My Parents Bought Me So Many Protein Bars And I Didn't Even Ask Them To Djsncjdksksnwbsbdfb

Dad bought me coke zero but the caffeine free one.... I guess it kinda defeats the purpose but imma enjoy it anyway because diet coke duh and that was really sweet of him to think of me

Happy Easter y'all :D

Crazy how fast you can get on the weird side of Pinterest

I need to stop normalising binging

To me it kind of feels like I won't truly live until I'm skinny. That right now, there is still a wall I need to cross until I'm "on the other side" or something, when my life can finally begin.

I mean fruit in general are so awesome

My ed is forcing me to basically love all of them, even strawberries - which I used to despise before lol

But now they're like candy :D

strawberries actually might be the ultimate 3d safe food. 33cal per 100g and so yummy and sweet (especially in summer) to be able to satisfy that sweet tooth and reduce chance of a binge.

i know we’re all mentally ill here and everyone is going to scroll past this but i feel like i have an obligation to make a post like this every few weeks.

i am not romanticizing what i go through at all. i am miserable. this disorder is miserable. please, if there is any hope you can recover, try it. i will be your biggest cheerleader. not because i want to see you gain weight, but because I want to see you live, truly live.

you will probably never make it to your ugw. if you do you will not be happy there, or you will die of complications when you’re finally happy.

STATS??

Well let's just say I'm not overweight but I'm quite definitely not underweight yet 😭 and so I don't feel comfortable sharing that until I've reached at least one gw sorry

Binging on safe foods is literally the worst :(

Just let me enjoy my protein bars please