Last night I prayed for you You, who let me swallow The stones you dropped A heart’s trail Leading fast to the edge
I prayed for you Who took my words, my sugar And sprinkled it over someone New, fresh faced and warmed By the fire I lit
I prayed for you To the only man in eternity Who has Loved all of me I sent Him to you with grace Because I am not you
I prayed for you But first, I prayed for myself And found my soul cannot rise When anchored to yours So in freeing myself
I must also free you Amen.
-(a.e.) // I prayed
Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn't stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren't having any of those.
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
I never really obtained the privilege to see or meet the wonderful soul that makes this beautiful tunes yet after knowing of your death my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. Even on this present day your music, evokes a nostalgic feeling in me as if I had known you or been with you before. I wonder why and how is it possible to feel such a deep connection with someone simply through music. Your death was a tragic one, how I wish you were still with us. Rest easy Jah
Lana 💙🌹
I didn’t know growing up would be this hard. If only giving up was one of life’s options, I could’ve chosen it for a million times. But it wasn’t and never will it be. I just hope and pray each night that when another day arrives, I’ll come to learn how to deal with life.
juanlucio (via wnq-writers)
American sculptor and designer Isamu Noguchi (1904-1988), here at 19 in 1923.
“There’s so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn’t. There’s a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn’t need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures, fall asleep in the woods with friends, wander around the city at night, sit in a coffee shop on your own, write on bathroom stalls, leave notes in library books, dress up for yourself, give to others, smile a lot. Do all things with love, but don’t romanticize life like you can’t survive without it. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It isn’t any less beautiful, I promise.”
— Emery Allen (via wordsnquotes)
the hardest thing about poetry
is honesty.
how do i give words to the
interior of my soul
and then put it out for
the entire world to see?
knowing that there are
blurry faces i see everyday
but don’t really talk to
who will remember my poems
the next time they look at
my face and think-
this is what she feels,
this is what she hides.
so, here is a confession
as the new year is upon us:
much of what i write isn’t honest,
it isn’t me.
my poetry is not me.
if you want to find me,
if you seek what i hide,
look carefully in the spaces
between the words,
in the pauses and the hyphens.
search for me in the white in between
the black print,
in all the unexpressed
in the midst of the art.
even at my best,
find me in the silence
bursting between the
adjacent syllables,
then don’t just look,
hear,
listen to what one word
whispers to the other,
how they acknowledge the unsaid
by leaving space for it on the screen
to exist
then don’t just hear,
smell,
breathe in the vaguely musky scent
of all the letters that never made it
on to the screen in front of you
because i pressed backspace,
either because they didn’t really
say what i really wanted to
or because they said it a little too well.
then when all this is done,
feel it.
understand
that this is why in school
you were taught four different interpretations
for a single line and although
that might exasperate you,
this is why a poem is more than
the sum of the words that
it consists of,
this is the reason why the words
you read on paper and on your screen
will never be where the
true meaning of the poem lies.
but the truth sits there
squeezed in between all the noise,
patiently waiting,
somehow always the winner
of this game of
literary hide and seek.
but now,
if you want to,
at least you know where to find it.
“you’ve relied on time to heal your wounds, but time alone isn’t enough. i hope you learn to hold yourself accountable by practicing what is right for you even if it feels uncomfortable or unfamiliar. i hope you adopt a habit of consistency when it comes to how you treat yourself.”
— iambrillyant
Randomly hearing your song on the radio is more satisfying then playing it directly from your phone (source)
By ryancphoto