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Javier Peña x f!reader
Summary: A few little coincidences give you an opportunity to get to know Javi outside of work.
Pairing: Javier Peña x f!reader
Warnings: Smut, flirting, fingering/mutual touching, dirty talk, oral (f receiving), protected PIV, smoking, forced proximity ish, Spanish translations at the end
Word count: 7k Rating: 18+ AO3
Javi was right. All you needed was, in fact, a refresher for Spanish. With his help, but mostly the textbook and dictionary you've spent your last three weeks worth of evenings with, your Spanish has gotten good enough to where you can read the majority of letters you receive with only a few breaks here and there to pull up the dictionary.Â
Youâre not telling Javi that, though, because the dumb little crush you have on him makes the words on the paper in front of you turn into an incoherent mess of letters when heâs in the room, and he always spots you looking at it like itâs your first day on the job, smirks a little, goes about his day, then pulls up his chair at five PM, ready to tutor.Â
But to your dismay, you show up at work this morning to see Steve sitting in his chair again, back from Miami. Showâs over you think to yourself as you say hi to him and Javi, walking past them to find yourself a new desk in the corner of the room. You unpack your things and brainstorm, trying to think up another way to innocently flirt with Javi now that these Spanish lessons have nowhere to take place, not with the two agents working overtime most days, leaving Javi with no time for you and your stupid little problems.Â
âLooks like weâll have to move your tutoring session today,â you hear Javi say before pulling up next to you and leaning against your desk with his arms folded, subtly tilting his head towards Steve. It quickly dawns on you that heâs taking time out of his day for you, even now that heâs likely busy again, and it makes your heart race. âIâll take my lunch break at noon, meet you here then?â he suggests, and you feel yourself perspire from his attention on you, dark brown eyes tracking your every move and looking straight into your eyes when you smile, shyly saying suena bien and try not to blush.Â
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âNos ha llamado la atenciĂłnâ he says, tracing the words on the letter with his index finger, then looks up at you, âDime lo que dijeâ. You look at him, blink a few times, look down at the letter again, narrow your eyes and try to gesture at your confusion. âTell me what I saidâ he repeats, and you give him a sheepish smile, shrugging carefully.Â
He tilts your chin up and whispers, âGotta pay closer attentionâ, before his eyes flick down to your lips for just a split second, and back up. You can feel your face getting hot, hoping and praying youâre not visibly blushing as you look into his eyes.Â
His hand is still under your chin, and he spreads his fingers to grasp your jaw and gently turn your face to the paper. âWhat does this sentence mean?â he asks again, and points to the top of the letter. âTh-.. Uhhâ you stutter and look up at him again.Â
He chuckles a little, looks up and down your face, and chews on the inside of his lip for a second before he gets up and takes a few steps over to a bookshelf, pulling out a dictionary and tossing it onto the table with a loud thud. âLook it upâ he says and snaps his fingers before he sits back down, and you follow his orders, flipping through the pages and finding each word one by one, writing them all down in your notebook.Â
âItâs been brought to our attentionâ you say slowly as you look at your notes, âNos ha llamado la atenciĂłn, nos ha llamado la atenciĂłnâ. You turn your head up and look at him, repeating the sentence, âNos ha llamado la atenciĂłnâ.Â
âMuy bienâ he says with a smile, and watches you as you use the dictionary to translate the next sentence, picking up a few words you recognize from the previous lesson.Â
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Youâre not entirely sure why Javi had to move your tutoring session, considering itâs five PM now and heâs still sitting at his desk, pouring over some documents, but you figure he has his reasons, not point in trying to prod. Everyone else has left and you're still there, all other offices are dark and empty, but you still have a stack of documents to go through before you can think about going home for the night, knowing more will pile up tomorrow.Â
How is there so much paperwork? You canât help but wonder if maybe you really are here just to file, if there truly are this many letters coming in that need to be read and sorted. It still doesnât make a lot of sense no matter how you spin it. Why don't they have an intern? You look up when a thought strikes you - you probably didn't read the contract and now youâre actually a fucking intern and you just didnât realize until now cause you spaced out so hard looking at that guyâs hairline. Shit.
âCome on, letâs go get something to eatâ you hear Javi say, startling you a little and snapping you back from your thought spiral. He stands up and you stay seated, your head tilted up at him and your brows knitted in disbelief. âNow?â you ask, and point to the documents in front of you. âThis is your work I'm doing, if you didnât realizeâ.Â
âExactlyâ he says, pulling his blazer off the back of the chair before snatching the pen from your hand and tossing it onto the table, âIt can waitâ. You look at the letter in front of you, still not having much of a clue what it says, and slowly shake your head.Â
âJavi..â you sigh. âI really need to get this done, itâll just be another..â, you look at your watch and feel defeated already, âHour, maybe?â. âYouâre gonna stay here till almost six, unpaid?â he asks with narrowed eyes and a condescending smile. âI guess..â is all you have in response.Â
âYou donât even know what that letter saysâ, he points to the document on the desk before folding his arms, his face full of amusement. âYes, I do, Javiâ you argue, knowing itâs a lie and that youâve been staring at it for twenty minutes, a sudden influx of new words you couldnât seem to familiarize yourself with flooding the page. âTell me thenâ he says and raises an eyebrow, tilting his head to the side and waiting for you.Â
You groan and squint at the paper, making out a few words but not nearly enough to figure out the sentence. âItâs something about a meeting, next week, with the ambassadorâ you say with your hands at your sides, shrugging a little. He cranes his neck for a second to look at the paper. âItâs about the embassyâs janitorial servicesâ he says, dryly yet amused.Â
You close your eyes and try to gather the will to argue, to translate, to work - to do anything, really. You glance around the room and, in the corner of your eye, you can see him put his hands flat on your desk next to you and lean over, hovering close to you. âStop fighting me on thisâ he whispers, and you tilt your head up, catching his gaze.
