Do Y'all Ever Think About How Fucking Creepy Quintessence Ghouls Are? It All Seems So Innocent At First

Adding to this, I remember being in third or fourth grade, I'm not too sure, I had had an argument with my only friend, and I spent the day walking around the playground and singing to myself about how only the school, the fucking building, was my friend.

I look back on that and now understand why I'm a people pleaser

There's no lonelier feeling than thinking that a building is your only friend.

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

do you know your paternal grandfather?

“you’re always crashing out” god forbid i have a hobby

the thing about being nonbinary is that you really do start to forget that other people have such strict walls around what is and isn’t allowed for genders. i thought we all agreed that we made that up. could you climb out of the cave real quick and feel the sunshine for a minute.

btw there's no hard barriers between any queer identities- where one identity ends and another begins, they meld together, creating a gradient between the two, and every other identity around it. it's one big gradient, not rigid boxes that can never be touched by one another. queerness involves embracing those gray areas, celebrating them, and the lives of people who occupy them. being unique does not involve casting away those who are similar to you- there are no barriers between different queers, we are all part of the the same beautiful tapestry.

Rain and his bass

Could use some luck

I feel like we've all seen this pic by now but it's been haunting me, lately. Like yeah, "omg Dew boot so small, he tiny" YES I KNOW AND I AGREE. BUT!!! Look at literally everything else???

There's five uniforms and five pair of boots, this is the men's changing room. Copia doesn't get changed with them, you can't see a single piece of his costumes.

This is Pre-Impera because that's the only time they used the capes on stage for the guys. The fact that there's a whole bag of gloves right there makes me wonder if this was for a photoshoot, since the gloves were never used on stage as far as I could find, but the cable in the case makes me doubt that.

Shirts are sprawled around, I wonder who put them there and why they're not on hangers like the other pieces.

You can see that the vests on the rack have shoulder patches and the ones in the closet case don't, which means that they are removable. You already know that if you've been following me a while, I made a whole post talking about how much I hate velcro. It must be partly to preserve them, which makes me wonder how expensive they were to make.

In the far right corner, you can also see that the jackets are stored withour shoulder pads. This is 100% to protect them and save space since they aren't flexible.

You can also see that some shirts in the case visibly have ruffles at the cuffs, while others don't. Since this is Pre-Impera, the one with ruffles is either Rain's, Aether's or Swiss'.

The second to last jacket on the rack is Dew's, you can see white stitching at the cuffs and he's the only one who has that.

I dunno why, I also love seeing the costumes about to be used and the extras they have for wash days and in case something breaks.

I gotta admit, though... I have no idea what this is and it's driving me insane.

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