Im honestly in love with ur headcannons i just cant stop reading them ๐ญ do u think you could write some hcs about how u think reader bathing/showering with shigaraki would be ๐
AHHH THIS IS SO CUTE YES?!
before you came along, shigaraki didnt know how to fuckin bathe properly
he basically just rinsed clean with cold water and bar soap cause no one really taught him how
so the first time you brought him in the shower, he was in shock
how could one person need so many soaps????
definitely tried to make a shower potion with them secretly at some point
shampoo, conditioner, bar soap, gel wash, scrub, deep conditioner, face washes, shower lotion...
you walked him through it slowly, starting with shampoo
his favorite part, btw
your nails scratch against his scalp slightly and he just untenses immediately
then you wash him with a gentle cleanser and a washcloth for his skin
mfer hates loofas
like they freak him tf out bc one time he had one and it completely unraveled like a fuckign snake and he threw it
you guys use warm water at first but not too hot because his skin is sensitive :(
then do a really cold rinse to keep his hair and skin soft (he hates this part at first but then gets used to the chill and just stands there like a wet puppy)
not even in a sexual way, he'll get hard from just seeing your naked body, he cannot fathom how beautiful you are
shower kisses>>>
baths are even better
you guys take one weekly for his skin
he likes bath bombs a LOT. the first time he saw one he was so confused
oatmeal and honey baths are his favorite because it makes him feel so soft and helps the itching
doesnt like the feeling of lotion on his skin but puts up with it for you (while groaning about how he doesnt need it)
he likes to be held in the shower/bath, it warms him up
shakes his hair off dramatically
a lot of the stuff he was supposed to learn he didnt, like shaving and properly washing his face so you taught him
does that thing where he just sits in his towel and stares at the wall for upwards of an hour if you dont tell him to get dressed
you also do that tho
sometimes its just nice to sit man
he doesnt like shower sex cause its "too hard"
meaning he slipped one time and got scared
he's very conscious of his hands when you shower together cause he has to take his gloves off but he wants to grab you so badly
:) i hope this is good!
thank u for the request luv
omg i haven't read it yet but the reader description is exatly me ๐ญ๐ค๐ why is that so accurate to me ?
Summary: Shigaraki and the reader go to the dispensary in the mall, get stoned, and get really horny. So they fuck.
Author's Notes: I've been contemplating writing this fic for a while. It's a silly concept to me, and I wish I could live this fantasy irl to be honest. The reader has specific physical and personality characteristics, they're meant to resemble me
Traits About the Reader: she/her pronouns, fem presenting and an afab body, alternative aesthetic, big ass, short
Warnings: NSFW (18+ MDNI), fem reader, drug use (marijuana), Tomura and reader hit dab pens, Tomura is a bad influence, sex while stoned, bathroom sex, spanking, exhibitionism, Shigaraki has blue hair in this, brat taming, wrote this while stoned, Shigaraki is so babygirl in this, POV swings, a tiny bit of a slow burn, Shigaraki calls the reader a slut, squirting, brief daddy kink, reader is resistant to Tomura's quirk
Going to the mall was one of Tomura's favorite pastimes, when he wasn't too busy being pissed off at hero society. Sometimes he'd simply let himself be. Go out and throw a hoodie on so no one would recognize him, maybe check out some game stores, maybe a hot topic if he was feeling desperate for merch. However, one spot in the mall was his favorite, for reasons. And no, it wasn't Spencers.
"You'd be surprised by the deals they have here," Tomura commented as you both strolled your way down the crowded hall. You dodged some idiots who didn't look where they were walking. Tomura's face lit up with evident annoyance, but you simply tugged on his arm and kept walking.
The effect you had on him was criminal, he'd say. How such an abrasive, pessimistic, and irritable man could be railed in by one cute little alt girl with a fat ass.
Seriously, you always had to wear the sluttiest skirts that accentuated your thighs and hips. Very unfair in his opinion.
You two had finally reached the dispensary, by the name of "Garden Aromas." Such a weed store name. You two entered in. There were a few people roaming around, looking at products. Some were in line.
"I'm thinking carts," Tomura says, leading both of you straight to the section of the store that showcased dab flavors they sold for vape pens.
"You have that kind of money?" you asked, knowing how expensive that shit is.
"It's fine. I got stuff from Kurogiri and I also found a wallet on the ground the other day. I've got money."
"What kind, then?"
"You choose."
"Me?"
"Uh-huh. That's what I said."
You eyeballed the selection of strains. You were at the mall, so nothing to make you sleepy. Or too cognitively impaired. You could very well ask the budtender what he'd recommend, but you hated talking to strangers.
"Mimosa."
"Pick one more, between you and I that will be gone in less than a day."
"Fuck..uh..strawberry cough."
"Aight."
Tomura and you waited in line for a bit before coming up to the counter. You told the seller what strains you wanted so he could grab them from their locked casing. You brought out your medicinal card (Tomura didn't have one). Kaching.
The carts went into a special bag and handed over to you, but Tomura took the bag from your hands as soon as it ended up in them. As you two exited the store, Tomura went roaming around in his black backpack that he brought, quickly pulling out the battery to a dab pen. He takes one of the carts from it's packaging and attaches it to the battery before taking a brief hit from it.
"Uh..we're out here," you comment, nerved by the fact that someone could see Tomura hitting the pen out in the open, not bothering to censor himself.
"It's fine. No one will care, as long as it's not in front of one of those mall cops. Most people would probably think it's nicotine, anyways."
"I guess you have a point."
"Of course I do. Here."
Tomura shoved the pen in your hand. You two were currently at a centered fountain. You took a drawn out hit from the pen, not really thinking about how much you were inhaling. As soon as you exhaled, you coughed up a storm. If you two weren't standing out before you surely were now.
"Haha!" Tomura cackles. He always got a kick out of your amateur lungs. "People are gonna think you're sick. We should find a better spot."
"y.." you were starting to feel it coming. "yea."
"Come on. I know where to go."
"Okee."
You were stoned. Just from that one dreadful hit. You tried to wrap your head around your surroundings as Tomura pulled you around the mall. Not only were you stoned, but you were also pretty short. If you'd let him he'd probably keep you on a damn leash all the time; you were simply too easy to lose.
"Where are we going, Tomura?"
"Here."
You hadn't been paying much attention to the direction you were walking. Tomura stopped in front of the restrooms and was now dragging you to the men's bathroom. It didn't smell the best. Tomura stopped a little bit before the entrance and glanced in to see if there was anyone in.
"We're good. Come on."
There weren't many stalls in this bathroom, only two and then many urinals. Tomura placed his hand on your back and guided you to the farthest stall, locking the door behind him. It was a big stall, thankfully. Tomura took out the pen once more and clicked on the button to activate it. He pulled for a long time. When he finally stopped, he held the vape in his lungs for a couple seconds before exhaling.
"This hits nice. I've always considered it relaxing," he says, twirling the pen in his hands as he simply stared at it, and continued to talk to you. "How are you feeling? Are you fucked up?"
"I'm stoned, yea."
"Anything more special than that?"
"I mean. You look cute right now. Like cuter than usual. I don't know if it's because I'm stoned but..you're cute."
He stood there in awe, not expecting that response. You didn't either, it just came out. It was true though, as you allowed yourself to look at Tomura's face, or at least what you could see with his hoodie on, you became reminded of how much you adore him. His shaggy blue hair, blood-red eyes, and dry skin all were traits about him you found especially alluring. Some people wouldn't understand the dry skin part, but it was a staple of Tomura's. You couldn't really imagine him with smooth skin. It wasn't a bother, he looked like him, which was perfect for you.
"You're definitely high," Tomura shrugs, slumping back on the door. "You need to get your eyes checked."
"Nuh-uh. You're cute."
"You're a liar, then."
"I'm being for real," you reached out and without thought, wrapped your arms around Tomura and rested your head comfortably underneath his chin. "You're snuggly, too."
"You and I clearly are not smoking the same shit."
"It's vape."
"Shut up."
He put up this fight and displayed himself as if he was annoyed, but he never pushed you away or tensed up as if he was uncomfortable. In fact, the embrace soothed him in a way. It almost pissed him off, knowing how much of a damaged and deranged person he is, and knowing that at the end of the day, you still give him the warmest hugs and call him silly.
"You know..your boobs are pushing against me."
"Eheheh...should I move away?"
"Rnn...no, I guess not."
With that response, you held him even tighter, nuzzling your face at his neck.
He smelt nice. Well, maybe not "nice." Tomura wasn't the freshest guy. He wasn't utterly disgusting, and he didn't smell intolerable, just a little funky. It was a natural musk that calmed you, because the smell was his alone, and comforted you.
His smell was making you feel...clingy. Not to mention his form pressing against you. Tomura's temperature was confusing. To the touch, he's often chilly. However, when you're caught in each other's embrace he seems like a furnace.
"Y/N.."
"What?"
"I have a semi."
You backed up a little and looked down at his crotch. Surely, there was a bit of a bulge. He always wore slim-fit pants so it wasn't hard (ha) to tell when he had a boner. Without consideration about your location, you instinctively went to fumble his bulge through his pants, giving you a startled response from Tomura.
"Hey, if you start that, you know how it'll end."
"I know."
You could swear you felt Tomura's bulge move a little when you said that. You being a little brat never failed to ignite something in him.
"Is that right?" Shiggy flirted. "Then are you gonna be a good girl about it?"
Your face was already flushed from the weed, but now it was even worse. You nodded with a whimper. Tomura watched as you pulled down his boxers, his dick wobbling out afterwards.
Eagerly, you gripped his cock and stroked it in pace, triggering a satisfied grunt from Tomura. You were such a perfect slut for him. He thought to himself that you were doing this on purpose. Touching him in the bathroom like this. Did you want to get fucked in a public bathroom? For people to hear as he made you weak? Heh...
He was going to test this hypothesis.
Shigaraki reached out to stroke your hair a little, tucking your strands behind your ears. His eyes remained lidded, looking at you with lust. He wanted to take you right now, but he wanted to make you all cute and horny for him first. He knew how to get you that way, too.
"Care to give me a show?"
"Hm?"
"Don't hm me. Let me see how pretty you are without that shirt on, hm?"
You blushed and darted your eyes down to his cock to avoid looking at him in the eyes. He giggles at your adorable, shy demeanor. After snickering at his needy request, you tug your shirt over your head clumsily, revealing your black push-up.
"That's coming off too, I hope?"
"Where are your manners?"
"Pllleeeeeeaaaaassseeee?"
And down came your bra. And weren't you a sight for sore eyes? Not only did Tomura adore your tits, you were also accompanied by a pretty black shirt. Easy access. He slid his hands in between your thighs, grazing your panties with his fingers.
"You're wet, hehe..." sometimes when you smoked you got soaked much quicker and easier. It probably had something to do with the sensory processing that came with being high, but it worked in Tomura's favor.
"Mmm.."
How cute. Already whimpering for him and he hasn't done anything to you. You kept stroking Tomura's cock as you had been while he took your face in his hands and kissed you with hunger. It caused you to let go of his cock and lean closer into his embrace, pulling at his sweatshirt while you kissed. Tomura was a bit disappointed at the absence of your hand but distracted himself by reaching behind to grab your ass.
He moved his hands to your waist and held you firmly. He then proceeded to readjust the both of you, so that you were facing away from him. He made sure to let you lean against a wall for support. Tomura flicked your pretty skirt up to reveal your even prettier panties. Soft and lacey and colored black.
Too bad that your pussy was even prettier because your panties didn't remain on for much longer. Tomura pulled them off your ass, watching them drop to your ankles. He touched your pussy, stroking from your clit to your pussy lips. You were drenched, even just the slightest touch, and his fingers ended up sticky. He plunged two fingers into your core and rubbed your g spot perfectly.
"HmMM!!"
"Shhh...be a good slut and keep your voice down."
"Mhmm.."
Shiggy pulls his fingers out and goes back to your clit, rubbing it in swift motion, making you tremble for him.
"That feel good? Or are you just stoned?"
"Tomura..please...a little more."
He took a free hand and toyed with your nipple while he fingered you, burying his face in your neck from behind as he did so. His relentless stimulation drove you to a familiar feeling much quicker than you expected.
"MmMMm~!"
"Hehe...such a good little whore. I can feel your clit twitching on my fingers and everything."
"It's your fault!"
"MY fault? Who's the one walking around in these little miniskirts, pushing her tits up against me and grabbing my dick?"
His fingers got faster and more calculated and you could feel yourself beginning to cum.
"Aa-aawwh..."
"Ehehehe... good whore." Tomura kissed your neck while you came on his fingers, clit pulsing against the pads of them.
Tomura gave you a kiss on the neck as he allowed your pussy a few seconds of recovery. He began rubbing his dick along your slit soon after, eliciting a small yelp of surprise from you.
Then, you heard the sounds of someone's footsteps walking in. You tensed up a bit, worried about what their reaction would be, but your arousal caused you to gravitate your ass closer to Tomura, and he sank his cock all the way into your wet cunt.
"Ah!"
"Mmm..hehehe...shh..can't be too loud, can ya?"
Tomura began thrusting in and out of your pussy, trying to be discreet. It was hard, though, because the bathroom echoed at the slightest noise and Tomura couldn't control how his hips bucked against your ass. His feral desire felt himself become hungry at the sight of your ass jiggling as he thrusts into you. His pace becomes rougher, as he tries to recreate the image again and again.
"t-tomura.."
He doesn't say anything, but Tomura grunts again, this time adding in some heavy breaths and sighs. You looked so hot right now, and he fucking adored how you whined for him as he fucked you for any man in the mall to hear.
You heard a flush of the urinal but the person did not wash their hands from what you could tell. He could've been gross, but maybe he just wanted to get away from what you and Tomura were doing a bad job at hiding.
There (probably) wasn't anyone else in the bathroom now, so Tomura gave up all restraint on your cunt. He grips your waist and bounces you on his cock. As he watches your pretty ass do it's thing, he lands a swift smack on it.
"AH!"
"You're so hot..fuck.."
Your ass was red now, and Tomura would've almost felt bad if he wasn't such a sadist. He rubs it tenderly to soothe you, as he perceives that as his way of being "nice." It doesn't take long until he smacks it again, though, cock leaking at how you'd yelp at the attack.
