"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there
dear professor i cant seem to lock in. its so over
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Atsupi warm up sketch, I need to practice drawing side angles more UURAZAAGZGHDVSBJXJCNDNXM
I love the idea of as Akutagawa gets more into the light the more Atsushi falls into darkness.
And so Akutagawa will have to save him with the lessons Atsushi taught him.
Well along with seeing Akutagawa’s outlook on things change so has his hair. With the whites at the end blending more into the black of his hair.
And his eyes have been getting lighter, in fact currently (123) we have never seen them been as bright not clear as they are now.
And the while Atsushi’s eyes remain light we’re getting more and more instances of them being shrouded in darkness.
UEDA.
Concept: Atsushi’s first transformation in the series is quite violent and that doesn’t change going forward.
Maybe it’s because of what Shibusawa did to him. Maybe it’s because he hasn’t accepted the tiger.
Whatever the case even with All Men are Equals in effect pain is the basis for Atsushi to transform.
A fact that doesn’t surprise him much.
Akutagawa looking down on Atsushi as this weakling and watching him writhe in agony. Because losing his leg was nowhere near as painful as gaining it back.
It even makes Akutagawa look away at the horrid sight. And while he’ll dismiss it here as time goes on he’ll think back on it.
How strong Atsushi must be to bare such a burden. How he’s seen people tortured fold quicker and yet Atsushi just picks himself up and keeps going.
Perhaps in sharing his ability Akutagawa hopes deep down that just for a little while that burden can be shared.
Kouyou watching in morbid fascination as this boy breaks himself apart just to save her Kyouka. All while Kyouka sees the lengths Atsushi will go for her, to save her.
Lucy’s cries that Atsushi’s more special die on her tongue seeing the agony that such a gift grants. How she would never want wish such a thing on anyone.
And the protectiveness she denies having when he goes off to fight once again.
The Agency as a whole try to use Atsushi’s ability as a last resort. No one likes seeing him in pain no matter how temporary it may be.
And no many times Atsushi reassures them it’s fine. Because really pain makes Atsushi who he is and he doesn’t get how to explain that.
If it means saving everyone he cares about and the city they hold dear then well it’s worth it.
Dazatsu Month 2025 Day 18 - Death
Part I | Part II
Combining death and flowers~