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Those who I thought as cruel people turned out to be those with a good heart. And those who I thought as kind people turned out to be the most scary and unkind people I ever know. Life hit me hard once again.

So the club I am part of is planning on doing some projects and they're apparently looking for program director to lead the programs. I would like to apply myself for the position but I am so scared of doing it. Because of some not good events from my past, I could seem to bring myself forward for any kind of events. I am scared that I'm going to be lost with no help or get myself stressed while working on the project. What if I really got lost without any help? What if I fail to finish the project and embarrass my advisor too? These questions are torturing me. I don't think I can ever stand my lecturer or my educator looking at me with that humiliating face as if I'm useless one more time. I don't even have any friends or just anyone to rely on. I really really wish to overcome this fear of mine. But it's too hard to do it. It's very scary despite my desire. What should I do?

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There are days I want to get back to my safe nest as soon as possible at all cost. There are also days I don't want to go back to that place yet. And that day is today. I would like to go out to see the world and return as late as possible. I wish that miracle would happen and make me smile today 🤞 And I really wish I had a friend

I'm sorry dear future me, but i gave up. Forgive me please if you can.

저 수많은 별을 맞기 위해 난 떨어졌던가  

저 수천 개 찬란한 화살의 과녁은 나 하나 ~~

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But did I fall so that i could be hit by those countless stars?

I'm the only target to the thousand of those radiant arrows~~

P.S : Zoom in to see the stars 💫😁

30/9/2022 ⚔🛡

Just posting 🤭🤫

So today I saw Zul (my classmate) drinking this one tamarind drink i used to drink when I was small so I asked him where to get that drink. He told me to buy it from the vending machine in front of library. So after submitting my physics workbook i walked all the way down using 'tangga 4 flat' to the vending machine in front of library. But the drink was not there. IT WAS EMPTY.

Then iI texted Zul asking where's the drink. He said he forgot to tell me that he bought the last one.

But then he suggested me to go to the vending machine in front of biology unit. So for that one drink i climbed again 'tangga 4 flat' and went to the vending machine in front of biology unit. *THANK GOD IT WAS THERE !* So i bought it and went to my dorm happily. It felt like my hardwork didnt went into vain. It was worth all the sweat i dropped. The End. Thank you for listening to me so far. Bye Bye. Im now happy with my drink.

This one small bottle made me so happy 😆

I'm tired of surviving. I want to start living.