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took a while, i finally remembered what happened, but it's very hazy.

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😟 i can't remember anything from yesterday other than when Cass came out to our friend and then I switched and got mad. But this is bad because we have a collective-memory. Why don't I remember anything from when I wasn't switched? I only remember a bit of what Habit did a couple days ago (play guitar hero... he SUCKED ASS AT IT)

This is genuinely worrying, where did the memories go?

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am i someone else because im faking, or because im realizing more?? WHO AM I?? Why am I??? I think Jason and Habit were enough alters for questioning, why am I here?? I'm not them, but I still remember everything. I hate this so much. Am I faking?

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does anyone know how to tell your friends you're plural? I (Cass?) wanna have more accepting friends/be able to not have to mask around friends, but we just recently came out to a friend and she acted negatively and now Jason isn't letting us talk to her about it anymore... Any tips?

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me at dionysus's parties:

(/j)

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Why is it that, when we're intoxicated, we are much more comfortable being ourselves, as we are? This is liberating. We deserve this more often.

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lil vent

we're so scared of being fake, fakeclaiming ourselves on a daily basis. what if we're actually not a system? we switch way too often and get blurry+blended even more. Sharing memories, and not having drastic switches is making us go crazy. We have hardly any barriers between each other so it gets really hard to differentiate each other plus we have terrible memory, so it could just be that we genuinely don't remember something rather than have emotional amnesia

we can't even really remember our trauma completely either

i feel like we're switching too much?? checking my SP and jason and cass keep fronting, they even blended together for a good hour and now we're blurry...

i feel so tired. i really hope we're not faking

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THIS IS ACTUALLY JASON. our mom recently got a cat (we've never had a cat before)... the cat is actually becoming dog like too (since he's being 'raised' by our labrador (SHES SO GENTLE WITH HIM TOO))

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a twt prompt<3

Don’t tickle FNAF Chica ever,,