You both stay like that for a few moments, half a smile tugging at the corner of his lip and you struggling to resist his coaxing. He glances down at your lips, then quickly looks back up, âLet me do something nice, youâve done all this filing for me and I feel badâ
Then he tilts his head towards the door, stands up and straightens his jacket, and you scoot the chair back with a screeching sound before you rise, pushing off the armrests and looking at him unamused as you grab your bag and follow him out of the office.Â
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âWhat are you in the mood for?â he asks as you stand next to the cash register, looking at the menu and understanding all the words but getting so distracted by the scent of Javiâs cologne that you canât think. âSurprise meâ you say with a smile, what an amazing save, and he orders for you while you gaze at his side profile, lips parted and eyes wide. He looks so good in that collared, white t-shirt that it should be illegal.Â
âSo,â he says, interrupting himself to take a drag from his cigarette while he watches you take the last few bites of your food, his already inhaled while you rambled about your life the past seven years and asked for advice on how to feel like less of an idiot at the embassy and in a new country. âWhat made you decide to work in.. Filing et cetera after all that time in school?âÂ
âI didn't decideâ you say, covering your mouth and huffing a laugh with your mouth full, âI applied for a few jobs at the embassy, interviewed, they said Iâd get one of three jobsâ. You swallow and push your hair back over your shoulder, straightening a little in your chair. âAnd then, two weeks before I was moving, they told me Iâd be doing admin work.. But Iâd already made all the arrangements, you know? I gave up my apartment, took all these Spanish classes, bought plane tickets.. The embassy had already gotten an apartment for me. Figured it was better than staying in my hometown, even if I was just doing âfiling etceteraâ as you so nicely put itâ.Â
He looks at you and nods as you talk, takes a drag and flicks off the ashes as he casts his gaze down for a second. âAngelinaâs gonna get firedâ he says, and looks off into the distance before his eyes flick back to yours. âThe advisor?â you ask, vaguely remembering a woman in a pants suit you think might be her.Â
âMhmâ, he takes one last drag and stumps the cigarette, âYou're probably here to take over for herâ. Your eyes shift a little side to side, and you canât quite make sense of the very straightforward sentence he just uttered. âWhy is she getting fired?â you ask, feeling like you shouldnât even be privy to this information at all.Â
He takes a breath and leans back, throwing his arm over the chair next to him, frowns and shrugs a little before he answers. âDoesnât really give a shit about her job and it shows.. Nothing gets done in her department, always late, constant complaints lodged against herâ.Â
âWhy me, though?â you question, genuinely baffled by his theory, âIâm just a lowly.. Office-admin-paper-person, I donât know..â. He leans forward and over the table, scanning your face up and down, âDo you think they'd send some idiot down here and pay for their apartment, just so they can run around sorting letters for god knows how long, doing shit Murphy and I should be doing?â. He pauses for a second and tilts his head, âCome onâ.Â
Thereâs no fucking way, you think. Sure, you have the qualifications, you had an interview for an adjacent job that went well. Very well, actually, so well you were sure youâd gotten the job until the admin bomb was dropped on you and you assumed a better fit had suddenly swooped in and they changed their minds last minute. Why would they suddenly want you for this?
âHow do you know? How-â, you shake your head a little and lean in, âAre you supposed to know that?â. âI can tellâ he answers and clears his throat, âI sit in meetings with her and people from her department all the time. Sheâs had two strikes and theyâre waiting for a third so she can get canned, simple as thatâ. Â
Your eyes dart around the room a little, across the chairs and tables in the restaurant, the other customers, the trees outside blowing in the wind. Javi's eyes are on you the entire time, but he doesnât say anything until your gaze travels back to him again. âAmbassador will want someone to take over immediately andâ, he turns his hands a little, gesturing towards you, âThere you areâ.Â
âWhy me?â you ask with a grimace, waiting for a serious, legitimate reason youâd suddenly be getting this job, this much better job, more demanding and better paid, actually challenging, with real responsibilities. He chuckles a little and looks between your eyes, studies you a little. âYou're capable, intelligent, organizedâ he says, âGood at talking to people, have your shit together.. Why not you?â
You donât get the opportunity to answer before the waitress comes by and drops the check on the table. You reach over and grab it, earning you a dirty look from Javier. âYouâre not payingâ he says, almost condescendingly but with a hint of a laugh, and rips the check out of your hand.Â
You roll your eyes, mutter thanks, Javi and lift your hand to your cheek, rest your elbow on the table and look out of the window, onto the street, while he pays for dinner. He drives you back to the embassy and you say goodnight, lingering for a little in front of the door to your car, him standing close to you, until someone drives into the empty parking lot and he takes a step back. You smile and get in, about to put your key in the ignition when it suddenly hits you that thereâs a planned power outage in your building this week.Â
Not this week, today.Â
It also hits you that you got a notice regarding the outage under your door last week and had spent the evening translating it. You lean your forehead into the steering wheel and sit there for a few seconds, trying to figure out whether you should get a hotel somewhere for the night, when youâre startled by a tapping on the window, and you turn to see Javi standing outside.Â
You roll your window down and he leans into the door, bending over until heâs nearly eye level with you as you shake your head and tell him about the outage. âStay at my place tonight,â he says and taps the door, âWeâll go to yours and get your stuff, then Iâll drive you to and from work tomorrowâ. You lean into the steering wheel again, weighing your options, but realize this is probably the safest, regardless of how inappropriate it might be.Â
