I LOVED💯💯💋

My dream for this year is to be dead……I don’t care how, just dead

finally made some alien stage fanart! I was inspired from the eye panel trend on tiktok so i did my lil spin on it ^^

adult tianshan has my entire heart

my day be so fine then boom ivantill alien stage

This is so cute, omg!(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

the butch/femme scene of 1990s san francisco by chloe sherman

It's amazing how I followed all of this, I'M CRYING❤️‍🩹(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)

ALL OF TIANSHAN KISSES:

𝜗𝜚 — girls are beautiful creations, every single one of us.

These details are so beautiful

I love these details that honey-with-pancake

This is the most I’ve ever talked about a new chapter. Guess I’ve been ‘starved’ for too long lol.

So I have read an amazing and really interesting analysis from @yoma.pudu on IG that I eagerly wanna share. I would paraphrase it and add some of my own thoughts in.

They say that Mo is a person who prefers being alone and independent, but now he has made a change by accepting moving in invitation of He Tian. And when he pauses when he notices his dirty sneakers. That pause is not only out of respect for Tian’s clean space, but also because he still feels out of place, like he doesn’t quite ‘fit in’ where he is.

However, instead of backing down, he just brushes off the dirt he brought in from outside so he can continue. I think it reflects Old Xian’s intention of showing that Mo has become ‘better’ as he has promised to He Tian, although he’s still unable to overcome his insecurities. But now, Mo no longer evades the issues and let them hold him back from pursuing his desires, which clearly is being with He Tian, just as the dirty shoes no longer stop him from stepping inside. He just removes the obstacles and gets rid of the issues to move forward. Because after all the separations and reunions, he realizes that if he doesn’t seize the opportunity and be honest with himself out of fear, he will miss out on He Tian once again, and this time, it might be for a lifetime. Perhaps the fear of being apart had become so unbearable and overwhelming, it overshadows Mo’s insecurities and self-doubt, and the thought hurts so much, just thinking how Mo had to endure it the whole time period when he had to start growing up by himself and facing this world on his own without He Tian’s company 🥹

And Yoma says that when Mo asks He Tian for slippers and explains why he hesitates to step inside, he indirectly acknowledges that he intends to stay. There’s no ‘no’ or any directed rejection. It’s just a need to adapt, to belong without imposing.

For He Tian, he understands what Mo’s thinking without the need for words, and he doesn’t care if the sneakers are dirty, because the only thing that matters, the most important thing, is that Mo has decided to be with him. It has always been his longing dream for Mo to open up to him, and now, the reality exceeds everything he ever longed for. So without hesitation, he straightforwardly expresses that Mo belongs here, with him, in ‘their home’, unconditionally.

I really wanna say thank to @yoma.pudu because their analysis is so heart touching and satisfying 🥹 I hope you guys enjoy reading this. I promise this would be my last yap on this chapter 🤣

Cigarette is life(⁠>⁠0⁠<)

YES TO CIGARETTES!!

OMG I NEED SOMEONE! THIS IS SO CUTE😭

No because he is cooking and He Tian is in his back playing the guitar? Do we realize how FAR we've come???? GUYS