecting my trauma onto fictional characters /j

heading down this whole thing, except one more year until we're legally an adult

-💥

reclusive child with elaborate imagination and maladaptive daydreaming to plural teenager who doesn’t identify with thier own body anymore pipeline is unfortunatelg real