Javi unlocks the door to his apartment and nods for you to walk in first, and your eye is immediately caught by the large windows in his living room as well as the sizable balcony stretching from one corner to the other. âYou have a balcony!â you exclaim, realizing you sound way too excited, and even though itâs dark out, you pad over to the glass and peer through it, looking at the city lights.Â
âYupâ you hear him say, equal parts amused and confused. âMan,â you say as you keep staring out, âAll I see from my place is trees, tops of buildings and flashing lights from restaurants on the street, not all thisâ. Javi gets on the couch and flips the TV on, clicking through the channels and landing on some sort of show while you look out of the window for another minute, then coming over to him and sitting down.Â
âFree Spanish lessonâ he says and glances at you, and you roll your eyes before turning to the screen and trying to understand whatâs going on. You get comfortable after a while and find yourself understanding more and more, only catching Javi occasionally looking at you from a few feet away, out of the corner of your eye. An hour or so goes by before you start to yawn and look at the time, and Javi is quick to say that you can have his bed and heâll sleep on the couch.Â
âNo, noâ you say, waving your hand, âDonât make me feel like a burden, Javi, Iâm totally comfortable sharing your bed if you donât mind itâ. He tilts his head a little side to side, trying to look like heâs mulling it over. âIf you insistâ he says and flips the TV off, then helping you up and showing you where the bathroom is. You grab your toiletries and a t-shirt from your bag and head in to get ready for bed, listening to Javi brush his teeth in the kitchen sink while you quietly peek around in his cabinets a little, just to see if thereâs anything interesting to find - which there unfortunately isnât.Â
Javi is already in bed, bare chested and stretching his arms when you come out of the bathroom. You smile shyly, walking around to the other side, unable to ignore his eyes following you as you slip into the sheets a respectful distance away from him. Two feet, maybe, itâs a pretty big bed after all, much too big for just one person.Â
âThanks for letting me stay overâ you say, pulling up the blanket and sweeping your hair up over the pillow, trying not to look at him, knowing that the awareness of him laying next to you, both of you half naked, will keep you up for hours if you think about it too hard.Â
If you think just a little too much about what he might be like in bed. How we might use his hands and lips and tongue on you, how he might feel inside you. You try to quiet your thoughts, try to breathe through your mouth so you don't feel yourself getting wet from his proximity. âAnytimeâ he groans and reaches over to turn the lamp on the nightstand off, âSweet dreamsâ.Â
You squeeze your eyes shut and lay completely still in the quiet, dark bedroom, trying to ignore the ache between your legs that rises every time you inhale and smell his cologne on the blanket right below your nose. You push it down a little, wrap it tightly around your chest, and you cool off for a second before you feel him shifting next to you and he throws his arm over his head.Â
A whiff hits you as he groans quietly and settles - an unmistakable, masculine, musky whiff coming from under his arm, the inevitable sweat from merely existing in BogotĂĄ combined with the cologne thatâs been developing on his skin under the suit, which is already intoxicating enough without the added pheromones, making your core tighten at the scent. Â
âI havenât had sex in ten monthsâ you suddenly whisper, and you wince as the words leave your mouth. How the fuck did that make it past the filter? A silence follows, and youâre not quite sure whether you prefer for him to have heard you or not.Â
âWha-, sorry, did you say something?â he murmurs. âI said I haven't had sex in ten monthsâ you repeat, admitting defeat and feeling your heart thumping. âIs this-â, you can hear him shifting towards you but you look at the ceiling, unwilling to make eye contact. âAre you.. trying.. to seduce me?â he asks, sounding amused.Â
âJavi..â you mutter, and he can probably sense how hard youâre rolling your eyes at him. âWorth a shotâ he says, and you can tell heâs moments away from laughing. âIâm just telling you in case I crawl on you in my sleep or somethingâ, you say, surrendering your hands with your eyes still closed, âDon't- donât take it personallyâ. Thereâs another bout of silence, and you can feel your heartbeat all the way down in your stomach.
âWhy don't you just.. Crawl on me now then,â he suggests softly, âWonât matter if you do it in your sleep if youâre already hereâ. You donât answer his question out loud, but you scoot over to him and lay your head on his chest, taking a deep breath and getting overwhelmed by the scent of him, making you jerk your hips a little and throw your leg over his to hide your reaction.
âDonât take this personallyâ he mocks, and reaches around to lay his hand on your back, starting to stroke the skin that's been exposed from your t-shirt riding up as you shifted around. You lay still for a while, or what seems like a while, feeling his warm palm stroking you soothingly and molding to the curves of your back as you relax into his chest, inching your pelvis a little closer to him, noticing your panties make contact with his boxers, and trying to brush it off as just shifting around.Â
His hand lowers a little, sweeps down to your lower back and keeps gently rubbing. You whimper a little at the touch and hope he didnât hear it, but his hand stills at the noise, right above the waistband of your panties. You close your eyes again and try to somehow reel in your aching for more, take back the wetness that already soaked your panties and at this point is most likely dampening the fabric of his boxers. Hopefully he canât feel it.Â
He squeezes a little and your hips roll in response, your breath hitches, and you ask yourself where your self control went when you suddenly feel his hand wrap around your jaw before your head is tilted up, his lips meet yours, and heâs kissing you, parting your lips and licking into your mouth. Fuck, he's a good kisser.
Your hand quickly leaves his chest and your fingers find his curls, tugging at them and hearing him groan. His hand slips down, your thong getting caught between his fingers, and he pulls the lace covered string down until he reaches the swell of your ass. He covers as much of it as he can with his large hand, uses his grip on your flesh to move you subtly, pulling you up and pushing you back down so your clit drags against the wet fabric of your panties that have absolutely leaked onto his boxers by now.
