when did “it’s ok I can kill myself at any time” become my go-to method for dealing with minor stress
I am a terrible combination of “whatever happens, happens” and “If everything doesn’t go according to plan, I will vaporize”
McDonald’s has their 20 piece chicken nuggets on the 2 for $3 menu right now. You’re supposed to mix and match items, but there’s nothing stopping you from getting 2 orders of them for $3. Which means, for the low, low price of $9.63, I just got 120 chicken nuggets. The lady asked me three times if I was sure I wanted that many, and then when I rolled up to the window, she looked in my backseat like she expected to see four kids there, but it was just me. I took my 120 chicken nuggets home and ate them all, and I gotta say, this is what life is all about.
like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit
“No one asks if I’m okay and I’m both grateful and disappointed.”
— me
I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kind of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself