Is Anyone Else Disgusted By The Enormity Of Their Desire Or Is It Just Me & Richard Siken

Imagine sitting on his lap whilst he wraps his arms around your waist. His breath tickling the nape of your neck. All whilst he desperately pushes into you like he’s trying to soothe an ache. The friction is enough to send you over the edge. Your skirt is slowly riding up and the heat is unbearable..

ten minutes can’t go past without you brushing my thoughts

do you take joy in haunting me?

or is it that i have possessed myself with the sickeningly sweet idea of you?

the devotion i have to the way you make me feel is something i couldn’t even give to christ

and there was a time where i was desperate for christ, i wanted to feel the fulfilment others felt.

i wanted to feel the connection others felt to him

but when i prayed i couldn’t hear him. all i could hear were the whispers of my own desire

and those whispers were deafening, only somewhat satiated by you.

never entirely

Lola Monroe for Black Men’s Magazine. (2007)

Buffie the Body for Black Men’s Magazine. (2007)

getting turned on by the fact that I know i’m turning them on but pretending I have no idea >>

I love men in suits. come here let me hold you still by your tie whilst I unbuckle your belt. bonus points if you blush super hard/avoid eye contact, I can already see how excited you are and I haven’t even touched you yet baby!! you are sooo cute! What happened to the manly man you were masquerading as in this suit of yours hmm? Do your coworkers know how easy it is to make you stutter and whine? that deep voice of yours isn’t intimidating when you can barely form a sentence.

Now let’s see what other faces I can get you to make!

love your sub - fdom content btw

aw thank you darling ;)

you have the pleasure of being my first ask

Vanessa Veasley, XXL Magazine (June 2008 Issue)

I want you to buy these for me just so I can walk around the house wearing nothing but these. I can just imagine the glazed look in your eyes :)