"Tomura...I'm gonna.."
He didn't know what you were gonna do, but he was gonna make you scream while you did it. He plunged his cock in and out of you rapidly, angling it to rub your g-spot deeply, kissing your cervix while he did so.
"Awwh!~"
Suddenly, a small amount of clear fluid squirted out from your pussy, now leaking down from your thighs.
"Did you just piss?" Shiggy asks as if he's disgusted, but makes no effort to stop or even slow down the pace.
"I-I don't know!"
"Did my cute little girl squirt for daddy, then?"
"Rnn...mhm.." you weren't sure if he could see you nodding, but he was about to cum. You could tell by how deeper, faster, and uncoordinated his thrusts became.
"Aw..fuck I love you.."
"Mmm?"
"You know what I said.." His hips buck against your ass some more, but Tomura finally lets out a geeky groan, cumming deep inside of you. His cum seeps deep in you and as he pulls out, a little trail strings out as well.
"Hehe..."
You were panting like a dog, leaning your arms against the wall for balance. Shigaraki tucks his cock back in his boxers, and then reaches to grab the pen again. You weren't facing him, but you could see a puffy cloud form in front of your face. You turn around to see him ripping the pen and then offering it to you.
"Here's your aftercare."
"That's so romantic of you, Tomura."
"Uh-huh. Wanna go get some food?"
"Yea."
You took the pen from Tomura and took a hit yourself. The adrenaline from the sex mixed with your intoxication made you feel heavy, but Tomura's company provided you with a sense of safety. Which was funny, considering this whole mall would shut down if anyone knew he was here.
"I want ramen."
"I want a kiss."
"Damn, come here then, loser."
Tomura caves into your soft nature and leans down for short but sweet kiss. His lips were chapped, per usual, but they were still supple somehow. He was also very affectionate with his tongue.
He pulls away and opens the door, cocking his head to signal you to get out. As you both walked out you saw as someone was standing at the mirrors, typing on his phone. How long was he there? Tomura pays no bother and pulls you out of the bathroom, and you make your way to the food court.
Same for real xD
This mf needs to stop playing with me and propose already ๐
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The pain in your abdomen was killing you, the cramps made you feel so weak that you felt like you could pass out at any moment, you even started to feel like throwing up so the best thing to do for now while the pain medicine took effect was go up to your room and lie down for a moment.
Maybe getting some sleep would help you, most of the time when you slept for a while you woke up without pain so this was the solution to your problem. You lay down carefully on your futon and the moment your head touched your pillow your eyelids started to feel heavy until you slowly drifted off to sleep.
It was almost 10:00 pm and after wandering through the loneliest streets of the entertainment district, the upper sixth decided to return to the house where he lived inside his sister after a successful hunt. His demonic instinct to have killed a few people was wearing off but as soon as he stepped foot on your bedroom window to go inside, it was as if his bloodthirsty switch had been flipped up again.
The veins of his entire body stood out under his skin and in the middle of his bones, his muscles tensed and his mouth began to drool uncontrollably causing his saliva to begin to spill between his teeth up to his chin. Gyutaro smelled blood, and not just any blood. It was yours.
As if he were a wild animal stalking its feeble prey, he sneaked into your room making his footsteps inaudible to you while you were fast asleep. He crept through the shadows and darkness and loomed over you in a dangerous and imposing way trying to search anxiously with his gaze for any bleeding wounds on your body but he found none in plain sight.
He wanted to devour you, take his sickles and stick them into your belly to open your abdomen wide and tear all your organs from their place with his own fingers, taste you and lick every part that contained your blood until he reached the bones and to finally feel that you were becoming one with him... but he wouldn't do that. Throughout his time with you, Gyutaro learned to control his bloodlust, though that didn't take away from the fact that he would do anything to taste you.
He examined your whole body with his gaze, brought his face dangerously close to you and sniffed at you like a bloodhound searching for something underground. Gyutaro went down to your neck, then to your breasts, to your waist and when he went down to your pelvis before continuing with your thighs he stopped. It was as if someone had broken his nose with a blow when he suddenly felt that familiar fragrance burst suddenly and without warning through his nostrils. His curiosity was beyond his ability to reason at this point so he took the skirt of your kimono and lifted it up, exposing your panties. It was at that moment where all that perfume invaded the entire room.
You complained when you felt the cold of the night hitting your legs so you moved alerting Gyutaro. You left your face uncovered to reveal to Gyutaro the intense blush that invaded your entire face. You had been awake for a while before Gyutaro entered your room but upon seeing him go into hunter mode you decided that the most sensible thing to do was probably to keep still until Gyutaro's curious hands made you move in place, looking down. You tried to move your legs and settle on the futon, Gyutaro was your lover but that didn't take away from the fact that it was a bit embarrassing that he was staring at your panties, especially these days.
Gyutaro didn't care, he wanted to reach his goal at any cost but suddenly you quickly sat down and stood up pretending you remembered to do something. This made Gyutaro angry, your embarrassment made you act without thinking, and now your wrist was clamped tightly between his fingers. Gyutaro got on his knees in front of you and with a menacing look he ordered you to stay still so you obeyed him.
His hands took your clothes and a smirk spread across his face as he opened your kimono from under your obi exposing your panties again and that gorgeous scent for him. Brazenly, he reached between your legs and inhaled against your skin making your skin freeze trying to stop him by grabbing his head.
"G-Gyutaro, what are you doing!?" you asked, scared and shy. Very nervous too.
Gyutaro looked up and his lazy, carefree gaze met yours. "It's those days of the month, isn't it?" He asked.
Gyutaro didn't doubt it for another minute, if he kept thinking about the matter you would suspect his intentions and end up moving away from him so he immediately grabbed the edge of your underwear and pulled it down.
"Gyutaro!" You claimed, surprised.
When Gyutaro pulled at your clothing, a small red thread stretched out from your core causing it to end up stuck to your inner thigh. Gyutaro inevitably noticed and finished removing your panties to look at the fresh bloodstain that was dripping onto a small additional piece of cloth. His instinct told him to take it straight to his mouth and that's what he did, having one of the most precious things about you come into contact with his tongue, everything became different. Your blood was like a drug to him, once he tasted you he wanted more and more until your taste was etched on his palate.
Gyutaro put your dirty panties aside and placed both hands on your thighs to squeeze them with some force. He pushed your hands away in a clumsy attempt to cover you, bringing his face ever closer to you.
"Don't you feel bad these days? Let me make you feel betterโฆdon't be stupid and be a good girl to me, will you?" He seduced you, with his husky and trembling voice.
You couldn't articulate a response as you felt Gyutaro sink his head between your thighs and caress your entire slit with his long tongue. The only thing you could do was moan in surprise and bring the back of your hand to your mouth trying to hide each of your sounds.
The moment your blood was on Gyutaro's mouth, both of you knew there would be no going back. Gyutaro tightened his grip on your thighs and didn't let go of you. His lips adhered to yours and his mouth began to suck every part of your cunt as he swallowed every last drop. The hot feeling between your legs from Gyutaro's breath and feeling his wet tongue running through each of your corners made you feel more and more wet. You knew this would be a disaster and it embarrassed you so much but if Gyutaro really didn't have a problem with trying then neither did you. Actually, you had also fantasized about this moment before, your boyfriend is a bloodthirsty human-eating demon so he would never refuse to taste yours and even more so in this way so at this moment you could be anything to Gyutaro except disgusting.
Many wet clicks sounded in the room every time Gyutaro sucked on your core, his moans were muffled and his gasps were low and hoarse from deep in his throat. Your legs began to ache from the position you were standing in as well as Gyutaro's strong grip on them so you slowly got comfortable and sat on the floor. You thought it would be a bit awkward to do on the cold hard wood floor but it would be so much easier to clean in the end. You thought so but Gyutaro took you by the hips and placed you on the futon where you were sleeping peacefully a few minutes ago.
Your face was surprised to see his. His gaze fixed on you with passion and desire, instinct pushed him to continue. His face was stained with blood, even a little on the tip of his nose, a perverted smile formed on his mouth showing his reddish teeth as he licked the remains on his lips with his tongue. You looked down at your kimono open below your waist and how a slightly red stain was painting your thighs. This would surely be a disaster.
"G-Gyutaro, not here...I'm gonna stain everything"
Gyutaro looked at you as if this was a challenge. "And you think I care about that?"
He took your thighs again and spread your legs wide, having a beautiful view of your entire glowing core painted red, Gyutaro's mouth watered just looking at you and without waiting another second he plungedย his face again between your legs. Gyutaro didn't just limit himself to licking you, you could feel a slight pressure every time he sucked your blood from the bottom causing your back to arch and you began to move your hips in circles instinctively getting closer to his face.
The warmth of Gyutaro's tongue ran through you with complete freedom, he even took the trouble to lick the small red drops that escaped to your thighs and buttocks because of the position you were in. Your moans made him lose what little composure he had left. Gyutaro separated from you with his face wet and stained again leaving a trail of his saliva on your legs, he took your kimono with both hands and urgently got rid of it to leave you completely naked.
Gyutaro loomed over you, his hunched and intimidating figure enveloping you in his arms, he was about to go straight for your mouth but before he could you moved your face to the side causing Gyutaro's lips to collide with your cheek which clearly annoyed him a bit.
"Don't you wanna taste how delicious you are?" he scoffed.
For now he would let it go because he was actually in a very good mood, otherwise he would have forcefully grabbed your face and forced you to kiss his bloody mouth like he has done a couple of times before when he comes back from the kill. Gyutaro laughed against your skin, your eyes were closed so you couldn't help but jump reflexively when you felt a hot, sticky, wet sensation on your cheek. It was Gyutaro's tongue, which left a reddish stain on your skin.
A familiar sensation settled in your belly, moving toward your cunt at the exact moment Gyutaro lowered one of his hands and inserted his fingers inside you, and as he did, he could feel a warm discharge drenching his fingers, trickling down on the palm of his hand. Your face flushed red and your expression twisted in embarrassment as you felt a considerable amount of blood dripping right onto Gyutaro's hand. Your dripping was inevitable and with each passing second your thighs, your clothes, and the futon beneath the two of you began to tinge more and more red.
Gyutaro was amazed by this glorious moment so he took care of taking your face with one hand staining your cheeks so you could see how he licked the fingers that had been painted by you a few seconds ago. His tongue danced between his fingers making sure to take every drop of blood on his skin and then taste and swallow. He didn't say anything, he just looked at you and gave you daring smiles full of desire.
Gyutaro couldn't wait any longer. He grabbed the top of his pants and pulled them down to release his hard, throbbing dick, just seeing how erect he was made you shudder with pleasure eager to feel him as deep inside you as possible. Gyutaro's hand went straight for his tip to pump himself up a bit causing the blood on his hand to stain his cock and turn his fluid pink. He spread your legs to expose your entire pussy to his view and lined up at your entrance between your aching reddish folds.
He didn't give a shit about all the mess of blood that would be created, Gyutaro clung with both hands on your hips squeezing you tightly and began to move his to enter you with light thrusts that intensified with each impact in your center. His lips were kept parted letting thin threads of pink saliva slip between his sharp teeth while the loud and desperate moans that came from the back of his throat showed you how aroused he was. His mouth covered your entire body as did one of his hands, which left red marks of his painted hands on all of your skin as if he were marking you. Claiming you as his in the most passionate way.
In addition to your and Gyutaro's juices, your period made your pussy even wetter than usual so you could hear a cheeky splash every time Gyutaro pushed deeper and deeper into you. Your moans were carefree and grew louder as you felt Gyutaro's tongue begin to run over your soft skin. He filled your neck with wet kisses, licked and sucked your breasts, playing with your hard nipples, leaving some bite on your soft flesh; the intense smell of blood pushed him to be more rude than normal.
His thrusts began to be more violent and hard, you spread your legs more in an attempt to open more your cunt and receive Gyutaro better but you were still very tight for his thick length. You looked down and could only see your reddish and wet thighs and how your cunt connected directly to Gyutaro's cock while he desperately nailed you. His pants were getting stained with the drops that came out inside you, a very wet feeling that wet your butt and began to reach your back began to bother you. This caused some whimpering to leak to your lips between your moans, a part of you wanted to continue until you couldn't take it anymore but the other part wanted to end right now because your period made you feel really uncomfortable.
"Ah-aahh...Gyu-taro, I wanna cum... I wanna cum right now." you asked, with even more provocative pleas.
Gyutaro couldn't refuse at this moment, you didn't know it but he was surrendering at your feet for allowing him to make this fantasy of fucking you real while both of you were covered in blood. There was nothing better for him.
"As soon?" He sneered "You seemed to be enjoying it, babe. You're a slut, you should like these things."
Gyutaro would tease you by making comments to annoy you and humiliate you sweetly. He rocked his hips forward hard making you scream his name, tightening you around him; Gyutaro moved your legs up to your shoulders and licked the inner part of your thighs, sucking the new spots that were painted on you while he squeezed your wet ass and massaged it lewdly causing more moans from you and from him to see you in this weak state.
His hands cupped your ass and his rough fingers went straight to your cunt, his thumb tightening on your clit to start rubbing it causing chills to run through your body every time he squeezed and played with your nub. His other fingers played between your labia causing wet sounds every time he touched you, staining his fingers in a matter of seconds. From the way you squeezed into Gyutaro he could tell that you were about to cum but for some reason you couldn't and that was starting to frustrate you. You started moving and rubbing against Gyutaro to speed up your orgasm, your face contorted with pleasure as your hands clung to the futon and you bit your lip trying not to drool uncontrollably. Gyutaro kept fucking you hard and that helped the feeling of orgasm start to be more intense for him than for you.
That was a bit funny for him so he couldn't help but laugh and tease you as usual.
"Guess who's going to have the most fucking intense orgasm? It won't be your tight, pathetic little pussy, my love!" He said, while laughing.
Gyutaro started moaning as loudly and shamelessly as he fucking wanted, he grabbed both of your shoulders and then caged you in his arms to get as close to him as he could and hug you, leaving stains all over your back. Gyutaro's hips and yours collided with each other in an obscene reddish splash. An incredible sensation formed in Gyutaro's guts causing him to scratch your skin slightly as he leaned his head back to cum to the last drop inside you. Feeling that thick and warm sensation in your slippery pussy you couldn't help but start moving more and squeezing to try to cum too, you told Gyutaro not to stop touching you, he must have his fingers fucking and squeezing your needy clit over and over again until you finally felt it, your waist trembled and when you spread your legs wide your orgasm poured over Gyutaro creating a pink ring around his dick inside of you.