Another whimper escapes, this one long and drawn out, into his mouth. âLet's take these offâ he whispers, and you nod in response while he traces the top of your panties, making you shiver when his fingers pass below your belly button. He hooks two fingers into the strap and moves his hand a little back and forth again, brushing the back of his fingers along your hip.Â
Your eyes have gotten used to the dark now, and the light coming in through those pesky venetian blinds illuminate him just enough to where you can watch him as he slides your panties down your legs, tosses them off the side of the bed, and comes back with a hand going up your shirt as he leans down to kiss you again.Â
His palm brushes up against your firm nipple and he hums in acknowledgement, retracting his hand to bunch up your shirt and pull it over your head. âI gotta see thisâ he mutters and turns on the lamp on his bedside table, casting a warm light all over the bed, allowing you to see how intensely heâs looking at you. You could never get tired of those eyes on you.Â
He lets his hand drag down your side as he licks and kisses along the side of your neck, takes in your curves, travels all the way down, as far as he can reach, and squeezes your flesh. He watches your eyes as he traces up your inner thigh, stops right at the apex, and ghosts his fingertips along your slit, seeing how your lips part and your eyes widen.Â
âTen months, huh?â, his voice is so raspy, so deep and dark, and it reverberates through your entire body when he speaks, âThatâs a long timeâ. âYeahâ you whisper with a hint of a laugh. âYou wanna keep that streak going or?â he asks smugly with his eyes trained on your lips. âDoes it seem like I do?â you respond breathlessly, still half smiling.Â
âNot reallyâ he says, and plunges one finger deep into you. The moan you let you is embarrassingly loud and desperate, and he chuckles in response. âFucking tight, though, huh?â he mutters while working in another finger. He slides them in and out, pausing deep inside you to curl them at the spot where you want him the most, your slick running down along his fingers and into his palm, and he kisses and bites your lower lip as you moan into him, unable to close your mouth.Â
The sensation of his thick fingers is overwhelming after nearly a year of trying and failing to reach the crevice heâs so effortlessly rubbing now. âSo good, Javi, so goodâ you whimper into his mouth, nipples hardening and pussy throbbing, desperately needing release. Then he kisses along your jaw and down your neck while he listens to your little noises, pushing his clothed erection into the side of your thigh.Â
You pull at his waistband and he moves to retract his fingers, soaked and dripping, pulling his soft pajama pants off with one hand. You glance over as he leans down again and returns his fingers to your opening, slipping inside and curling. The blanket has slid off, down to the mattress, and heâs laying completely bare while his cock lightly bobs from how hard he is.Â
He lets you take him in, pressing a kiss to your forehead while you stare at him, at the wet head, precome leaking from the slit and threatening to drip down, a few thick veins running from the tip, down his overwhelming length, reaching the thick base, covered by soft, brown hair. âLike what you see?â you hear him murmur against your hairline, and he chuckles a little when you nod. âYeahâ you say softly, and he hums a little before tilting your head back and continuing to place kisses along your neck.Â
You reach your hand towards him as he keeps pumping his fingers in and out, landing on his stomach and sliding further and further down till your fingers comb through the patch of hair above his shaft and finally circle around him. You canât even reach all the way around, and you gasp at the realization, dragging your fingers up to catch his precome, slick your hand and start stroking.Â
The stifled moan he lets out as he licks the underside of your jaw sends shivers through you, and you can feel your clit swelling, so achy and sensitive. Your hand is getting slicker as more precome keeps dribbling out of him, turning you on even more and making you louder until he shushes you with a kiss, his tongue reaching deep into your mouth and your shared spit smearing across your lips. He retracts his fingers and licks off your juices as he looks at you, not letting you glance away.Â
âQuiero comerteâ he mutters to himself, âTaste so fucking goodâ. He shifts around so he's on his stomach between your thighs, and you notice a worry creeping up when you realize what heâs about to give you. âShould I maybe shower first?â you ask with concern, leaning back on your elbows and trying to close your legs, pushing against his hands holding you open âSorry Iâm so sweaty, I didnât-â.
âNah, baby, nothing to apologize forâ he says with a calm smile, his eyes burning with desire, âWant you just like thisâ. And with that, he grabs your hips, pulls you closer to him and hooks his fingers over your thighs to spread you apart. You squeeze your eyes shut and dread his reaction to your scent and taste, your pussy having marinated in sweat all day under the soft fabric of your panties, the heat outside making it impossible not to come home with your inner layer of clothing soaked.Â
He runs his hand up your inner thigh and pauses, uses his thumb to carefully pull your soft pussy lip to the side, and you tense with self consciousness as he gently opens you for him and runs his tongue up along one side, licking up all your accumulated sweat and gently brushing your clit when he reaches the top. He gives it a slow lick, almost like a wet kiss, and you moan softly, holding your breath.
You feel the vibrations of him groaning against your skin as he shifts to the other side, splays his hand across your inner thigh and pushes his tongue under your outer lip, dragging all the way from your opening and to your clit again, licking up a combination of sweat from the day and slick from him fingering you.Â
He looks up across your body and waits for you to open your eyes, and you meet his gaze right as he covers your slit with his tongue and drags it up, kisses your clit softly, nips at your folds, then licks the crevice between your mound and inner thigh. Your breathing is shallow and your head is empty, all your attention occupied by the throbbing sensation deep within you, and your clit aching to be rubbed and licked until you come.Â
He makes his way back, swirls his tongue around the sensitive bud and gives it a suckle, then dives down to push his tongue into your opening so far his nose is touching your clit, a soft whimper escaping you and your chest lifting, rewarded by his dark eyes tracking yours when he comes back up and sucks your clit up into his mouth, flicks at it, increasing the pressure as he squeezes your thighs and you fist the sheets on either side of your head.
