Just Saw ST: TFS And Wrote This Lovely Little Fic:

Just saw ST: TFS and wrote this lovely little fic:

Henry had caused her to fall, Henry probably just killed her. He glances down his arm still outstretched just as it was a moment ago. Patty laid at the bottom of the rafters, costume still on. She didn't move as the other cast members crowded around her, that's what scared Henry the most. Patty and him, they were supposed to run away together, to find Patty's mom. Patty was so excited when he told her about this, to think they really had planned that. Now he had ruined it. He still didn't fully process what has just happened as he stared at Brenner. Brenner caused this, no..he caused this. Brenner was after him and, he..killed Patty in the process. He truly was a killer, a monster, just as Brenner had said. Tears sprung in Henry's eyes as he slowly began to crawl to Brenner, that was the only person who didn't hate him now, right? He let a sob out as he abandoned the life he once knew, who knew at least he would be useful know. The only person who didn't hate him after they knew the truth. Henry murdered his family, his sister in cold blood. No one should have been able to forgive that, except Brenner. As Henry got closer and closer to Brenner, his arms aching and knees bleeding, a part of him died. A part of him died when Patty fell from those rafters. This was the best he was going to get now, the closest to salvation, and he was going to take it.  He gave in that night, and stopped fighting, because his reason to fight was gone. 

Henry sits in his cell, fresh electric shock wounds bearing their ugly face on his neck. He curls up in the corner of his cell, that night jumping its way into his head again. Does he regret his decision to go back to Brenner? Yes, but no one else would accept him in such a state, not anymore. Then again barely anyone accepted him when he was a kid, so was it really that different? He probably deserved all of this after everything he did, oh how he did deserve this. A sob claws its way through Henry's throat as he tries to ignore it. He is never going to get out of here, and that's good for everyone else.  And Henry won't get anything good now, not even death, because of that night.