Gyutaro's hips continued to move reflexively as you finished cumming completely causing your juices and his to squirt out of you onto the futon. Gyutaro grabbed your legs and slowly came out of you to allow you to take a breather after having done what he wanted with you. A sticky red thread spread from your cunt following the tip of his dick as he pulled out of you. His entire cock was painted red as was the fabric of his pants that was under your legs.
Gyutaro looked straight ahead and saw how your wide open pussy continued to get wet and dripping even though he was done using you for now, the sight was too tempting so he couldn't help but lean over and start sucking between your folds, separating them with his fingers to reach towards your clit and lick it with need and desire nibbling your cunt a little making that electrifying sensation of your arousal make you wet and make you throb again. You moaned at Gyutaro's dirty actions and to create a little more friction, you started moving so that your clit brushed and rubbed against Gyutaro's tongue and he could taste every drop of you as he got you aroused again.
"Yeah... keep it up, aahh-ah!" You moaned in need, urged to feel him pleasuring your femininity in whatever way it was again.
"Do you like that? I thought you wanted to finish this now..."
Your hips didn't stop moving as you felt Gyutaro's breath crashing against your folds, you began to feel very horny from one second to the next. Probably because of the wet and intense feeling of having your orgasm almost at the same time as Gyutaro.
"N-no, justโฆaah! I just wanted to cum, but I want to keep going, I want you to keep going! I want you to touch me and fuck me until you can't anymore! Mmhh-aah!"
Gyutaro loved that you were so pathetic, ready to beg him to do all sorts of things to you.
"So...do you want me to continue?" He asked cruelly to make you beg. "Come on, if you want it so much, beg me for that, beg me to spread your legs wide and fuck you." He said, licking his lips.
"Ah-Aah! Fuck me Gyu, I beg you! Fill me up as much as you can" You replied, touching your own folds not caring that your fingers got dirty when you pumped your hole and they went in and out of you.
Gyutaro smiled mischievously, took your hand that was kneading and playing with your vagina and pulled it out of you to bring it to his mouth and lick your fingers obscenely, without taking his eyes off of you.
"So, this is just getting started."
i could only die happily after drawing this shit !
The tongue ๐
Yup its me xD for the first time i simp for myself
A little horny thought I had last night.
Warning: Smut, Voyeurism, Masturbation (Tomura), Foot humping (Reader), Praise kink, Daddy kink
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Thinking about watching Tomura masturbate. Him, sitting in his computer chair slowly stroking his fat cock and you planted right next to him straddling his foot. His red eyes bore into you as he's watching you watch him. Every now and again he taps his foot, sending sweet vibrations to your clit. Your arms are wrapped tightly around his leg as you stare up at him with those doe eyes. Those eyes he can't ever seem to resist.
"Such a good girl, watching your daddy get off like thisโฆ You seem to be enjoying this more than me."
He darkly chuckles, his hand speeding up making his back arch and his eyes shut.
"You wanna see me cum so bad, don't you, baby?"
You quickly nod and he stares down at you once more. Precum slowly oozes from his tip as his movements become targeted, precise. He taps his foot again and you start grinding against it, peppering kisses along his knee. You worship this man, there's no part of his body you wouldn't touch, kiss, suck. You didn't care how horny it made you look or how desperate you seemed. You were desperate. Desperate for him, for his touch, his words, his gaze. It was like he was dipped in honey or made of sugar. You just had to get a taste. Even if that meant consuming him wholeโฆ
Tomura didn't stop moving his foot this time, probably in an attempt to have you cum along with him. Your grip on his leg tightened as you moaned out his name. He reached out and grabbed your chin, guiding your eyes back to his. He panted and groaned but that didn't stop the smile that spread across his lips. He was eating this up. As his climax built, his eyes struggled to stay open, them fluttering shut every now and again. He was close, too close. And yet so far. You leaned into his hand and placed a small kiss against his palm. That was enough to send Tomura over the edge, thick, white ropes of cum gushing out from his dick and onto his shirt. You both watched as it fountained out against his stomach, your orgasm following in suit. You both sat in the moment for a while before you continued to plant kisses along his palm.
"What a good girl you are. I think you deserve a rewardโฆโ
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Summary: He knows heโs got you hook, line and sinker by the way you bite your lip and make room for him between your legs. Itโs so desperate it almost disgusts him.ย You are Shigaraki's biggest fan and he wants to break you.ย Cw: Tomura shigaraki x female reader, slight yandere reader, shigaraki has a hero kink, mean shigaraki, degradation, choking, spit kink, dumbification, pro hero reader, traitor hero reader, controlling/possessive shigaraki, dacryphillia, intercrural, unhealthy relationships, begging, praise, mdni wc: 3.3k | crossposted to ao3
You feel dirty.ย
You feel dirty, cold and disgusting every time you do this, but you just couldnโt stop.ย
You canโt remember when it started or who made the first move on who, but it doesnโt matter. All that matters is that youโre here now, under him as he leers over you, grin wild and wicked knowing heโs got you right where he wants you.ย
โWhatโs going on in there, hero?โ Shigaraki questions you, his body towering over you as his legs straddle your thighs.ย
You know better than to lie to him.ย
โN-nothing.โ You meekly reply hoping heโll be satisfied with your answer and move on.ย
He brings a hand down, holding your cheeks together and you wish he would lean down, get closer, give you more. โThatโs right,โ his voice is low and filled with amusement, โnothing going on in that dumb little brain of yours.โ
This time you whimper, thighs pressing together to hide your arousal. It would only be dragged out more if he knew how much his words turned you on.ย
โStupid little hero. What are you here for?โ
โY-you.โ You squeeze through pressed cheeks.ย
The answer does not satisfy him this time. โWhat about me?โ
โYour cock. I came here for your cocโ ah!โ Your words are cut short as he flips you over, cheeks mushing into his dark pillow.ย
Shigaraki wastes no time disintegrating your shorts and dragging your underwear down playfully slow.ย
It drives you mad.ย
โNo! Noโ Shigaraki, I-I want to see your face, please!โ You beg and it would be pathetic to your own ears if you werenโt so horny.ย
The low rumble of his chuckle has arousal pooling in your belly and you can almost feel the slick sliding down your cunt.ย
โYou want to see my face?โ He mimics and you nod as best you could with your face pressed down. โWell, since you asked so nicely.โ
And youโre back on your back, sigh of relief falling from your lips as you meet Shigarakiโs red gaze.ย
He leans forward and you feel your heart rate rise, his hair brushing your cheek as he whispers in your ear, โbut donโt think this means Iโll go soft on you, hero.โ
You nod, uncaring and wanting nothing but him โ too smitten by his proximity to really care how he treats you.ย
His smile should insight fear, make you curl away and run, but it only spurs on the warm feeling in your chest even more.ย
He knows heโs got you hook, line and sinker by the way you bite your lip and make room for him between your legs.ย
Itโs so desperate it almost disgusts him.ย
You are Shigaraki's biggest fan and he wants to break you.ย
A hero is still a hero, traitor or not. But thereโs nothing in the rules against using the prettiest one heโs ever seen for his own benefit. Especially when she becomes such a loyal puppy for him in his bed.ย
He pulls down his own pants, cock red and leaking at the ordeal and the sight of it makes you reach forward. You want to take him into your hand and take care of him yourself but he stops you, slapping your hand away in disgust.ย
โDonโt touch me.โ He hisses, eyes filled with vitriol and anger. You nod and lean back, waiting eagerly for him to touch you.ย
Itโs never the other way around โ Shigaraki has made that clear more than once.ย
He lazily drags a finger between your folds, the touch making your hips jump forward in surprise. Youโre so wet the slide is easy.ย
โWhatchaโ so wet for, slut?โ He questions slowly pressing his index finger into your sopping cunt, forcing a moan from your throat. His finger reaches deep and it has you gasping, fighting with everything you could to refrain from fucking yourself on it.ย
You knew better. If you tried to take more than he offered, he would take it away.ย
So itโs to your delight when Shigaraki takes pity on you and pushes a second digit in, dropping the rest of his body down to lap at the sensitive area of your neck.ย
You moan unabashedly, glee of the stretch making you dizzy, but it doesnโt end there.
Shigaraki takes his time, gliding his fingers in and out of your cunt, searching diligently for that sweet spot inside that drove you mad. He presses deeper, pulling a gasp from you as he finds exactly what heโs looking for, abusing the spongy spot as he sucks dark bruises into the column of your neck.ย
The push and pull is intoxicating and you feel the warmth in your abdomen spread as the feelings become more and more intense. Shigaraki nips at your neck, the sharp pain pulling your focus back to his ministrations and you chance tangling your fingers in his ashen locks.ย
He allows it, you can even feel the small grin sneaking onto his face and youโre sure youโve done the right thing.ย
You should have known better.ย
Tomura takes your distraction in stride, pressing a thumb to your sensitive clit and massaging it along with his other movements. The pressure is so intense you almost fall apart then and there.
Almost.
Shigaraki has shown you time and time again that nothing is ever easy. He wouldnโt let you cum so soon โ and he doesnโt. No, he takes his fingers away from you and sits back, taking in the sight of your ruined orgasm.ย
โYou didnโt think I'd let you go that easy, did you?โ His grin is wicked as you writhe below him, forcing yourself not to reach down and finish the job on your own.ย
โN-no.โ Your response is meek, but he enjoys it. Shigaraki leans down, face so close and you feel lost in his carmine eyes โ you canโt help yourself when it happens.ย
You lean forward to kiss him, feeling captivated by his gaze and Tomura swiftly turns his head, avoiding your lips and leaving you high and dry.
He scoffs, pulling away once more to give you a halfhearted glare. โNo, thanks, hero.โ
Begging was on the tip of your tongue, only stopped by Shigaraki hoisting one of your legs over his shoulder, putting your cunt on full display for his eyes only.ย
The chill of the room made you shiver, but you didnโt dare shy away from him.ย
โSuch a pretty cunt, such a pretty girl. Too bad youโre a dumb little hero.โ His hand is uncharacteristically gentle as he rubs your smooth thigh.ย
His words pull a whine from your throat, eagerness getting the better of you as you stir, ready for anything else he would give you.ย
Shigaraki grabs your other leg, throwing it over his shoulder as well while his cock rests on your pelvis.
Itโs thick and heavy on your abdomen, already leaking precum onto your stomach and near your navel. You feel the heat pool between your legs at the thought of his cock bruising your insides with its girth. The thought is electrifying and you squirm under his touch.
Shigaraki seems to finally take some pity on you as he starts to thrust, pressing your thighs together. They are soft and plush under his grip and he moans at the friction.ย
You canโt beg him, if he knows you want him inside heโll just continue to fuck your thighs, cumming all over your stomach while he lectures you about patience โ leaving you horny and unsatisfied.
So you wait, allowing him to fuck your thighs while you watch his eyes close and sparse brows furrow at the sensation.ย
He gets lost in the feeling and looks down at you, his ruby red gaze pulling you into a trace. โYou want me to cum like this?โ He asks through thrusts.ย
You donโt, but you know he just might if you tell him that.ย
โY-yes. Whatever you want.โ You hope he believes you.ย
Shigarakiโs lids lowered, the unamusement plain on his face and you know youโve fucked up.ย
โLiar.โ He spits and you whimper. โFine, Iโll give it to you, just stop looking at me with those eyes.โ
He spreads your legs once more and kneads the sensitive parts of your inner thighs. It makes you cry out.ย
โShut up,โ he spits, sneer on his mouth as he straightens up, sliding his cock between your wet folds and pumping it with your slick. โBefore I really give you something to cry about.โ
You worry your lip, tired of the game and downright sick of the waiting.ย
โYou know what,โ he ponders as he lines the thick head of his cock with with your entrance, โI just might.โย
His smile is wicked as he gives you no time to mull over his words, instead choosing to fill you completely and suddenly, the ache of the stretch makes you cry out, eyes pressed shut at the intrusion.ย
โWhat?โ he questions, wasting no time setting a heavy pace, hips pulling back only to snap forward, shoving his cock further into your soft walls. โThought you wanted it, hero?โ
You reach a hand back, gripping the pillow beside your head as you try to hold on to your tears. The throb of the stretch was nothing compared to the rough rhythm the villain set. You couldnโt hold your cries in if you tried, but you knew Shigaraki would only try to make them louder.ย
โYeah, that's it,โ he murmurs, steady pace rocking you against the bed with a force that slowly drives you up towards his headboard, โcry for me.โย ย
Tomuraโs red gaze is locked on yours as he drags his hand up your body and to your breast, cupping them with a gentle squeeze. You moan out at the action and gasp as he tweaks a perky nipple between his forefinger and thumb.ย
He slowly moves his hand up further, reaching the column of your neck as he failed to hide his grin.ย
His hand is large as it wraps around your neck, four fingers down and one dangerously close. It was close enough to make you sweat. It was a threat. Donโt move too much or Iโll slip, he would tell you. It scared you to your core but god it turned you on, too.ย
You gasp at the feeling, fear furthering your dizzy pleasure.
โOpen your mouth.โ Shigaraki commands, and you oblige โ eager to please. โStick your tongue out.โ You do, causing him to chuckle.ย
โYou look fucking stupid.โ He leans over sticking his own tongue out and you watch as the slick clear spit drips from his tongue down into your mouth.ย ย
โSwallow it.โ His words are sharp and you do as you are told, hoping that maybe he would give you a reward, but he doesnโt โ you receive only a dark laugh in return. โNasty bitch.โย
His words are filled with vitriol, but you feel the way his cock twitches inside of you. Shigaraki closes his eyes, pounding into you as his fingers press onto your neck.ย
The pressure makes you gasp, vision going blurry.ย
Shigaraki canโt help it, he canโt help the way your pretty cries fizzle out when he presses too tightly or holds on for a little too long. Deep down, he feels like you deserve it. It's his own special way of knocking you down a peg โ of knocking all heroes down in more ways than one.ย
You can tell he is getting lost in it by the way his rhythm is smooth and he has the perfect amount of pressure on your neck that makes your brain fuzzy and makes you see stars.ย
But what he doesnโt know is that heโs driving into you so good and itโs making your eyes roll back with the way the head of his cock brushes against your sensitive spot inside. It doesnโt help that he's only picked up the pace, mistaking your silent cries for overstimulation.ย
Heโs hitting it over and over again, each brush sending jolts of pleasure up your spine and try as you may but you just canโt keep holding on.ย
Tears build in your eyes, threatening to spill over as you realize you won't last much longer. The pressure inside of you was getting tighter and tighter as your thighs began to squeeze around his waist.ย
Youโre close.