âJ-Javi, Iâm gonna- â you moan, breathlessly and soft, and he raises an eyebrow, maintaining his pace, covering your clit with his saliva, rolling his tongue and suckling while your own arousal leaks out of you. âI'm gonna come, I-ahâ your sentence trails off as you come apart under him, walls pulsing and clenching, back arching off the mattress and your eyes rolling back as your mouth hangs open, gasping for air.Â
He gently licks until your back hits the mattress, then kisses along your inner thigh and comes up to cradle your jaw in his hand and kiss your neck. âGet on top of me, babyâ he whispers, his breath hot over your skin, giving you goosebumps. He sits up and shifts back, leaning against the headboard and watching you pull off your t-shirt as he reaches into his nightstand and grabs a condom, looking at you as he rips it with his teeth. You stare down at his cock, mouth half open and borderline watering as he rolls the latex down and and gestures for you to come to him.Â
You shuffle over on your knees and he holds his cock up for you to sit on it, reaches out his other hand to wrap around your waist and pulls you closer. He tilts his head up and gazes at your lips, and you kiss him while you lower onto his length, whimpering against his mouth as he fills you. âLa tienes tan duraâ he mutters to himself, under his breath, and you gasp a little. âJaviâ you scold and smack his chest with the back of your hand, interrupted by your breath hitching again at the sensation of his tip reaching the very end of you. âSo you understand that but not what's relevant to your job, hm?â, he shakes his head in disapproval, âDirty girlâ.Â
You roll your eyes a little, starting to wind your hips up and down, feel his hands running up and down your back and over your ass, while his cock fills you and rubs the sensitive little spot deep inside you. âYou look so pretty all stretched out, mi amorâ he says, grasping your jaw and neck with one hand and bringing your face close to his so he can lick inside your mouth and nibble at your bottom lip while he grunts and thrusts up into you, reaching the very end of your pussy.Â
He keeps kissing the corner of your mouth, the underside of your jaw, your neck and your chest as you moan incoherently, tighten your core and roll your hips, feeling your clit rubbing against him and your eyes rolling back. His hips move with yours, pushing his length all the way into you, massaging your walls just right. You look down at him and he angles your head down so that your faces are almost touching. You pant into each otherâs mouths and he starts smiling, picking up his pace just a little, holding your jaw and forcing you to look him in the eyes while you moan and squirm, your head cleared of all thoughts, your sole focus on how good he feels inside you.Â
He leans over and grabs the pack of smokes on his nightstand, effortlessly slipping out a cigarette with one hand, sticking it between his lips and picking up the lighter, all while keeping one eye on you, as you lean back with your hands on his knees and move your hips. "You're enjoying yourself too much, cariño" he says, slightly muffled, and lights up while clicking his tongue, "Shouldâve known you'd take advantage of my kindness". He groans as he throws the lighter back onto the nightstand and takes a drag, exhaling up and to the right while he gazes at you.Â
You huff a laugh as you watch him through half closed lids, distracted by how heâs filling you to the brim, how his free hand squeezes the flesh of your ass so firmly it almost hurts a little, and his eyes follow your hips as they lift up, high enough for him to see part of his length slide out before it disappears into you again.Â
âFuck yourself on itâ he says and takes another drag, âI have to take a timeout, you look way too good on my dickâ. He exhales, and leaves the cig in his mouth so he has both hands free, running them down your thighs before throwing one arm over the headrest and leaning over towards the opposite side to flick the ash off into the small ceramic tray. You can barely hear what heâs saying, too overwhelmed by his size still stretching out your hole and putting pressure on your cervix, the movement of his hips burying him so deeply in your cunt you're unable to think straight.Â
âCan tell you're close, angelâ he coos, his voice sounding buttery smooth as he grabs your hand and brings it to your core, âCan you come for me?â. He returns his hand to your hip, and you follow his lead, licking the pads of your index and ring fingers then bringing them down to start circling your clit, feeling your stomach tightening and his tip nudging your most sensitive spot when he pulls you further down into his lap.Â
He brings his hand up to carefully grasp your breast, smoothing his thumb over your sensitive nipple in circular motions, pushing you closer to your release as you look up at the ceiling and feel it starting to take over your lower half. You hear him grunting, breathing heavily, and feel his tongue on your nipple, licking and sucking it while you ride him.
It feels like heâs prodding at every nerve in your body as his hand on your back holds you close to him and your most sensitive areas are being stimulated, and you need to come so bad you could cry. âJavi, fuckâ you moan in an uncharacteristically high pitch, your voice straining to get a single word out as you tumble over the edge, clenching down on him and digging your hips as far into him as possible. He pulls back, raises an eyebrow and smirks, calmly observing as you arch your back while you ride the waves of your orgasm.Â
âSo beautifulâ he says and puts out the cigarette, kissing between your breasts while you come down. He places one hand on your back and lifts your thigh with the other, crossing his legs under you so he can lift up to his knees and lay you down on the mattress, his cock still fully sheathed inside you as he settles between your legs. âHow do you feel?â he murmurs and noses your neck. âSo goodâ you whisper while you push your heel into his spine, and he slips both arms under your knees, lifting your ass up into the air.Â
He fucks you so deeply your hands shoot out to grab the front of his knees, preventing him from pushing in any further. Your back arches when you hear him moan, opening your eyes to see his face scrunched and his mouth half open, his gaze roving over your body as he grabs your thighs and pulls you back, letting your ankles rest on his shoulders. He pounds into you, hitting your g-spot with overwhelming speed, your moans getting more and more desperate until his thrusts slow and he growls with each one, burying himself in you for one final push, holding your hips and looking at you while he comes with a rough moan. Â
