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Sometimes, it is not always what you see or what you hear. There's always more to it. And never a single time I felt included. No. Not even once. Maybe that's why I wasn't so fond of it. Or maybe that's why I want to leave. You have be selfish sometimes in order to save yourself. And in this case, I'll always choose myself. Because for me, it was never us. It has always been them.
The day my sticker completely disappear, I'll remove myself from this too. Unless, I feel included at least by then.
STARS đŤ
I went with my friend that night to watch the stars. I was so wonderfully great. The sky with twinkling stars. But due to light pollution we couldnt see the stars clearly. The sky was too bright. But from the pictures my friend took I could see the stars clearly. Those are the pictures i attached here. He even gave me a brief about the names of the stars. He looked so excited. Me too. I wanted to see the stars more clearly. I was quite sad but I was glad that I made the decision to follow my friend on that night to see the stars. We got to see the scorpion constellation through the pictures my friend took (If you look closely you can find scorpion too in one of the picture above). He also showed me jupiter and anterus stars. Jupiter was shining so brightly next to the moon. Now I've added one more thing to my bucket list that is to camp under stars and fall asleep while watching them. I want to do that before i die. Whatever yesterday's night (14/09/19) was so great.
There were days while I was in matriculation that I never wish to go back to again. But now it feels like those days are repeating. But now, the only difference is that I'm not crying every day.
I said nevermind to four people today. You know now why i dont ask for help from anyone. đ
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