So close and you canโt stop it when it happens โ your brows furrow as your thighs tense at the sensation.
Youโre about to cum and thereโs nothing you can do to stop it.
You canโt even make a sound because Shigaraki is squeezing your throat again and thatโs all it takes. It pushes you over, back arching as waves of pleasure shoot through your body.ย
The feeling is so good and you can't stop the tears from escaping now, body in a state of extended euphoria as your lungs struggle to inhale more air into them.ย
It's an accident, an honest accident that you couldnโt have stopped if you tried, but you know the man above you would never see it that way.ย
โDid youโ did you just cum on my cock?โ You can see the anger through the lust in his eyes as he slows his pace down to a much more shallow thrust. It makes you shiver.ย
โYes! Iโm sorry, Iโm so sorry Shigarakiโโ
โGod, youโre such a slut.โ He huffs, like this ordeal was no more than a mere inconvenience instead of a mind numbing orgasm.ย
You feel relieved, fully believing he would not punish you for something you couldnโt control.
Youโre wrong.ย
In an instant, Shigaraki pulls out, flipping you onto your stomach and caging you beneath him.ย
โYou feel so needy, right?โ he questions, pulling a whine from your throat, โNeedy girls just want to cum donโt they? You donโt need to see my face.โ
At this, you feel the thick press of two fingers sinking into your cunt, the slick from your orgasm making them slide in with ease as the smooth feeling of Shigarakiโs digits bring tears to your eyes.ย
โI do, Shigaraki, pleaseโโ you start, ready to beg for his forgiveness. You would do anything to get him to fuck you within an inch of your life again, โA-Ahโ!โ
He wastes no time in continuing his attack on your sensitive walls, pulling a cry from your throat as you writhe from the overstimulation. You've already cum once and the added pressure of his fingers pinpointing your sweet spot is only driving you closer and closer to another one.ย
Your mind feels muddled as you have no choice but to lay there and take the pace Shigaraki has set with his fingers, the rising pleasure making your toes curl as even more tears fall from your eyes and onto his dark pillow.ย
โYeah, thatโs it.โ he murmurs, loving the submission youโve given him.ย
Shigaraki presses down on your back, pinky carefully raised as he his other hand goes in and out, pace ruthlessly steady as he pulls you towards another climax.ย
Overstimulated and crying, you are only along for the ride as Shigaraki forces another orgasm from your already wracked body, the slick juices coating his fingers and feeding the fuel to his fire.ย
โOh, fuck.โ he breathes, riding out your climax as you cry into his pillow, it feels electric as he carries you through it.ย
You canโt help the next words that leave your lips, too intoxicated by the ongoing pleasure given to you by the man above.ย
โIโm sorry, Tomura!โ you blubber, tears blinding your vision as you gasp for air. You're drooling on the pillow and ruining his sheets but you can't stop โ it just feels too good. โI love you!โ
Tomura is behind you, caging you on the bed, his warm tongue licking the tears from your cheeks. โYou love me? Well, isn't that cute.โย
He doesnโt say it back, he never says it back but you tell him anyway. What else could this overwhelming need for him be called?
He doesnโt give you a second to breathe as he flips you back over and slides back in โ picking back up on his aggressive pace while you fight to stay coherent.ย
Heโs fucking you so hard and so deep you barely register the crown of your head knocking against the headboard from his thrusts.ย
โThe pretty, dumb little hero is in love with the villain, hm?โ
Youโre openly crying, the tears flowing freely as you writhe from overstimulation.ย
โBut itโs okay. Iโll guide you โ Iโll help you.โ He rants on, thrusts only getting rougher. โIโll show you how much the heroes donโt care about you โ Iโll educate you. Teach you a lesson.โย
Youโre whining, keening high and needy as you feel your next orgasm approaching.ย
โYou want that? Want me to fuck you stupid and bring you to my side?โ
You nod, desperately chasing your high again.ย
Shigaraki is amused. โOr maybe I wonโt. Maybe Iโll just get you pregnant and leave you. Tell your little hero friends you got knocked up by a villain, hm?โ Heโs close to your ear, his hair tickles as it fans over your cheek.
You didn't care what he asked of you at this point, you were inches away from your third peak of the night and you would agree to walk with him into hell if it meant he would make you see those stars again.ย
โYeah,โ he mutters to himself, having reached a conclusion, โI think youโll make a good example.โ
You feel caught in a trance as Shigaraki continues his pace, eyes locked on yours as his mischievous grin widens. He loves to see you broken and needy. But you knew, deep down, he would never stop calling you to his bed, no matter how many times heโs threatened you.ย
His eyes close, getting lost in the pleasure as his strokes begin to stutter and become uneven.
โGonna cum โ where do you want it?โ His sparse brows furrowed as he pistons into you.ย
โInside, inside!โ You beg and itโs a mistake.ย
Tomura would never give you what you want.ย
He pulls out at the last second, pumping his cock and sighing in relief as he spurts rope after rope of milky white right onto your cunt. A few of the solid streaks hit your clit and make you jolt from its pressure.
You should have known he wouldnโt listen to your pleas..ย
He leaves you high and dry, cunt pulsing around nothing as you cum for the third time tonight. It would have upset you more if he hadnโt wrecked you so thoroughly beforehand.ย
Shigaraki watches as you come down from your high, eyes glossy as the tears on your cheeks begin to dry. You couldnโt move if you wanted to and youโre thankful he hasnโt kicked you out yet.
No, he does something that shocks even you from your blissed out stupor.ย
Shigaraki leans down and captures your lips in a deep, chaste kiss. One that goes no further than a press of the lips but sends your heart racing.ย
He pulls back only a sliver and then you see it.ย
It's only a flash, and then it's gone again.ย
You notice the way his eyes soften ever-so-slightly as he pulls away further.
Lust, want, longing.ย
Shigaraki can lie to himself as much as he wants to, but you know the truth.
Love is not the opposite of hate and there is such a thin line between the two.
Tomura Shigaraki is not immune to raw emotion, no matter how much he claims to be.
So you lie there, catching your breath and knowing he would make you leave soon, but knowing he would call you back all the same.ย
But it's okay โ you would keep chipping away at his resolve in the meantime.ย
You know that itโs only a matter of time until he cracks.
You knew the empty house in a quiet neighborhood was too good to be true, but you were so desperate to get out of your tiny apartment that you didn't care, and now you find yourself sharing space with something inhuman and immensely powerful. As you struggle to coexist with a ghost whose intentions you're unsure of, you find yourself drawn unwillingly into the upside world of spirits and conjurers, and becoming part of a neighborhood whose existence depends on your house staying exactly as it is, forever. But ghosts can change, just like people can. And as your feelings and your ghost's become more complex and intertwined, everything else begins to crumble. (cross-posted to Ao3)
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Chapter 13
Thereโs something wrong with your house, but you knew that when you bought it, and youโve never felt the oppressiveness and terror that everyone else seems to experience when they come near it. Not until the first streetlight goes out at the top of the street, a split second too late to conceal the shadow that slinks past beneath it.
โShit,โ Spinner hisses over the comms network. Atsuhiro stole the pieces of it, enough for every adult human in the neighborhood, on the search teamโs way back. โWhat was that?โ
โGet back from the window,โ Magne hisses. Theyโre inside their house. All according to plan. โStay down. This isnโt about us.โ
โItโs about all of us,โ Shinsou argues. Heโs got a headset. Hizashi lost headset privileges on the grounds that heโs a ghost, and heโs in the house anyway. โIf we just โ thereโs another one!โ
Another streetlight goes out, on the other side of the street, just a second too slow behind the shadow that passes under it. You get a look at the shadowโs face, or where itโs face should be, before the darkness cloaks it. โThatโs not Garaki.โ
โNo,โ Aizawa agrees. โHe brought reinforcements.โ
โWhat are those things?โ Jinโs mother asks, just as the light in front of Atsuhiroโs house goes out. โTomura, do you know?โ
Tomura doesnโt have a headset. Tomuraโs dematerialized, and keeping his head down as part of the strategy. But your house has two former ghosts in it, and since Hizashiโs getting the most malevolent silent treatment ever, Eri speaks up, and Aizawa repeats what she whispers in his ear. โTheyโre like Shirakumo. But they like it.โ
Keigoโs voice crackles over the headsets. โWhat does that mean?โ
โThe ghosts signed up for it.โ Tomuraโs voice is barely a whisper in your ear. โThey let a conjurer make them his puppets. Theyโre too weak to do what they want otherwise.โ
You convey Tomuraโs message to the others, then ask a question of your own. โWhat do they want?โ
โGuys, thereโs another one. Weโre up to six.โ Spinner says what youโre thinking a moment later. โThatโs one for every house in the neighborhood.โ
Mr. Yagi was right โ if one former ghost in the neighborhood is discovered, youโre all compromised, and youโre all fucked. A moment later, a voice rings out down the street. Itโs not a voice you recognize. โHizashi,โ it calls out, and Hizashi freezes in place. โTouya. I know youโre here. Come out, and we can avoid any โ unpleasantness.โ
Everyone in your house glares at Hizashi, ordering him to keep quiet, but Keigo doesnโt have anywhere near that kind of backup. โMy nameโs not fucking Touya,โ Dabi says. โGet out of my neighborhood.โ
Hizashi opens his mouth to chime in and Aizawa slaps his hand down over it. โSuit yourself,โ Garaki says. โNomu โโ
Thereโs a sudden crash, and you hear Jinโs mom scream into the headset โ the thing in front of her house just took down her fence. But itโs only a warning shot. A second later thereโs another, louder crash. โTheyโre going after your house, Aizawa,โ Atsuhiro reports. โWhen they find out you arenโt there โโ
Theyโll come here, to your house and Keigoโs. โItโs time,โ Aizawa says. โNemuri, go.โ
Youโve never see an unbound ghost flex its powers in public before, and now you know why โ powered up with dozens of plantsโ worth of life-force, Nemuri is blindingly fast. She knocks the ghost-thing away from Aizawaโs house so hard that it dents one of the doused streetlights, then bolts towards Garaki. Garakiโs ready for her. You donโt know how you know that, but he must be, or he wouldnโt be standing still.
โWait for it,โ Hizashi hisses. โTomura, now.โ
โDonโt tell me what to do,โ Tomura snaps, and his influence crashes back down over the neighborhood with the force of a breaking tsunami.
Garaki staggers, gasping for air, but the effect on the monsters he brought with him is even stronger. The one attacking Jin and Himikoโs house stops immediately and lunges at the one Nemuri just knocked away from Aizawaโs front steps. You hear a harsh, heavy whoosh, followed by a shriek like metal on metal. A rush of wind blasts up the street, visible even in the dark, and you can see something flickering within it, fighting to get back where it came from. โThatโs essence,โ Hizashi mumbles. โNice work.โ
Tomura doesnโt answer. If you had to guess, youโd say heโs focused on keeping the pressure on the street. The two monsters are tearing each other to shreds, which means that Nemuriโs less outnumbered than she was before, and youโre pretty sure that the monsters parked in front of your house and Keigoโs are there to keep you from leaving. That still leaves two loose monsters, though. Both of them turn and run towards whateverโs happening between Garaki and Nemuri. You can barely see it. Thereโs no light on the street, anywhere, but thereโs one place where the darkness is completely opaque. You donโt know whatโs happening in there. You donโt think you want to.
The first sign that somethingโs going wrong is the cold that begins to spread, worse than anything Tomuraโs ever generated, radiating out from the opaque patch of darkness and creeping steadily up the street. Your house and Keigoโs are farthest from the trouble, but ice begins to spiral over your windows, and when Spinner speaks up over the comms, his teeth are chattering. โWhatโs happening? Magne wonโt say โโ
Youโre pretty sure Magne canโt say. Jin breaks into the comms, reporting that Himikoโs down for the count, and in your own house, Aizawaโs trying with increasing desperation to rouse Eri. Hizashiโs on his feet, still. He speaks through gritted teeth. โNemโs in trouble,โ he says. โIโm going out there.โ
โDad, no!โ Shinsou grabs for him, but Hizashi moves fast. โDad โโ
Aizawaโs too focused on Eri to notice before itโs too late. He reaches out futilely to Hizashi. โZashi, donโt โโ
Your front door slams shut behind him. โYouโre in the way,โ Hizashi says to the thing in front of your house. โMove.โ
โIdiot,โ Tomura snarls, from everywhere and nowhere. A moment later, Hizashi seizes the monster and drags it into your yard.
Having passed the responsibility for the situation over to Tomura, Hizashi bolts into the street, and Tomura materializes in the front yard just as the monster starts to pick itself up off the ground. Tomura knocks it down again, then straddles it, pinning it in place. โWhat are you?โ he demands. The creature snarls. โYou can still feel pain. Iโll hurt you. What are you?โ
The monster snarls again. You donโt see what Tomura does, but you hear it let out an agonized howl in response. โNomu. We are โ Nomu.โ
It tries to fight free of Tomuraโs grip. Tomura slams it against the ground. He looks tiny compared to the monster โ the Nomu? โ but itโs clear that heโs got the upper hand. โTell me. How many does he have?โ You still canโt see what Tomuraโs doing to the Nomu, but it lets out an earsplitting screech. โNow!โ
Whatever answer the Nomu gives, itโs not what Tomura wants to hear. He blasts the Nomu apart, then dematerializes, reappearing again inside the house. Heโs barley breathing hard. โHeโs got too many ghosts. They canโt win.โ
โThen do something,โ Shinsou demands of Tomura. โMy dad โโ
Tomura canโt do anything more than heโs already doing, and Shinsou knows it. You hear footsteps behind you and turn to find Aizawa heading for the door. You couldnโt stop Hizashi, but you can sure as hell stop him. You block his way. โWhere are you going?โ
โThis is a fight between ghosts. Iโll be beneath their notice.โ Aizawa puts his hand on your shoulder and shifts you firmly aside. โIf they lose, we all do.โ
Heโs out the door before you can stop him, and across the street, you see Keigo sneaking out as well. If you had to guess, youโd say Spinner and Jin are heading out, too. Now itโs only you, Shinsou, Eri, and Tomura inside your house, and you can feel Tomura seething, the air crackling with his power. He wants to fight. You can tell he does. You just donโt understand why. He doesnโt care about the neighborhood or the people in it. Is he really that bloodthirsty? Or maybe itโs not that heโs bloodthirsty. Maybe he just cares more about this, about everything, than youโve let yourself realize.