He leans over you, lowering down onto his elbows to kiss your lips, then your jaw, then your neck, and eventually your chest, before he pulls out with a groan and discards the condom, pulling you up and onto him as he settles back against the headboard.Â
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âLetâs air the room out a littleâ he says with a laugh as he puts on his boxers, then picks up a cigarette, nodding towards the door. He waits for you to put on your shirt and panties, takes your hand and guides you out of his bedroom through the kitchen and out onto the balcony you were looking at earlier.Â
He lights up as you lean over the railing and look down onto the street, comparing the view from his apartment to the view from yours. âTutoring on Thursday?â you ask as you stand back up. âYou only want me for sexâ Javi says and rolls his eyes, âThis is all just a ruse, babyâ.Â
âJaviâŠâ you murmur softly. âDon't patronize meâ he says, making you giggle. Nodding at the cigarette in his hand, you look up at him with a raised brow, âYou mind?â. He gives it to you and you take a drag, exhaling slowly as you look out onto the city and feel his eyes on you. âI've learned a lotâ you say, still looking out.Â
âYeah?â he asks and snakes his hand around your waist. âMhm.. It's funâ, you look at him, not quite smiling but at the very least looking amused. âThatâs goodâ he says, and pushes his hand into your back so you stumble into him and he kisses you, slowly and tenderly, taking back the cigarette and flicking the ash off. âYou're a good teacherâ you purr while watching him take a puff. âLo estoy intentando, hm?â, he exhales.Â
You look at him and blink a few times, feeling dumb. âIâm tryingâ he whispers with narrowed eyes and pushes your hair back over your shoulder, tilting his head a little. You roll your eyes at yourself, âPeople really lodge formal complaints about Angelina?â. He looks down at your chest for a moment while his hand slips down to squeeze your cheek, before he keeps talking. âYou translated one, so..â he says and shrugs, âYou tell meâ.Â
âI did?â, you grimace and try to remember what little you gathered during that lesson, too damn distracted to even read English. âYeah, first lessonâ he says, and watches you with amusement, âOr were you not paying attention?â. You giggle and tilt your head, biting your tongue between your front teeth, âMightâve been a bit distractedâ.Â
âFair enoughâ he concedes, then takes a drag, âIâm looking forward to her being out, hate to say itâ. He exhales out into the air and you admire his side profile, watching as his eyes narrow and his gaze follows the lights from an airplane in the distance. âIs she that bad?â you finally ask.
âNightmare.. You prepared for the amount of Spanish you'll have to know to take over?â, he looks back at you, and moves his hand back up to the small of your back, spreading out his fingers to hold you steady while he pulls you a little closer. âWhatâ you say, not even as a question.Â
âThere's gonna be a decent amountâ, he smirks while taking another drag. You look unamused as you snatch the cigarette back, leaning back into his hand. âAre you trying to tell me youâve just been tutoring me so I can take over for her sooner and you don't have to deal with her shit?â. Javi tilts his head and looks at you, leaning in for a kiss you dodge, and he laughs at your disapproval.Â
âPositive side effect, you could say..â, his gaze holds you hostage as you try to look annoyed, âBut mostly I don't mind helping a damsel in distress such as yourselfâ. âDamsel in distressâ you mutter, rolling your eyes and slapping his arm. âNah,â he chuckles, âI like you, why wouldn't I wanna help?â. He looks at your lips, then your eyes, brushing his thumb along your skin. âI like you tooâ you say, biting back a smile. You gaze at each other for a moment, before you get shy and peek over the railing while he runs his hand up and down your back. âSeeing anything interesting?â he asks. âEh,â you shrug, âNot really.â
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Nos ha llamado la atenciĂłn = It has caught our attention
Dime lo que dije = Tell me what I saidÂ
Quiero comerte =Â Want to eat you
La tienes tan dura = You get me so hardÂ
Lo estoy intentando = I try
starting to think i have a type
this movie is going to ruin me
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pairing - Tom x reader word count - 1,877 warnings - language A/N - for the anon who requested x
summary - A fan gets a little aggressive with Tom at the mall, and he takes it out on the wrong person. But heâs a good guy, and when he realizes his mistake, heâs determined to make up for it.
Tom was having a bad day. There was no rhyme or reason. He was just cranky and tired and wanted to be home. Instead, he was out at the mall with Harrison. Apparently his favorite store was having a sale, and Harrison wanted a new pair of shoes.
âWhy donât you just order them online?â Tom had asked as Harrison all but dragged him out of his apartment.
âI gotta try them on and make sure they look good,â the other argued. Tom rolled his eyes but agreed to go. Now, they were out, and Tom was regretting it.
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Respectfully, I want to tug on his hair.
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Based off this request:
Where Y/N and Harry were once bandmates until a bitter fallout ended everything. And where, years later, a forced reunion puts them back on stage.
Word count: 2.2k
Content warning: cursing, mentions of smoking.
Y/N arrived at the festival grounds at 12:17 PM, her right hand gripping a paper cup filled with black coffee, her left clutching a crumpled setlist. The mid-afternoon sun beat down on the asphalt, the temperature hovering around 95°F. Roadies, their shirts drenched in sweat, darted between stages. Multiple soundchecks filled the air with a mix of drum beats, guitar riffs, and microphone feedback.
Y/N's gaze fixed on the large LED schedule board. Her name appeared in bold letters, slotted for 8:45 PM - her debut as a solo act at a major festival. The sight of it twisted her stomach into knots. She took a sip of coffee, grimacing at the bitter taste.
A woman in a black polo shirt with 'STAFF' emblazoned on the back approached, her brunette hair escaping a messy ponytail. "There's been a cancellation," she said, her voice strained. "The headliner dropped out. We're scrambling for a replacement."
Y/N nodded, her eyes scanning the festival grounds. Technicians scurried about, carrying cables and equipment. A forklift beeped as it backed up, hauling speaker stacks. She took another sip of coffee, the liquid now lukewarm.
"We're thinking of a reunion set," the staff member continued, her tone shifting to excitement. "Your old band. The demand is insane. It would beâ"
Coffee sprayed from Y/N's mouth, droplets splattering the asphalt. "What?" She coughed, wiping her chin with the back of her hand.
