Envyofthegods

this is the funniest charlie post ive ever read i can literally hear it good BYE

Charlie: Forgive me Father, for I have sinny-sin-sinned.

Art by Serafino Macchiati (1861-1916)

the first time i watched this scene i found it funny when todd thew up but now when i watch i get it... this scene genuinely makes me feel sick to my stomach in the most heart aching gut wrenching way 

this sequence absolutely breaks me bc todd was taking in the beautiful scenery and wanted to share the moment with neil out of habit but then he turns around, searches through the dps members and remembers neil is gone now and becomes physically sick realizing he’s lost his best friend and lover... this seems like a basic insight of the film but i didn’t understand the emotional depth of the scene until my second watch

anyway, so i made gifs of my favourite parts of dead poets in nyc while procrastinating studying :)

loml

Louis officially sets the World Record for the most sold tickets for livestreamed concert by a solo male artist. [The event raised more than $1 million (£755,000) for four charities – Crew Nation, FareShare, Stagehand and the Bluebell Wood Children’s Hospice – with Tomlinson’s own touring crew also receiving a portion of the proceeds after being out of work since March 2020 owing to the COVID-19 pandemic.]

what if we kissed... while carving pumpkins.. and while baking those halloween sugar cookies with spooky shapes on them... hahah i’m just kidding.,,.. unless..??

I just want a significant other who's my age and who looks like he just came out of dead poet's society like please that's all I ask for

was bored

dress up just to study, chew on the caps of your highlighters while you scribble notes in the margins of your books, put your feet up on your desk and drink cinnamon tea with too much sugar, learn calligraphy and write your favorite quotes on pages of old books and tape them to your wall, drink wine and read in the bath and use that bathbomb you keep forgetting is in your cabinet, play your favorite music play classical music play music from the 20s and dance down your hallway just because, call your friends and read aloud like each word is the most important one on the page, see if you can light enough candles to not need to use a lamp and open your window even though it’s cold, go for a walk and see if you can take a turn you haven’t taken before, live life as a challenge of how fun and dramatic a tiny world can be

i wholeheartedly believe that neil’s death ruined todd and that he never would have recovered. he spent the rest of his life with his guard up being haunted by what neil did and was never able to fully trust anyone ever again