The Toh Fandom Is A Prison Omg

I want this and blue hair but the curls don’t let me ☹️

I want pink hair xo

Me watching 00’s jdramas and reading fanfiction after crying for an hour

me five minutes after having a mental breakdown

I’m so sad not even my 9+ hour reggaeton playlist can save me and make me feel like an extroverted y2k baddie again

To be pretty enough boys pretend to care, but is all a performance and they won’t like when it ends.

Girls don’t even give me the time of day and I’m too frightened of rejection either way.

I’m still that 14 yo girl who cried every night in search of some warm that never came.

I think it’s time to internalize I’m meant to be alone.

I thought I was creating a new account but apparently I wanted to see some kiribaku fanart at 13 and forgot about it.

I fw with all the girlblog things here like “yeah you are that sweet miss Americana 2014 tumblr coquette girl” except if it glorifies drug addiction bc the main source of suffering in my country are gangs fighting over territory to harvest and sell drugs.

so many people die so you can be high and aesthetic for 1 hour girl be so fr

I was naive to think my uni days would’ve been any different

This or an abortion I guess

I’m so sad my only camping experiences so far were religious ☹️ why I was being judged by adults for being who I am and what I did, instead of hiking and telling stories in the dark and meeting people