โYou idiot,โ he snaps suddenly, and you and Shinsou both jump. โStay inside!โ
Heโs not talking to you. You race to the front window just in time to see Dabi emerging from the house. Heโs never looked more frightening than he does right now, half-embodied, half made up of the same darkness thatโs now swallowed up half the neighborhood. He strolls up to the Nomu guarding Keigoโs house like he doesnโt have a care in the world. The Nomu doesnโt move. โAre they talking?โ Shinsou asks. โWhat are they saying?โ
Before Tomura has a chance to answer, Dabi speaks out loud, his voice bright and full of fury. โYou really are stupid, conjurer. Of all the ghosts you could have brought to kill me, you picked my brother.โ
You didnโt realize ghosts could have brothers. Then you remember what Keigo said about his old house having multiple ghosts in it. โNice to see you, Natsu,โ Dabi says to the Nomu. โGo get my human.โ
The Nomu โ Natsu โ turns and dives into the darkness, followed by Dabi at a more leisurely pace. You think through the battlefield as it stands now. Garaki is down to two Nomus on his side, and Nemuriโs getting a helping hand from Hizashi, Spinner, Jin, Aizawa, Dabi, Natsu, and Keigo. The fight has to be in the neighborhoodโs favor now, doesnโt it? Garakiโs outnumbered, and no matter how much ghostly power he has, heโs still human. He can be killed like any human. Itโs going to be โ
Eri lurches upright, her red eyes wide and terrified. โPapa!โ she screams. โNo โโ
Everything outside the windows goes completely black. If you couldnโt see into it before, you definitely canโt see out of it now. But you can see whatโs inside of it, at least until the frost starts to spiral across the glass โ Garaki advancing down the street, flanked by two Nomus. Nemuriโs nowhere to be found. Spinnerโs injured, somehow. Jin is dragging him backwards, away from the fight. Aizawa is carrying Hizashi, whoโs fully unconscious. The only people in any shape to do anything are Keigo, Dabi, and the Nomu. The fightโs narrowed down to three on three โ a conjurer and two monsters versus one monster, one scar wraith, and one human. Suddenly you understand why Eriโs in tears, why Tomuraโs materialized next to you with that look on his face. So much for the fight being even. Itโs not anywhere close to even. Theyโre going to lose.
Garaki clucks his tongue, shakes his head. โTouya, you disappoint me.โ
โItโs too bad. I was just living for your approval.โ Dabi pushes Keigo casually behind him. โIโd highly recommend pissing off. Stick around and I might get angry. Youโre not going to like it when Iโm angry.โ
โIn your position, Iโd be angry, too,โ Garaki responds. โYouโve been a scar wraith for four years. Donโt you want your powers back? Isnโt this mortal form exhausting to inhabit? Wouldnโt you rather be free?โ
You thought Dabi was trying to stall. Now youโre not so sure. โYou could do that?โ Dabi asks.
โOf course! If you doubt my abilities, just look at my Nomus.โ Garaki gestures proudly. He tortured six people to create them, and heโs proud of them. โThereโs no reason why the same process canโt run in reverse. I would have offered it to Hizashi, too โ but it appears heโs a lost cause.โ
โWhat did he do to him?โ Shinsou asks in a cracked whisper. โHeโs not dead. He canโt be dead.โ
โThe conjurer went after Aizawa and he took the hit instead. Heโs coming around.โ Tomuraโs hands are clenched into fists at his sides, so hard his knuckles are white. โIdiot. Theyโre all idiots!โ
Garaki is still talking. โI expected much better of Hizashi, truthfully. He was so eager to enter this world and play his part, and he threw it all away for a human. But youโre wiser, Touya. Step aside and Iโll help you reverse your mistake.โ
He wouldnโt. Thereโs no way Dabi wants to be a ghost again that badly, is there? Thereโs no way heโd sacrifice Keigo. Is there? Dabi glances away from Garaki, over at Natsu. โWhat do you think, little brother? Should I take him up on it?โ
The Nomu doesnโt answer. In Aizawaโs arms, you think you see Hizashi stir. โNah,โ Dabi says finally. โYou can go to hell. Natsu, now!โ
The Nomu moves at terrifying speed. It seizes Keigo and hurls him through the air, over the fence and into your front yard. Tomura swears under his breath and you watch as Keigoโs fall slows slightly, enough that heโs got time to turn and land heavily on his feet. But heโs not the only one in flight. Hizashiโs struggled to his feet, and he and Nemuri launch Aizawa together. Their throw isnโt as good. Aizawa crashes through the fence and sprawls out flat in the yard. Jin drags Spinner through the hole and both of them collapse.
They need help. You grab your first aid kit out of the hall closet and try to open your front door, only to find that itโs sealed shut. It doesnโt move even when you yank on it with your full weight. You turn to glare at Tomura, who glares back with his arms crossed. โItโs not safe.โ
โI wonโt leave the yard,โ you say. โThatโs your territory, isnโt it? Are you telling me Iโm not safe there?โ
Tomuraโs expression darkens even further, but before he can respond, an ice-cold hand settles on your shoulder. โIโll go with her,โ Shirakumo says in that odd doubled voice. You forgot he was here. He hasnโt moved off the couch all day. โI can help.โ
You donโt know how much help Shirakumo will be โ the hand on your shoulder is shaking badly โ but the front door unseals itself, and you leave without a backward glance. Once youโre in the yard, though, youโre temporarily paralyzed. Aizawaโs not moving, but Spinnerโs the most visibly injured, and Keigoโs awake but stunned, like his landing might have been harder than you thought. Youโd rather help Spinner or Keigo, but Aizawaโs the only one whoโs unresponsive. He helped you when you first found out about Tomura. Heโs done nothing to you other than be abrupt bordering on rude, and heโs like that with everyone except his children. Are you really going to let him lie there just because you and his husband despise each other?
Shirakumo heads for Aizawa, making the decision for you, and you hurry towards Spinner instead. Spinnerโs bleeding from two stab wounds, one in his left shoulder and one in his right thigh, just above his knee. Thereโs a lot of blood. You pry open the first aid kit for bandages and gauze and press Jin into service bandaging Spinnerโs leg, working on his shoulder yourself and doing your level best to ignore whateverโs happening outside the fence. Spinner groans in pain. โI have to get back out there,โ he says. โThey canโt do this.โ
โWe have to!โ Jin agrees, determined. Then his face falls. โWe canโt help. Thatโs why they made us leave.โ
โTheyโre outnumbered. Nemuri burned up too much power and the cold killed a lot of the plants before she could.โ Keigo waits until youโre finished bandaging Spinnerโs injuries, then helps you and Jin pick him up. โMe and Aizawa were useless out there. All we did was distract them.โ
He means Dabi and Hizashi, but thereโs something turning over in your head. Youโre not sure what it is just yet. You see Shirakumo carrying Aizawa up to the porch out of the corner of your eye. Next to you, Jin is shaking Spinnerโs non-stabbed shoulder, panicked. โWhat about Magne and Atsuhiro? Why arenโt they out there?โ
โNot their fight. I stayed in โ long as possible.โ Spinnerโs face is beaded with sweat. โSo maybe sheโd come out. But โโ
You donโt think the other ghosts are cowards. You know theyโre tough, you know they care. But neither of them are the ones the conjurer is after, and their humans might as well be an afterthought. You donโt blame either of them for staying out of a fight they canโt win. When it comes down to it, itโs not your fight, either.
Itโs not your fight. Itโs also not your neighborhood, according to Hizashi โ but youโre done with Hizashiโs bullshit. Youโve got your bracelets on, which means youโll be hard to spot, and none of the ghosts still fighting in the street care enough about you to distract them from the fight. You wonโt distract the neighborhood ghosts. But you can damn well distract the Nomus. Or the conjurer.
Youโre alone in the yard now, except for Shirakumo. Shirakumo looks like heโs got an idea, too, and all you can do is hope that the human half of him is enough to hide his intentions from Tomura. The two of you make eye contact. Shirakumo raises one hand from his side and shows you a broken fencepost. If you bend down slowly to grab one of your own, Tomuraโs going to figure it out, and heโll stop you. You have to move fast. You crouch, seize a fencepost, and lurch across the property line.
A howl rises up from the house behind you, enough to set your teeth on edge and make every hair on your arms stand on end. Tomuraโs furious, but heโs going to be even madder if you get hurt because you were standing there, doing nothing, instead of doing what you came here to do. You glance to your left and realize that Shirakumoโs already run off to help Hizashi and Nemuri deal with one of the two remaining Nomus. That leaves you and your fencepost to join the remaining fight. Youโre the only help Dabi and Natsu are going to get.
Your fencepost has a broken end, jagged and dangerous, but youโve got no faith in your ability to stab someone with it. Youโll be better off using it as a club. The question is who to hit. You creep along the sidewalk towards where Dabi and Natsu are facing Garaki and the remaining Nomu. While the fight between Natsu and the last Nomu looks pretty even, itโs clear to you that Dabiโs losing his. Tomura said Garaki has too many ghosts. Dabiโs only one, and only half a ghost in the bargain. You have the thought that his human side is protecting him from being blasted apart, but it canโt last forever. You can see the ghostly sections of his body, rippling, bulging, as Garaki pours more and more energy into him. Neither of them are paying any attention to you.
Good. You work your way behind Garaki, take a firmer grip on the fencepost, and swing.
Itโs not your best swing. Some part of you is still wrestling against the thought of bashing another human being over the head with a piece of wood, and itโs really dark. But even your not-the-best swing collides with the side of Garakiโs head, producing a dull thud. He lets out a grunt of pain and turns Dabi loose, wheeling around to face you.
You swing again, but itโs even harder to hit somebody when youโre looking them in the eye. Your blow strikes his arm, and he staggers but doesnโt fall. Garaki is bald, your height or maybe shorter. He has a mustache, and his green-tinted glasses are cracked and lopsided. Blood is tricking down the side of his head from your first swing. He steps forward. You step back.
โNot so brave now, are we?โ Garaki laughs, but heโs grimacing. You swing at him again, but he dodges it. His hand closes on your shoulder. โHave some of this.โ
You know whatโs coming, courtesy of Hizashiโs lessons this afternoon, and unlike Tomura, Garakiโs got no plans to be gentle with you. You lock your jaw against the screams that are dying to get out and squeeze your eyes shut. You donโt want to see the world between. You need to see whatโs in Garakiโs head. You need to know, so you can warn โ
You canโt see. Maybe you can. You canโt understand it โ a void full of open, howling mouths, pain worse than anything youโve ever experienced, hatred stronger than you can even fathom. Itโs nothing like what you saw in Tomuraโs mind. Itโs hell. You keep your jaw locked as long as possible, but eventually you canโt hold it in a second longer. You open your mouth and scream until your throat bleeds.
Or maybe you donโt. A hand closes around your wrist and jerks you away, out of Garakiโs grip. The hand is cold and warm at the same time. When you open your eyes, you find yourself looking up at Shirakumo.
Heโs not the only one whoโs here. Nemuriโs here, and Hizashi, Hizashi steps into the space where you were standing and promptly decks Garaki, hitting him about twice as hard as your strongest swing of the fencepost. โThatโs for making my friends cry,โ he hisses, and hits Garaki again. โHit it, Toasty!โ
Every plant on the far side of the street bursts into flames at once, and Dabi plants both hands on Garakiโs back and shoves him hard. With the rest of the plantsโ life-force on board, Dabiโs charged up with enough power to send Garaki flying, and thereโs only one possible place he could be headed. You turn slowly, your entire body numb and frozen, just in time to see Garaki land in a heap in the middle of your front yard. Tomuraโs on him a split second later.
You think itโll be over quickly. If Tomura is as powerful as everyone says he is, it should be. But you think of how many ghosts you saw in Garakiโs head, of the fact that Tomuraโs never faced a conjurer before, and fear like youโve never felt in your entire life surges through you. You canโt help him. All you can do is watch.
The sphere of darkness Garaki summoned before starts to descend, only for Tomura to blast it apart seconds later. Garaki reaches out for Tomuraโs shoulder, but Tomura dematerializes just enough that Garakiโs hand sinks straight through him. He raises one hand, reaching for Garaki, and Garakiโs hand rises to block him. Thereโs a clear six inches of space between their palms, but itโs clear that theyโre both pushing as hard as they can.
Cold wind whips out from the space where the two of them stand, rattling your windows loudly enough that you can hear it from the street. Your teeth are chattering almost as loudly. Garakiโs face shows intense concentration, and so does Tomuraโs. His free hand is scratching frantically at his neck, and heโs bitten into his lip so hard itโs bleeding. Thereโs a sudden lurch, and Tomura takes a step back. Then another step back. โFuck,โ Dabi mumbles, then calls out: โHey, asshole! Get your shit together!โ
Tomura plants his feet, stopping Garakiโs advance, but youโre not stupid enough to think heโs got the upper hand. In fact, heโs got the opposite. His right hand, the one pressing back against Garakiโs, is beginning to bend backwards, past the point where a living hand would break, where living fingers would snap like twigs. His physical form, still mostly embodied, is beginning to bulge and waver, just like Dabiโs did. If Garakiโs able to do this, his power level and Tomuraโs must be nearly equal. Aizawaโs words flash through your head again: Conjurers are human. Humans donโt want to die.
