I Am So Hard Right Now Actually

Me acting surprised when, I become attracted to the most vile unredeemable villain, again.

I sat down to write out a timeline for my Au/Rewrite of Murder Drones and UUUGH I'm so excited to put all of this down in written form!!

I wanted to add extra lore and depth to characters I felt lacked it, as well as a spooooky backstory to the JCJenson company as a whole

If you want to follow the progress and development of "Disassembly Required", let me know! I'll start a taglist if that's something people are interested in :)

I'm so serious I need them so bad it's not even funny

I'm trying to Omega on their Verse so hard (They need to be pregnant and it NEEDS TO BE MINE)

“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

Shout out to my friend who drew me pregnant with my husband Kylar's baby because I won't shut up about this greasy loser of a man 🫶🫶

Who wants to see me rank the men from my favorite abuse anime?? 🫠🫠

The bond between a girl and her favorite fictional man? That shit’s toxic, but in the best way. It’s this messed-up, all-consuming obsession where she’ll go to war for a man who doesn’t even exist—like, literally fight someone for talking shit about him. She knows he’s a red flag with legs, but she’s ready to unpack his trauma and let him ruin her life, because he gets her in ways real guys never could. He’s everything she wants and everything she should probably stay the hell away from, but fuck it. It’s not about logic; it’s about the fantasy of someone who’s so broken, they’d burn the whole world down just to love her.

It’s painful, because she knows he’ll never be real, but that doesn’t stop her from falling harder every damn time she opens the book, watches the show, or reads another fanfic. And yeah, it hurts like hell, but it’s a beautiful kind of hurt. The kind that makes her want to scream and cry and laugh all at once.

Because no real guy could ever compare to that kind of perfectly fucked-up perfection. (And cause he will fuck you till you can't think straight)

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Oc x Oc ship when