"It makes perfect sense," the woman pressed on, oblivious to Y/N's reaction. She counted off on her fingers. "You're all here. Your solo slot could be expanded. It'd beâ"
"No," Y/N said immediately, and the word cut through the air. "Not possible."
She felt the pressure building behind her eyes, the past unraveling around her, an old wound reopening. She saw them on the schedule all lined up after her, the names like ghosts, haunting the crisp paper. Her certainty wavered as the whole situation unfolded in her mind. Sarah, Mitch, and most of allâ
Harry.
His name sent her emotions spiraling. He was the reason. The fight. The chaos. The way everything fell apart in the end. Now, he was here, and the shock of it ran through her like lightning. She'd been so wrapped up in her nerves, so focused on taking this next step alone, that she hadn't even considered that they might be at the same festival. She'd thought there would be space, distance, time before she'd have to face them again.
The organizer was still talking, but Y/N couldn't hear her anymore. She was already being pulled back to that last fight, when everything they'd built had crumbled. A hotel room, voices raised until past midnight, until they couldn't shout anymore and were left staring at each other in silence and exhaustion.
Sarah and Mitch smashing through the minibar. Harry outside smoking.
She remembered the click of the door as she left.
She hadn't laid eyes on him since the band fell apart, since they both fell apart. That night, everything crumbled in a fight that left words suspended in the air like haunting echoes. The organizer continued, "It's a logistical miracle, honestly. The others already agreed. We just need you."
The dressing room's walls closed in. Y/N perched on the worn velvet couch, arms crossed. Mitch's tousled hair bobbed as he grinned. Sarah's laughter rang out. Adam, the once-temporary guitarist now a fixture, leaned against the wall. Their voices intertwined, swapping stories of wild nights and tour mishaps. The air reeked of sweat and anticipation.
Y/N's stomach churned. Her bandmates' easy rapport grated on her nerves. She glanced at Harry, who stood in the corner, silent and brooding. His presence set her teeth on edge.
"Remember that time in Denver?" Mitch said, eyes gleaming. "When Sarah accidentally set off the fire alarm?"
Sarah snorted. "God, don't remind me. We had to evacuate the entire hotel at 3 AM."
"In our pajamas," Adam added, smirking.
Y/N's fingernails dug into her palms. The memories flooded back - not just the good times, but the bitter arguments, the sleepless nights, the crushing pressure. She stood abruptly, chair scraping against the floor.
"I need some air," she muttered, pushing past Harry to reach the door.
The hallway stretched before her, a cacophony of sound and movement. Roadies hauled equipment. A guitar tech tuned an instrument nearby, the notes discordant and jarring. Y/N leaned against the wall, inhaling deeply.
The door creaked open behind her. Harry stepped out, his imposing frame filling the doorway. Y/N's heart raced. She turned, meeting his gaze.
"You okay?" he asked, voice low and gravelly.
Y/N's throat tightened. "Fine," she spat. "Just peachy."
Harry's jaw clenched. He stepped closer, towering over her. "Look, I know this isn't ideal-"
"Ideal?" Y/N scoffed. "That's an understatement."
"We need to make this work," Harry said, running a hand through his messy curls. "For the fans, if nothing else."
Y/N's eyes narrowed. "Don't pretend you care about the fans. This is about your ego, same as always."
Harry's nostrils flared. He opened his mouth to retort, but a stagehand interrupted.
"Five minutes to showtime," she called, hurrying past.
Y/N and Harry locked eyes, the tension between them electric. Without a word, they turned and walked back into the dressing room, the door slamming shut behind them.
But today, everything was different.
Because Harry was here.
His presence electrified the air, making Y/N's heart race and the small room feel claustrophobic. They hadn't spoken a word to each other. Across the room, she felt him tuning his guitar, tension visible in his rigid posture. The space between them was thick with unspoken words and unresolved emotions. They both pretended this was an ordinary gig, but beneath the surface, they knew there was a sea of unfinished business.
"Alright," Mitch clapped his hands together. "Setlist. What are we doing?â
They tossed around some ideas, including the obvious hits that still got radio play. For a while, it felt safe. Easy.
Then Adam mentioned the song.
Y/Nâs stomach twisted. In her peripheral vision, she saw Harry shift, heard his soft exhale.
Unspoken yet understood, it hung in the air like a shared secret. The song wasn't just a melody; it was their anthem, born from the chaos of their lives.
Harry finally broke the tense silence, his voice barely above a whisper. "We don't have to do that one," he said, the words heavy with an unspoken tension.
Y/N's head jerked up in surprise. It was the first time he had spoken directly to her, and his tone sent a jolt through her chest.
Sarah interjected, her gaze darting between them. "It's what the crowd wants," she asserted, her voice unwavering.
Harry remained mute, the weight of his silence hanging thick in the air.
Y/N steeled herself, lifting her chin. "Fine," she declared, her voice edged with resolve. "Let's just get it over with."
The atmosphere was heavy as they began. Their initial try was a disaster. Mitch sighed. "Alright," he remarked, "that was terrible." Y/N buried her face in her hands.
"Yeah," Harry muttered. "No shit."
The festival grounds were teeming with peopleâthousands of fans crammed against the sturdy barricades, their voices a deafening chorus of screams and songs, each one surrendering to the magic of the moment. Y/N stood under the intense stage lights, gripping the microphone tightly. She used to revel in this sensation, the electric energy coursing through the air, the exhilarating rush, the way the music drowned out everything else around her. But tonight, it was different. Because he was here.
Harry was just a few feet away, his guitar slung over his shoulder. He looked comfortable, like stepping back into this world was easy. But Y/N knew better. She could feel the tension between them, simmering beneath every note.