You want to call out to Tomura, beg him to fight harder, but your teeth are chattering too hard to speak. Someone else does it for you. Hizashi grabs your arm, pulls you away from Shirakumo, and drags you towards the fence. โHey, guess what?โ he shouts at Tomura, his voice loud enough to be heard above the wind. โI lied about what ghostly power does to humans. It does hurt them. It hurts them a lot.โ
Tomuraโs eyes dart sideways towards you. Then he turns his head to stare, and takes another step back, giving up ground to Garaki. โYeah, you heard me,โ Hizashi continues, even though heโs breaking Tomuraโs concentration. โYou hurt your human, and she let you do it. But guess what? The guy whoโs beating you hurt her a whole lot worse.โ
Tomura snarls. โOh, you want to kill me over that? Iโll believe that when I see it,โ Hizashi spits, and suddenly you understand what heโs trying to do. โHow are you supposed to kill me when you canโt even kill him?โ
Tomura looks away from Hizashi, away from you. Back to Garaki, who was just starting to look confident. โYou wonโt win. I have the power of a thousand ghosts behind me! Thereโs nothing you can do that will โ what are you doing? Donโt โโ
Tomuraโs free hand materializes and clamps down over Garakiโs face. The hand pushingย back against Garakiโs breaks through the space between them and seizes it in a crushing grip. Garaki howls, but not so loudly that you canโt hear Tomuraโs voice. โA thousand ghosts?โ he says, gleeful and savage. โThereโs one less now.โ
The wind roars up from behind you this time, still ice-cold, as Tomura draws his power inwards, forcing more and more of it into Garaki. He bends Garakiโs hand backwards until the conjurerโs wrist breaks, keeps pushing until his forearm snaps in two. โWhere are your ghosts now?โ he taunts. The smile on his face is terrifying to look at, but you canโt look away. โWithout them, youโre just a human.โ
โWait,โ Garaki chokes out. โDonโt โโ
โYouโre just a human,โ Tomura repeats. โHumans die.โ
Youโve watched Tomura turn things to dust before, but never a person. Garaki crumbles, the same as the wasps and the other insects and the plants. You hear a last gasp of air leave his lungs, choked with dust towards the end, and see his eyes go blank a second before they turn dull and dusty and pop from his skull. Itโs over in less than two seconds. Garakiโs clothes crumple to the ground, empty. And after that itโs quiet.
Next to you, Hizashi breathes a sigh of relief. โThat was close.โ
โThat wasnโt close at all,โ Nemuri corrects. Sheโs only partially materialized. โIt was over the instant he stopped messing around. What were you doing, anyway? You โ watch it, Zashi โโ
Hizashi leaps away from the fence with a yelp. Tomuraโs right there, struggling to reach past the property line, his eyes fixed on you. โGive me my human.โ
โYou sure about that?โ Hizashi asks. He gives you a little shake and keeps talking to Tomura. โYouโre looking a little rough, my friend. Why not dematerialize and get some of that blood off your โโ
โNow!โ
Tomuraโs voice isnโt particularly loud, but it still shakes the ground, and you feel Hizashiโs grip on your shoulder tighten with shock. He laughs it off, but you arenโt fooled. โOne human, coming right up!โ he announces. He picks you up and tosses you over the wreckage of the fence.
Youโre not in any way prepared to catch yourself, but Tomura doesnโt let you hit the ground. Wouldnโt let you hit the ground. Maybe. Heโs mad at you the instant he gets ahold of you, snapping at you even as his arms lock tightly around your waist. โYou idiot! Youโre just a human. That guy could have killed you! There are bugs under the house that are smarter than you are! Why would you even โ what? What are you doing?โ
Youโre twisting in his grip, trying to get your arms free, and when you manage it, you wrap them around him, holding on as tightly as you can even though being this close to him isnโt helping your rapidly advancing case of hypothermia. โAre you okay?โ you ask senselessly. โYour hand โ your neck โ are you hurt?โ
โIโm fine. Donโt be stupid.โ Tomura shakes your shoulder with the hand you were asking about, the one Garaki bent completely back at the wrist. โMy neck is fine. The scratches will go away once I dematerialize. Why are you acting so weird?โ
You pull your hand away from his neck with an effort. It comes back smeared with blood, and you curl it into a shaky fist. โI was worried.โ
โI said not to be stupid,โ Tomura says. He shakes your shoulder again. โI had it right from the beginning.โ
He didnโt. You know what you saw, and he didnโt. โYou had it once you flexed,โ Dabi says from just outside the fence. โYou dumbass. Why did you think the guy who summoned me and the megaphone with legs would be weak? Give me back my human.โ
You have a rule about not laughing at Dabiโs jokes, but โmegaphone with legsโ as a description for Hizashi is too funny to ignore. Youโre giggling weakly to yourself as Keigo emerges from your house, stepping through the wreckage of your fence to join Dabi on the street. Heโs got one arm in a sling and a few scratches on his face, but otherwise he looks okay. โWas it just me, or was that way too close?โ he asks the ghosts and the Nomu and Shirakumo still hanging out in the street. โIf we do anything like that again, we need to fix โ hey, watch the arm!โ
Dabiโs grabbed him, not dissimilarly to the way Tomura grabbed you, and he plants an incredibly weird-looking kiss on him. Youโve never tried making out with Tomura while heโs half-materialized, and thereโs a good reason. Thereโs โ tongues. You can see them. Keigo puts his hand against Dabiโs face and pushes him partly back, but that doesnโt dissuade Dabi at all. He picks Keigo up and marches right back across the street, up their front steps, and into the house.
โUh, goodnight,โ you say faintly. The door slams shut.
โIs there a human saying for post-victory sex?โ Thatโs Magneโs voice. She and Atsuhiro are making their way up the street. โHumans have the silliest names for the most disgusting things they do.โ
โI think post-victory sex is about as descriptive as it gets,โ Shirakumo says in that strange doubled voice. The other Nomu is still standing there, hands down at its sides, and Shirakumo turns to it. โHey. Natsu, right? I think we probably need to talk.โ
โHeโs doing better,โ Nemuri remarks to Hizashi as the two Nomus cross the street. โDid something happen?โ
โThey merged. Him and the ghost,โ Tomura says. Heโs still holding you, and youโre starting to get really cold. โThey wanted to help more than they wanted to die.โ
โGood,โ Hizashi says after a moment. He looks relieved. โCan I have my humans back now?โ
โI donโt want your humans.โ Tomura doesnโt look up, but when you peer over his shoulder, you see Shinsou carrying Eri and helping Aizawa navigate the stairs at the same time. โIf you even think about setting foot in my yard again, Iโll kill you and Iโll make it hurt.โ
โDeal,โ Hizashi says. He glances at you, still relieved even though Tomuraโs just threatened to kill him. โI misjudged your human, anyway. Sheโs not so bad after all.โ
You didnโt trust Hizashi very much before today, and now you donโt trust him at all โ but you think youโve got a handle on what heโs like, which means his comment makes absolutely no sense. He doesnโt like you. He sees you as a threat to his familyโs safety because he thinks you could compromise Tomura. Why would he say that he misjudged you in front of another ghost, knowing that Tomura can probably tell if heโs lying? If he wasnโt lying, but if he wasnโt lying, why did he change his tune about you?
The questionโs a little too much for you to answer right now. Your brain is still scrambled and youโre freezing cold. Tomura refuses to put you down until Jinโs mom, whoโs coming over to retrieve Jin, realizes your lips are blue and makes him do it. You stagger into the house under your own power, peel off your shoes, and head straight upstairs to your room. You get under the blankets fully clothed and curl up into a ball, trying to stay warm. Thereโs no way youโll be able to sleep until the shivers die down.
You hear the front door close and lock like itโs coming from a long way away, then footsteps up the stairs. Tomura drops Phantom on the bed and she snuggles against you over the covers. It helps, sort of. You sneak one icy hand out to pet her ears, only to bump against Tomuraโs hand doing the same thing. โYou feel cold like me,โ he says. You make some kind of awful, teeth-chattery noise of agreement. Itโs quiet for a second. โI hurt you. You let me. Why?โ
โYou had to learn.โ You donโt want to talk about this. โI was fine afterward. What the conjurer did was way worse.โ
โI hurt you. Are you scared of me again?โ Tomura sounds miserable. โYouโre scared again. Youโll leave.โ
โNot scared,โ you mumble. โNot leaving. I just wanted to help. I wanted to make sure you won, and I wasnโt sure you could.โ
Youโre hoping that doubting his strength will set him off on bragging about how tough he is, so heโll forget all about this. But youโre not so lucky. You spent all of tonightโs luck somewhere else. โI donโt understand,โ Tomura says. โYou let me hurt you for the neighborhood?โ
โDonโt be stupid,โ you say, just in time for it to occur to you that youโve never really let on that youโre concerned with anything but the neighborhood as a whole. โI let you to make sure you won. I didnโt want something bad to happen to you.โ
โSo I could keep protecting the neighborhood.โ
โNo,โ you say, too fast and too sure. โSo I could keep hanging out with you.โ
Thereโs probably a better way to say it. A more honest way to say it. If you were a ghost youโd be one hundred percent busted, because youโre lowballing this to a ridiculous degree. You want more stupid movie nights where he spends the entire movie asking questions and you have to rewind it and watch it again. You want more moments where you spy on him playing with Phantom, more moments where you watch him try to understand humans and succeed a little more each time. You want to teach him how to cook more things, not so heโll cook for you but because he likes to know how things work and how to do them right. You want more makeouts and hookups and moments where he stays close to you without either of you understanding why.
You want to keep hanging out with Tomura, sure. You want that because you love him.
โThatโs what I want,โ Tomura says, surprised. โWait, do you โโ
โWe agree. We donโt need to talk about it anymore.โ You curl up into a tighter ball around Phantom and look up at Tomura. โAre you staying or what?โ
Tomura looks even more surprised than before. โYou said I donโt get to stay on your bed at night.โ
โAnd you donโt listen. I know where you are even when youโre dematerialized,โ you say. โYou might as well do it embodied. And outside the sheets, so I donโt freeze.โ
You can tell Tomuraโs confused, but he hops onto the bed anyway, sprawling out on the other side. โIt wasnโt hard to kill that conjurer,โ he says. โI could do it again.โ
For some reason, thatโs when it clicks for you โ the reason Hizashi doesnโt hate you anymore, the reason he was relieved. His problem with you is that youโre a reason for Tomura to give up being a ghost. The only way to give up being a ghost is to completely drain a human being and take their place, and it only happens if the ghost wants to be human more than theyโve ever wanted anything else in the whole world, in all of time. Tomura completely drained a human being tonight. If he was going to embody himself permanently, this was his chance. And he didnโt.
You knew he wouldnโt. Youโve always known that. Youโve known forever that loving Tomura would mean loving him as a ghost and nothing else. Itโs best this way. The neighborhood stays protected. Hizashi stops hating you. This is how itโs supposed to be.
โHey.โ Tomura shakes your shoulder, then touches your cheek. โWhat are these? Are you crying?โ
โHumans do that sometimes to relieve stress,โ you say. Youโre amazed with the steadiness in your voice. โItโs fine.โ
โMm.โ Tomura sounds skeptical, but he doesnโt argue with you. He edges closer to you, drapes one arm around your waist and presses against your back. All you can feel through the blankets is the faintest chill. โYou can be the spoon this time.โ
โThe little spoon,โ you correct. โYouโre the big spoon.โ
โWhat if I donโt want to be a spoon?โ
โThen find a different way to snuggle.โ You donโt want him to do that. You want him to hold you like this until you fall asleep, and when a vaguely aggrieved silence falls, you know youโll get your wish. โItโs not so bad.โ
โIdiot,โ Tomura mumbles. โGo to sleep.โ
You close your eyes, sandwiched between your ghost and your dog, not quite cold and not quite warm. Itโs almost comfortable. Maybe you should fall asleep like this every night.
If you ever sleep again. When you wake up in the middle of the night, frozen with incomprehensible terror from a dream of the world between, youโre not sure youโll even dare to close your eyes.
Your best friend vanished on the same night his family was murdered, and even though the world forgot about him, you never did. When a chance encounter brings you back into contact with Shimura Tenko, you'll do anything to make sure you don't lose him again. Keep his secrets? Sure. Aid the League of Villains? Of course. Sacrifice everything? You would - but as the battle between the League of Villains and hero society unfolds, it becomes clear that everything is far more than you or anyone else imagined it would be. (cross-posted to Ao3)
Chapter 1
You had a best friend when you were little, just like almost everyone, and the two of you were as different as two people could be. He was a boy and you were a girl. You were the oldest of four, and he was the youngest of two. His family was rich because his dad was some kind of business genius, and your family was โ not. You and your best friend had exactly two things in common. First, you lived across from each other on the same street, him in a big new house and you in one that had been falling apart since before your parents were born. And second, and maybe most important, neither of you had a quirk.
It was okay for your best friend. He still had time. People in his family got their quirks when they were two or three or four or maybe even six, like they were supposed to. But everyone in your family is born with theirs. Your familyโs quirks do different things, but theyโre the same type of thing โ powering up or watering down or just changing some part of somebody else, and theyโre active until the personโs old enough to turn them off.
You hated being home. You had one younger brother who could turn your hearing up and down, one younger sister who could turn your color vision on and off, and twin baby brothers who could make you throw up whenever they wanted to. Going to school, or going across the street to play in front of Tenkoโs house with him and his big sister and his dog, was the closest things ever got to normal for you.
Tenko wanted to be a hero. You knew heโd be the best hero, because he was a hero already, even without a quirk. Nobody was every left out when you and Tenko played at school, because Tenko could make everybody feel included, and you spent so much time trying to placate your siblings that you knew how to make sure everybody had fun. But for everybody to have fun, people needed to be there. Tenko was the one everybody believed in, the one who made everybody feel important. When you spent time with Tenko, you felt like you belonged. Tenko was already a hero, even as a kid. You knew heโd be amazing at it when he grew up.
Only he didnโt grow up, your best friend. You walked home from school together one day, said goodbye and crossed to your opposite sides of the street, and when you looked out your window the next morning, Tenkoโs house was gone.
A villain did it. Thatโs what everybody said, and you didnโt know what else it could be, because Tenkoโs house was in ruins, like a giant had smashed it with its foot or someone had blown it up from the inside. You raced across the street without your shoes on, right into the middle of what was left, and even though your parents spent money they didnโt have on a specialist whose quirk let them wipe memories right out of your brain, you still have nightmares sometimes about what you saw. Tenkoโs big sister Hana was dead. His dog was dead. His mom and his grandparents and his dad were dead. But he wasnโt there, so you made yourself believe he was alive.
