Alternate Universe Where I Literally Just To Go To School Forever (for Free) So I Can Just Learn About

I'm letting you go.

I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kind of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself

when did “it’s ok I can kill myself at any time” become my go-to method for dealing with minor stress

This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.

Suicide is not pretty. It’s not a “beautifully sad ending”. It’s never a pretty view, no matter the method. It’s an act of killing oneself. It’s horrible, heartbreaking and GRAPHIC. It’s not pretty, a “beautiful disaster”. It’s your mother crying herself to sleep and slowly depleting, not being able to even say your name without breaking down. It’s your father drinking to forget the pain and never coming home because you’re not there anymore. It’s your siblings thinking what they did wrong and didn’t do to help you, putting the blame on themselves despite what you have written in your suicide letter. It’s your friends who curse themselves for not seeing the signs and skipping school because they’ll never be able to see you or talk to you. It’s your school holding an assembly to mourn your death and your teachers thinking if they pushed you too hard. It’s the person who finds you traumatised for life. Suicide affects SO MANY PEOPLE AROUND YOU. It’s NOT PRETTY, NO BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY, IT’S HORRIBLE! IT’S THE WORST THING YOU COULD DO!

and yet, despite all that, we still make the choice to end our lives; even so, that does NOT make suicidal people and people who have committed suicide cowards.

Sorry, I really needed to put this out there, I have a lot on my mind right now.

It's time for you to start taking the necessary steps to become that version of yourself that you can't stop dreaming about.

wildd

like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit