@myheartinherhands

She made you watch before she made you leave

You drove her all the way to his place, watched her change into lingerie for him and crawl onto his bed. They kissed, then made love in front of you, she confessed her love for him after the sex then walked you to the door. She said this was the final goodbye and sent you on your way officially leaving you for her boyfriend and sending you home alone. You still can’t help but feel happy for her.

At first you fantasized about your wife fucking other men.

She did and enjoyed it. The variety and yes the fact they are bulls and they fuck her better than you can as her submissive husband. It made you hard, made you orgasm. There was some angst but after all it was just sex.

You loved helping her dress for them. Here shirts got shorter, tops tighter, leggings got more sexy. She started to workout more, care for her body more. Even stopped wearing bras. Becoming bolder even wearing thinner more share tops. If she is like my wife she had her boobs enlarged, her lips injected, has monthly visits to get her eyelash extensions. Then she met him. You still enjoy her dressing sexy for him. He is not just a bull though. Her relationship with him causes you much more angst. With that angst comes higher arousal. Her falling in love with him now a turn on. At times it feels like you are losing her. You might be. At the same time it pushes all the right cuckold buttons.

It starts by just wanting your wife to have sex with other men. It is the emotional cuckolding that is the biggest turn-on. Knowing this is where she belongs.

Ultimate Feelings

If you have ever gone though it you know that feeling in your chest, the racing of your heart and that amazing sexual feeling that washes over you when you see your wife completely fall for another man.

Up all night talking to him, not wanting to wait to see him again, constantly talking to you about him. Nothing can ever replace these amazing feelings and the desire to have it escalate to deeper and deeper feelings.

My wife and I are still together. It was supposed to be our night together though. She made up a lie and I agreed. Turned out she wanted to be with him that night instead of me. So much so she would lie to get what she wanted. The funny thing is, even if she was honest, I would have let her go. Probably even got excited and encouraged it. It was painful yes. Arousing? More so than if she had been honest. More so than I can explain. She is perfect.