And some part of you kept believing, even after the foundations of an apartment building were laid over the spot where Tenkoโs house used to be, even after your family moved away. Your youngest younger siblings, a set of triplets born after you moved, thought Tenko was your imaginary friend because of how much you talked about him. And even once you stopped talking about him, you never quite stopped thinking about him. Your best friend, who wanted to be a hero. Who would have been the greatest hero the world had ever seen.
Everyone else forgot him, forgot him so cleanly that you almost wonder if it was a quirk. But you remember your best friend โ small things, weird things, like how heโd sometimes get so excited heโd almost cry. His All Might impression, which was so bad it almost worked. His dry skin and the way heโd scratch his neck. You wonder what happened, why he wasnโt found with his family. You wonder a lot of things.
โEverybody loses touch with their neighborhood kids,โ Hirono says when you say something about it, while you and your friends are getting drunk in Kazuoโs backyard one weekend. โYouโre not special.โ
โDonโt be mean,โ Yoshimi protests. โHer friend died. Thatโs different!โ
โShe just said he didnโt die. She thinks heโs still alive,โ Sho says. He whistles and rotates one finger by his ear. โCuckoo.โ
โThere should be a podcast about this,โ Mitsuru says seriously, and Hirono and Mitsuko laugh at him. โNo, there should! Five people confirmed murdered and a kid goes missing โ and itโs never solved? Thatโs podcast material.โ
โItโs newsworthy,โ Kazuo says, his voice as expressionless as it always is these days. โHave you looked it up?โ
โYes,โ you say. Too many times, probably. โThe articles donโt say my friend went missing.โ
โThey said he died?โ
โThey donโt mention him at all.โ
โOoh. Spooky.โ Sho makes a UFO noise, and Yoji, Yoshimiโs on-again, off-again asshole boyfriend, throws in some spiritfingers to go with it. โMaybe heโs imaginary after all.โ
โOr maybe you do have a quirk,โ Yuichiro, Mitsukoโs latest too-innocent boyfriend says earnestly. โYour familyโs all status effects, right? Maybe you made everybody else forget him.โ
โWhy would I do that?โ you ask blankly. Youโre a little drunk. โHeโs my best friend.โ
โI thought I was your best friend,โ Kazuo says. Kazuoโs also a little drunk. โYou donโt have a quirk. I would know. I know everything.โ
The confidence is annoying, or it would be, if it wasnโt true โ and if you didnโt know just how badly Kazuoโs quirk has ruined his life. โMaybe not,โ Ryuhei says speculatively. โYou only know what you know to know, you know?โ
You try to parse that for a second, then give up. Mitsuru is wheezing with laughter. โCome on,โ Ryuhei says, annoyed. โYou know what I mean. Kazuo only knows the answers to questions he knows to ask, right? What if he hasnโt asked the right question?โ
Kazuoโs quirk is called Search Engine, and itโs not an overstatement. He can ascertain anything he asks about, and if the questions arenโt hyperspecific, he can take in vast amounts of information. Too much information for even the smartest person to sort through and interpret without going crazy under the strain. He was going to be a hero, but UA High pushed him too hard, and something went wrong in his head. The smartest guy you know, who used to be funny and kind and should be changing the world for the better right now, is instead drunk in his parentsโ backyard, still trying to figure out where his emotions went. You havenโt seen Kazuo care about anything in two years.
But you can see him thinking about what Ryuhei said, trying to wrap his mind around a question. โDonโt,โ you say, and he looks at you, puzzled. โIf I had a quirk, Iโd have had it when I was born, just like the rest of my family.โ
โYour family has some funky quirks,โ Yoji says. You have a feeling you know where heโs going with this, and youโre not wrong. โIsnโt one of your cousins a villainess?โ
โShe barely counts,โ Hirono says. โWhat could they even charge her with if they caught her? Possession of a video camera and bad taste in men? They could charge Yoshimi with that, too.โ
โHey!โ
Sho and Ryuhei join in on the ribbing, and you lean back against the steps. Kazuo rises from his chair a little unsteadily and comes to sit by you. โYou never mentioned this friend of yours before.โ
โIt never came up.โ You glance sidelong at him. โWhy? Are you jealous?โ
โNo,โ Kazuo says. He hiccups. His alcohol tolerance has always been weirdly low. โIโm surprised you never asked me to find him. Maybe I could.โ
โI know.โ If Kazuo ever recovers from what UA High did to him, the government will be all over him. He could find anything, anyone โ but like Ryuhei said, he has to know what questions to ask. โI think Iโm scared of what youโd find. I donโt want him to be dead.โ
โDead might be better.โ
You almost choke on the sip of vodka you just took. โExcuse me?โ
โIf he died, he died,โ Kazuo says. No shit. โIf heโs still alive, heโs been missing for fifteen years. During my work-study, I assisted in the search for several missing children. Nothing good had happened to the ones we found alive.โ
You hadnโt thought about that, what it would actually mean if Tenko is still alive, and your brain supplies you instantly with a list of terrible things that could have happened to your best friend. Your imagination is pretty vivid. Your stomach turns. โI donโt want that,โ you say. โI just want him to be okay.โ
โSometimes dead is better,โ Kazuo says again. And then heโs quiet.
You try to get back into the mood of the party, but what Kazuo said sticks, and youโre kind of mad at him about it. The old Kazuo wouldnโt have said something like that, or else he would have put it more gently. You miss the old Kazuo. Thanks to a villain fifteen years ago and UA fucking High, youโre now short two best friends.
Kazuoโs a good guy, but youโd be lying if you said you werenโt drawn to him because of who he reminded you of. You have a soft spot for dark-haired boys who want to be heroes. If Tenko hadnโt gone missing and the two of you had gotten to grow up together, you probably would have wound up with a big, stupid crush on him, the supercharged version of how you felt about Kazuo. But a relationship between the two of you wouldnโt have worked out, for the same reason your relationship with Kazuo didnโt work. Being a hero comes first. Being a hero always comes first with guys like them. You probably wouldnโt like them as much if it didnโt.
Getting drunk at Kazuoโs is a typical Friday night pastime among your friends, and usually everybody sleeps over. Everybody usually includes you, but you have to work tomorrow, which means you have to go home. Sometimes you and Kazuo still fool around when youโre both drunk, and you want to avoid that, too. You drink a glass of water and start sobering up while the others are still sorting out places to sleep, and then you tell them all good by and head out, taking three trains in a loop around the city to give yourself even more time to sober up before you have to walk home. You donโt live in the nicest neighborhood. You need to be alert.
When you finally get off the train at your stop, you realize youโve got another problem. Youโre hungry, and you wonโt have time to cook when you get home if you want to sleep at all tonight. The all-night convenience store a few blocks up from your apartment is beckoning to you, and you give in without a fight. Youโll pick something to eat, eat it in the store for one last period of sobering-up, and walk the rest of the way home.
You feel a little better with a few bites of food in your stomach, and youโre pretty sure youโre not going to throw it up later. You hang out in the corner of the shop, a good spot to people-watch from if there were any people in here but you and the owner. The TV behind the counter is blaring the news about some villain attack, somewhere โ two dumb-ass middle schoolers, one sludge villain, one can of whoop-ass opened by All Might. What else is new.
โTurn that shit off.โ
The voice is raspy, and itโs coming from the far corner of the store. So thereโs somebody else in here after all. You rise to your tiptoes and peer over the shelves to spot the speaker. Theyโre wearing a black hoodie with the hood up and browsing for energy drinks, and apparently they have a real problem with whatโs on TV โ which means the proprietor has a real problem with them. โGot a problem with heroics? Or does seeing real heroes just remind you what a bum you are?โ
โFuck off,โ the guy in the hoodie says sharply. โYouโve got more in common with me than you do with them. If you were there, you think youโd run in to help? No. Youโd wait for a hero, because youโre useless and pathetic. At least I donโt walk around pretending to be something Iโm not.โ
Hoodie guy sort of has a point, even if you donโt like how heโs phrasing it. Hoodie guy also sucks at reading the room, because after that little back-and-forth, he yanks an energy drink out of the case and a package of sour candies off a shelf and heads up to the counter. The proprietor laughs in his face. โGet out of here. If you think Iโm selling even a stick of gum to you, youโre out of your mind.โ
Hoodie guyโs shoulders tense. โYouโre so desperate to defend All Might that you wonโt take my money? Heโs not gonna fuck you.โ
You must be a little more drunk than you thought, because you have to clamp your hands over your mouth to stifle a laugh. But thereโs nothing funny about the situation thatโs unfolding in front of you. The proprietorโs looking increasingly pissed, and Hoodie Guyโs hands are out of his pockets, open and twitching at his sides. You donโt know what either of their quirks are, but youโve got seven siblings. You know what it looks like when a situationโs about to spiral out of control.
โI said get out,โ the proprietor spits. He shoves the drink and the package of candy back across the counter, hard enough that they fall off and roll across the floor. Hoodie Guyโs hands begin to lift from his sides, and you step out of your corner. โYou want to start something? Go ahead. The cops will be here so fast โโ
โNot fast enough for you,โ Hoodie Guy hisses. His hands are all the way up, reaching over the counter.
You scoop the snacks off the floor and duck into the scant space between Hoodie Guy and the counter. You elbow him a bit by accident and he stumbles, swears at you. You ignore him and focus on the proprietor. โHi. Iโm still hungry. Can I get these?โ
The proprietor squints at you, nonplussed. Behind you, Hoodie Guyโs gotten his feet under him, and if itโs possible, heโs extra pissed. โGet out of my way.โ
โYou donโt want this kind of trouble,โ you say, ignoring Hoodie Guy. Heโs the instigator. You need him to shut up so you can handle this before it escalates. โI know you donโt. You want him out of here and he wants his snacks. If you donโt want his money, mineโs just as good.โ
Youโre conscious of Hoodie Guy looming over your shoulder. Heโs not all that much taller than you, but heโs standing a little too close. You take your wallet out, and that seems to settle the issue. โYouโre lucky your girlfriendโs here to help you out. Thatโll be ยฅ1800.โ
You pay up and collect the snacks. When you turn away from the counter, Hoodie Guyโs right there, and you get your first good look at his face โ or at the life-sized model hand clamped over his face. Thatโs โ weird. You canโt see his expression, but his tone of voice is unmistakable. โIf you think โโ
โI know, I know,โ you interrupt. โYouโre not gonna fuck me.โ
Itโs not a joke youโd make sober, but with the proprietor calmed slightly down, you have to knock Hoodie Guy off his game somehow. It works. He makes a weird, strangled sound, and you grab him by his sleeve and tow him out the door.
He lets you do it, which is a surprise, and you let him go as soon as the doors close behind you. You hold out the snack and the energy drink. โHere.โ
You canโt see his face, but you can see one red eye, peering out at you through the fingers of the hand. โIt was pretty stupid of you to get in my way.โ
โIt was pretty stupid of you to go up to the counter. If youโd stormed off he wouldnโt have chased you.โ Youโve seen Sho use that tactic before โ needle a store owner until they want him gone more than they want to check his pockets. โJust take this, okay?โ
He raises one hand and scratches at his neck. Thereโs something familiar about the motion, and the scarred, scraped-raw patch of skin there. Maybe youโve seen something similar at work. โEither you used some kind of quirk or you got lucky. Which is it?โ
โNeither. I have seven siblings and Iโm good at toning things down.โ Youโve wished for a quirk that lets you affect othersโ moods more than a few times. You had to learn your de-escalation techniques the hard way. โDo you want these or not?โ
Heโs still scratching, and somethingโs pulling at the back of your mind, harder and harder. โSeven siblings,โ he says slowly. โThatโs three more.โ
โThree more than what?โ you say, puzzled. And then it clicks.
You have seven siblings now. When you lived across the street from your best friend, you only had four. And now you get why the scratching looks so familiar, why thereโs so much scar tissue in the place heโs clawing at โ because heโs been scratching that same spot for a decade and a half. It doesnโt matter than his hair is grey-blue instead of black, that his eyes are red instead of grey. It doesnโt even matter that heโs got a creepy hand stuck over his face. You know who youโre looking at, and the surge of joy that overtakes you is like nothing youโve ever felt before.
Youโd keep it to yourself, ordinarily. But tonight youโre a little drunk, and you canโt hold it in. โTenko,โ you say, and he freezes like heโs been struck by lightning. โYouโre alive!โ
Tenko stays frozen until you reach for him, at which point he bolts, and you really shouldnโt follow him โ but youโre drunk and itโs your best friend and heโs alive just like you knew he was, so you chase after him. He was a little clumsy when you were kids. You were always a little faster on your feet, but his legs are longer than yours now, and he keeps you at a fair distance until he trips.
Itโs sort of your fault he trips. Heโs looking back over his shoulder, checking where you are, and heโs not watching his feet. Itโs a bad fall. He sprawls out, the hand over his face dislodging and bouncing across the concrete, and you hear him cursing under his breath in a voice that carries a familiar strain. Youโve heard that before. You do what you did back then. You run to his side and drop to your knees, hands outstretched to help. โTenko โโ
โGet away from me! Donโt touch me!โ Tenko lashes out with one hand, and instinct tells you to get out of range. The hand he lashes out with looks wrong โ hurt, maybe, in the fall. His other hand is up over his face, covering it the same way the model hand was. โFather โ I need โ where โโ
Father. You wonder if Tenko knows what happened to his father โ but heโs feeling around on the concrete with the maybe-broken hand, and you realize what heโs looking for. โItโs over here,โ you say. โStay there. I can โโ
โNo.โ Tenko lunges past you, seizes the hand, secures it over his face. Then he turns on you, and the hatred in his eyes sends a bolt of pure terror down your spine.
