Trans Boy Who Is Bi Or Pan? That Me.

Wtf just a man goes so hard-

Do your worst.

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Always

(computer version of the poll)

Au skk where oda doesn't die though time travel that chuuya did.

The thing that saved him? Chuuya meeting him and becoming friends that's it. That's all it took.

(Explaining how this would work below)

So chuuya hates having anyone leaving him with this in mind. I see two possibilities

#1 chuuya being the caring and loyal person he is, starts taking care of the kids thus preventing the child filled van bomb obviously preventing everything.

#2 the kids die cause chuuya doesn't get close to them or something, and when dazai tells chuuya about oda's plan.

Chuuya just goes: fuck that.

And destroys that fucking guy. Afterwards chuuya talks to oda and basically goes: you're a asshole, do you even think about what would happen if you died? Fuck you. Ask for help next time...

What happens after this happens idk yet so you can decide!

character type

[But when does a comet become a meteor?When does a candle become a blaze? When does a man become a monster?

When does a ripple become a tidal wave?When does the reason become the blame?When does a man become a monster?]

Man, that cuts so deep

Day 3: using superpowers

Feeling a lil lazy today but hand practice i guess?

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Did I sleep last night? No.

Did I watch 5 MCU movies instead? Maybe...

So far I'm right.

He's so optimistic! 💛

That man is a cutie patoie

(Polites? Idk how to spell his name.)

Vent post (aka part of my dark backstory) lol

Tw: sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, manipulation, self harm, rape, suicide attempts, sucide encouragement/baiting, incest, trans inclusive radical feminist mindset, emotional manipulation, transphobia, fatshaming (Also Anything along those lines)

My step father: he emotionally & verbally abused me. He would also often grope me while I was 9 - 10 years old but the worst didn't happen to me. It happened to my mother and sister but I was still there to witness it all.

I couldn't take it anymore. At 9 years old i made a plan for sucide and failed. So I made another plan in my diray and wrote a sucide note about how everything my step father did was effecting me which my mother found and ended up showing my step father who didn't give two shits. That was what finally got my mum to stand up to him and kick him out.

My bio father: abused me physically (but did it less the older I got) and emotionally abused me. At 6 years old I was raped by my own father, nothing was the same after that. I started gaining weight, I became withdrawn among people my own age and only really talked to adults. I would overeat when stressed and would later get fatshamed for it so much I now struggle to eat twice a day. (My mother was not aware of most of this they had been divorced since I was 2) my father encouraged my sucide attempt and my self harm. I ended up attempting suicide 7 seapreate times. He made sure i felt too guilty to ever tell my mother.

Because of these experiences i distanced myself away from any males, and hyperfemnisted myself. Because masculinity was evil and like all the father figures i ever had, and feminity was my mother, my friends and everyone who made me feel safe.

So unfortunately I ended up down the trans inclusive radical feminist mindset, to specify I included trans women & nonbinary people in radfem mindset but not transmasc people.

I thought trans man were superior to man for their female experiences and feminised them. They were not included in my kill all men mindset and I believed they were nonbinary people in denial. (Which wtf younger me???)

This of course was not good for me. I eventually realised how wrong my mindset was after I had a really caring male English teacher who cared deeply about my well-being, got me a counsellor and helped me heal a lot.

I however made no effort to change this mindset until a few years later. I still have a long way to go towards healing my relationship with masculinity. And i generally sympathise with a fem person quicker than with a masc one still but I'll get there.