The first few songs went fine. They hit their cues. Their harmonies were technically perfect. They moved around the stage as they used toâcarefully choreographed chaos. But there was distance. They didn't look at each other or acknowledge the weight of the past pressing against the present. The crowd loved it, but Y/N knew betterâthey weren't really performing together.
Y/N's pulse halted as a wave of recognition and excitement swept through the crowd, amplifying the noise. She instinctively turned her head towards Harry on the other side of the stage who was already watching herâtheir eyes met for the first time that night.
The moment lingered, heavy with unspoken words. A mutual understanding was there, along with a disquieting dread. Yet, beneath it all, an unshakeable yearning existed, a pull that was both comforting and terrifying. The cheers became a distant hum as she tightened her grip on the mic. The opening notes hung in the air, sharp and clear. There was no turning back now.
She swallowed hard, forcing herself to take a steady breath. This is just a performance. Just another song.
But that wasn't true.
It had never been just a song.
The first verse was hers.
She closed her eyes, letting the words settle on her tongue before they escaped her lips.
âI told myself Iâd be fine without youâŠâ As she sang, the words felt like a shield, keeping him at bay.
Her voice cut through the noise with deliberate sharpness, each syllable carrying composure and defiance. There was a rawness she couldnât hide, even though she tried to mask it with control. Yet within that steadiness lurked something else, something unrestrained and impossible to ignore. She wasnât sure if he could hear the truth under her voice, but she could. And it terrified her.
Harryâs fingers flexed over the guitar strings, his knuckles paling from exertion. He seemed to ground himself in the music as he came in on the next line, his voice low and measured, contrasting her tremulous tone.
âI told myself I wouldnât care.â He sounded convincing enough. But she knew him too well. She knew how he sang when he was trying to believe his own lies.
She opened her eyes and for the first time all night, really looked at himâlooked at him as if she could see past their constructed barriers. The moment held them captive, fragile yet fierce. Her heart pounded in her chest and throat like a tidal wave. The way his lips shaped the words as if he still felt them. His tense shoulders, as if holding something back. His eyes, dark and unreadable, burning into hers.
The air between them thickened, charged with raw emotion. Each lyric was a dagger from the past, every note a fresh wound ripped open anew. By the time they hit the chorus, restraint had vanished, leaving raw passion in its wake.
"You swore youâd never leave meâ But I watched you walk away."
Propelled by an invisible force, Y/N surged forward, not even aware of her movement until she was right there, invading his space.
Harry stood his ground. His voice dropped to a deeper, more resonant timbre as he sang the next line, his gaze unrelenting.
"You said youâd never forget meâ But I knew you would someday."
The words hit. Like a challenge, like an accusation, like something too real to be ignored. His intense stare made her breath hitch. Her conflicted expression caused his fingers to tighten around the guitar. The tension cracked, spilling into the next verse.
It wasnât just a song anymore. It had transformed into a battle, a clash of wills wrapped in harmonies, cloaked in melodies of nostalgia. It seemed like something they could simply walk away from once the music stopped. But deep down, they both knew the truth. This confrontation wasn't over. It had never truly ended.
The song ended, but the intensity of the moment hung in the air. Y/N stood too close, breath ragged and quick, adrenaline surging like wildfire. The crowd's screams were a deafening roar that barely pierced her consciousness.
Because Harry was right there. His gaze met hers, eyes dark and unreadable, filled with an intensity she couldn't understand. His fingers clung to his guitar as if it were his only anchor in a world spinning out of control.
The silence between them stretched into tension, hanging for a fraction of a second too long before the next song erupted, a tidal wave of sound that forced them apart and broke the spell.
The rest of the set was a blur.
By the time they played the final song and took their bows, Y/N could barely remember a second of it.
All she knew was that she needed to get off this stage.
She turned the second the lights dimmed, ignoring Harry's hesitation before he followed.
The moment they were backstageâhidden from the crowd, away from the camerasâshe whipped around.
âWhat the hell was that?â
Harry barely had time to stop before she was in front of him, eyes blazing.
He scoffed, yanking his guitar strap over his head. âYou tell me.â
âOh, donât pull that shit.â She snapped. âYouââ
âWhat, Y/N?â He ran a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. âWhat do you want me to say?â
Her heart pounded.
She didnât know if it was from the show or him.
âYou were looking at me likeâlikeââ
âLike what?â His voice was lower now, rougher. He took a step closer. âLike I meant it?â
Her breath hitched.
Because he did.
And she did, too.
And that was the problem.
She let out a sharp laugh, shaking her head. âThis is exactly why I didnât want to do this.â
His jaw tightened. âYou think I did?â
âYou sang that song likeââ
âLike it was real?â His voice cut through the air, sharp and direct. âBecause it was, Y/N. It still is.â
She felt it like a punch to the chest.
Anger, confusion, want.
âYou donât get to say that,â she whispered.
His expression flickeredâjust for a secondâbefore he stepped back, rolling his shoulders as if he could shake it off.
âRight,â he muttered, voice hollow. âBecause thatâs what you do, isnât it? You pretend it never happened.â
Y/Nâs hands clenched. âAnd what do you do, Harry? You throw it in my face? Make me relive it just so you donât have to be the only one still stuck in the past?â
His eyes flashed. âMaybe I wouldnât have to if you actually faced it instead of running every damn time.â
She froze.
His chest rose and fell with heavy breaths.
The tension was thick, suffocating, too much.
She could hear the others in the dressing room down the hall, feel reality creeping back in.
But in this moment, it was just them.
Same fight, different place.
Same pain, different years.
Silence fell between them.
There was nothing left to say.
And maybe that was the worst part.
i hope bc i love that song so much
SWEET CREATURE! SWEET CREATURE
new obsession
no words.
whereâs my oscar for acting like iâm not falling apart