He knocks you onto your back. You know some self-defense โ like any girl, like any person without a quirk โ and you kick and thrash, arching your back, trying to throw him off. Some part of your mind is still spinning, because itโs Tenko, your best friend, who wants to be a hero โ and itโs Tenko, his forearm coming down across your throat and half his body weight leaning onto it. You cough and sputter, and Tenko raises his other hand, all five fingers outstretched. โTell me what I want to know and Iโll kill you fast. Lie and itโll be slow. Who are you?โ
You donโt know how he expects you to answer with his arm over your throat. Dark spots are beginning to fill your vision. You shove at his arm, and his hand closes around your wrist. His grip is hot and dry and shaking, and a split second after heโs touched you, the burning starts. Itโs like his hand is dipped in acid, like itโs clawing through your skin one layer at a time, and you scream in pain. Or you try to. He increases the pressure on your throat and chokes the sound off. โDonโt touch me,โ he snarls. โAnd donโt scream. Who are you?โ
You manage to rasp out your name, and you see Tenkoโs expression shift. โWe went to school together,โ you gasp. โI lived across the street from you. We played together. You were โโ
You black out for a second, and the pressure on your throat lifts slightly. โWhat?โ Tenko spits. โI was what?โ
โMy best friend,โ you whisper. Your eyes well up, tears running down your face when you blink. โI missed you so much โโ
Tenko stares down at you for a moment longer. Then he recoils away from you, up onto his feet and back five or six steps. Heโs cradling his wrist. You roll from your back to your side and gasp for air. Thereโs a rattle in your breathing that tells you your windpipeโs damaged, and when you blink the tears and spots from your vision to stare at your wrist, you see that your skin is raw, bloody and oozing. Thereโs the outline of all five of Tenkoโs fingers, his thumb and middle finger joined, rotted into your skin.
โGo,โ Tenko says. You look numbly up at him and see his face twisted behind the hand. โNow.โ
Your wrist โ his hair โ his eyes โ Tenko has a quirk now. An awful quirk. โWhat happened to you?โ you ask helplessly. โWhere did you go? Are you โโ
โGo!โ Tenko snaps at you. โBefore I change my mind. Run!โ
You scramble backwards and collide with something. The energy drink and the package of candy, which you dropped when you ran to help Tenko after he fell. The sight of them makes you want to burst into tears again. You donโt want to take them with you. You bought them for him. Without looking his way, you pick them up and set them on the ground between the two of you, pushing them towards him so he knows who theyโre for. Then you force yourself to your hands and your knees and your feet and run for your life, away from the best friend you now know youโve lost for good.
You didnโt want Tenko to be dead, and he isnโt. But Kazuo was right, too. Maybe dead would have been better. Anything would have been better than this.
Tomura shigaraki x Gf reader
๐smut
"A date? Why the hell do we have to go on a date...?" He scratched his neck, you couldn't tell what kind of expression he was looking at you with by the hand that covered his face. You and Tomura had a... complicated relationship. You declared your feelings to him shortly after joining the league and he accepted you. But he was always pretty uninterested in you in certain moments.
"Because we're a couple? Don't you want to spend time together tomara?" You question with a saddening tone. You love tomura but you can tell he didn't enjoy the same things you did at all.
"We spend plenty of damn time together." He said bluntly, scoffing and finally removing his hand from his face so he can look at you. He sat down in a couch and crossed his arms. "What's wrong with just sitting and talking? Why do we have to eat out somewhere?"
"You don't get tired of the same thing over and over again?" You tell him as you followed behind him sitting next to him not too close enough to give him his space.
He shrugged, looking down at his thighs for a moment before shifting his gaze back to you. His eyes trailed over your body and a smirk pulled at the corners of his lips.
"I guess not. You certainly don't get tired of being a pain in my ass though, heh."
You groan in frustration he didn't get you and you didn't get him but that didn't mean you gave up easily,
"Let's go out tomura..." you plea at him
He groaned back in annoyance and ran a hand through his messy hair.
"Fine, but only if you shut up. It's always "please this" and "please that" and "let's go here" with you. If you aren't saying some bullshit like that, you're complaining about some other stupid thing!"
His words hurt you it's not like he was wrong but you didn't do it to annoy him you just wanted him to feel the same joy you felt when you did whatever he wanted to do,
"Never mind we can just stay here..." you tell him trying to hide your pain, Of course, he noticed your expression. His eyes watched you closely, picking up on the slightest shift in your mood. He knew what he said hurt you. Hell, he was trying to. But seeing the way your face dropped was something he wasn't expecting. Tomura sighed and leaned back in the couch, looking away from you and rubbing his eyes.
"No... whatever. Fine. We can go out, just stop looking like that." He was trying his best not to sound like he cared.
"A-are you sure?.. I don't want you to be mad at me or anything..." you mumble underneath your breath with slight excitement in your voice, he was really considering going out with you...
A small scoff escaped his lips as he looked back at you, the same smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth again.
"Yeah, whatever, I'm not mad, idiot. I just don't get why you want to go somewhere so bad. Can't we just sit and watch a movie or something?"
"I don't know I just want to make ..." you mumble softly before you could finish your sentence afraid he might say your reasonings are stupid. you fiddle with your fingers trying to not look embarrassed, He raised a brow, looking at you in a confused yet curious manner. He could tell you were holding something back, and he was a bit frustrated that you weren't finishing your sentence. He leaned forward a bit, resting his elbows on his thighs as he kept his eyes on you.
"You just want to make what? Spit it out, 'll probably hate it whatever you say anyways."
"M-" your words budging in your throat you couldn't spit it out, but you knew you had to or he'd get irritated.
"M-make memories with you..." you let out,
Well that... was not at all what he was expecting. He expected your answer to be something stupid and annoying, but instead it was... somewhat endearing. For a moment he sat there in silence, looking at you with a blank expression as he processed your answer.
"Memories? You only want to go out so you can make memories with me? That's... stupid."
You knew he's say that and it didn't bother you since you had predicted it, sometimes you wish he's see your point of view on relationships this might be his first but it didn't mean he couldn't try.
"Y-yeah you're right..." you sigh
He raised a brow when you agreed with him. He expected you to argue with him or something, not just give in. It made him want to... not insult you? What the hell was wrong with him? He stared at you for a minute, his eyes narrowing slightly.
"Huh? So you agree that it's stupid? Why'd you even say it then? You want to make memories because it's something happy couples do, right?"
You turn in embarrassment you knew he didn't do what other couples did especially "happy" couples.
"I'm not sure..." you respond in a low voice
He rolled his eyes at your mumbled response, a smirk pulling at his lips yet again. He loved getting under your skin. He always found it slightly amusing how you got so easily flustered
"What, can't even look at me when you're answering? Tch, you're so weak, it's pathetic."
He said as he started shifting himself on the couch, slowly moving closer to you.
You turn up to look at him, as if you were a lost puppy trying to find your owner you didn't know what to tell him. Dealing with tomura meant dealing with names but you tried to not let them get to you. He chuckled softly when he saw the expression on your face. He shifted closer to you until he was basically pressed against you, his face now only a few inches from yours. A smirk tugged at his lips as he ran his finger under your chin, forcing you to look at him directly.
"Aww, I struck a nerve, huh? You get all shy when l insult you because you know they're all true, right? You're weak and pathetic, but you're always following me around like a dog."
You perk your lips feeling his hot breath below them,He slowly dragged his finger from your chin up to your bottom lip, gently running it across your soft skin. He couldn't help but notice the look you gave him he leaned in even closer, his face just barely hovering over yours.
"Always looking at me with those big round eyes and following me around, trying to get my attention. Like a dog, waiting for its owner to say something to it...โ
He chuckled as he heard you let out a soft gasp, watching as your face turned red. It was so fun messing with you, seeing how easily flustered you got over the simplest things. He leaned in a bit closer, his mouth now right next to your ear.
"And now look at you, you're a mess just because I got a few inches closer to you.You're too easy, you know that? I bet I could do anything I wanted to you right now and you'd let me."
He was right you would but you wouldn't admit it not right now atleast not while he was turning you on. It's silly getting turned on just by words.
"I-I'm not..." you let out
He smirked again as soon as you spoke. He knew you were trying to hide your true feelings, trying to act like you weren't desperate for his attention. He leaned back a little so he could look at your face again and see your expression as he spoke.
"Not what? A mess? Easy? You're both, doll. I can see it in the way you're looking at me right now. Your face is so red, it's cute."
You try to control yourself as he moves closer to you causing you to yelp as he caresses you cheek, He smirked at the small yelp you let out, finding it adorable. He loved how sensitive you were, how easy it was to get a reaction out of you. He moved the hand that was on your cheek so it was tangled into your hair, his nails gently scratching your scalp as he spoke.
"I'm barely even touching you and you're trembling. I bet I could just pin you down right here right now and you wouldn't fight back. You're so obedient, just like a good little pet~"
"T-tomura..." you let out a gasp as he pins you down looking at you beneath him feeling his pent up member hard onto your core, He chuckled as he heard the way you whined his name out to him, the way your voice got all needy because of him. Your voice was music to his ears.
"What's wrong, doll? Got no other words to say?"
He said as he leaned down to your ear again, gently biting your earlobe before moving his lips down to your neck.
You repeat his name as he places kisses on your sensitive skin causing you to treble.
You wanted him and he wanted you it was obvious they way his pants tightened around his shaft. The way his hips moved slowly around your core repeatedly...
He groaned against your skin as he felt your body squirmed underneath him. He continued leaving a trail of kisses on your neck, moving his lips down to the crook of it and nibbling on the skin. He let out another groan when he felt you say his name again, and his hips subconsciously started moving more against you.
"You're so easy, it's pathetic."
He said huskily as he let out another groan.
"I-I'm n-not!" You let out as his kisses weakened you. He chuckled, finding your stubbornness both cute and ridiculous. He started leaving smaller kisses along your jawline, getting closer to your mouth.
"Oh yes, you are. You get all whiny and flustered whenever I touch you. You get all shy and quiet when I get close to you. You're a mess right now, and I all I did was pin you down."
He said against your skin before biting gently on your jaw. "I'm not the o-only one !" You exclaim as you look at his thick hard member
He chuckled again when you spoke, before slowly moving up a bit to look down at you.
He smirked at the way you spoke so boldly all of a sudden, his eyes locking onto yours as he continued rubbing himself against you.
"Oh, really? You think you're not the only one acting like this? Then what about me, hm? What makes you think I'm flustered, doll?"
"Your hips... the way you're moving them on me" you let out a soft moan as he continues his motions. He froze as you pointed out the way his hips were moving against you, realizing that you were right and he was losing his cool. He let out a huffed breath, trying to compose himself. He didn't want to show any kind of weakness in front of you. Instead, he leaned down to give you one quick kiss on the lips, like some kind of distraction, before speaking.
"That's... it's just because you're making me like this, doll. You're so pathetic that I can't help but get a little riled up."โฆ "Im going to take you up like the slut you are and screw you untill you come undone" he says with his low raspy voice it turned you on so much. His words were blunt and vulgar, but they had a different effect on you than he would ve expected. They made you shiver, made your face turn redder than it was before, and caused a jolt of something in your lower stomach you hadn't felt before.
He saw the way you reacted to his words and the look on your face, a smirk crept onto his face as his eyes darkened. tomuras words fall from his lips like honey, you couldnโt help but feel something turn on inside you felt empty as if you needed him, needed him badly.
โtomura please.. p-please fuck me..โ you cry in despair begging for him asking him to do what youโve been expecting. He wouldnโt let you have what you wanted easily, you would have to work for it and hard. His lips formed a smirk as he replied โFine Iโll fuck you.. Iโll fuck you so hard youโll beg me for more..โ
You were relived, you were eager but before you could plea he spoke again.
โBut youโll have to work for it princess.. you have to prove to me how badly you want it ..โ he smirks as he lets you go and sits up undressing his lower half and sitting back down positioning himself with wide legs.
โSuck it.โ He commanded.
You did as you were told, But he wanted more. You slowly kiss the tip of his shaft tasting the pre cum leaking from his cock what made it even better were the grunts he let out when you touched his dick.
โf-fuck..โ he lets out, he doesnโt know why you have him like this you havenโt even put it inside your mouth and he wants to just forget about your punishment and fuck you but he knows you wonโt learn.
You start kissing his tip as you feel the pre cum on your lips the sweet but slightly sour flavor falls on your tongue like heaven.
โMy sweet fucking g-girl~โ he moans out โYou love my cock donโt you?โ He chuckles as you bob your head feeling his hard cock inside your mouth as it twitches, he grabs your hair gently but roughly as he pushes your head down even further hitting the back of your throat.
โMhm!!!โ You squeal as you felt his cock deeper inside your mouth tears start to form, your gag reflexes werenโt the best but it was enough to handle his size,
โMy pretty girl s-so pretty..โ you give a final bob as he finishes inside your mouth filling it with his seed, you felt yourself get wetter and wetter panties soaked.
He commands you to swallow every last drop before he helps you up and shoves you to the couch, his cock rubbing in your throbbing pussy.
โbeg for it.โ He says in a low raspy voice
Without a doubt you do as he says,
โP-please b-baby please!โ โJust fuck m-me!โ You beg hoping heโd hurry, hearing you beg turned him on and he sure was gonna fuck the voice out of you. He positions himself in front of your wet entrence causing you to moan causing music to his ears and he slowly enters himself as a way to make you suffer he was going to take his time with you pressuring you and make you wait for what you wanted.
โT-omura!โ You whine as you more your hips like a horny dog trying to make him move faster
โKeep trying and I wonโt put it in you brat..โ shigaraki a husky voice tells you in a serious voice he meant what he said.
You whimper you wanted him inside and when he was it drove you mad he thrusted in and out of your core causing you to moan like a mad woman it felt so good the way his cock cam in and out in and out in repeat pushing against your gummy walls and you tighten with each thrust,
โfuckfuck fuckkk..โ you moaned out in repeat your walls were clenching on him hard and he enjoyed ever last one he lived the way your eyes fooled back with tears on them the way your young made its way out panting rapidly as he pushed your lug towards your chest making even more access to your core.
โMy pretty little c-cuntโฆโ. He let out with grunts
โFucking mine..โ he smiled at your figure, you felt yourself cumming soon pleading for his seen deep inside you,
โp-please p-please cum inside me!!!โ You whined as his final thrusted in you spreading his seed all over your walls
โFUCK!!โ He yelled as he panted slowly trying to gain his breath he feel beside you as his eyes were searching for something to cover you with.
He soon found a blanket and got up to get it sitting down as he commanded you to lay on his side while covering both of you as you fell asleep in his chest.
As you felt asleep he looked at your weak figure the way it was fragileโฆ he loved the way you look like a lost puppy in need of a home loved the way you begged and plead underneath himโฆ.
Fuck.
He was hard again.
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