“Do I Look Like A Farm Boy To You?”

He’s such a hater

status: thinking about michael corleone’s loverboy era before he turned into a fucking gremlin… ‹𝟹

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 - 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚

𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐬 ⇩

ty for the tag vinnie!!! i cried ilysm <3

Last Song: Runs in the Family (Reprise)

Last Book: Night (elie wiesel !!)

Last Movie: Freaky Friday (2003)

Last Show: Friends

Last thing I looked up: voldemort's daughter oc... erm.

Favorite Color: pink >.<

Sweet/spicy/savory: SWEET I LOVE SWEET FOODS :D

Relationship status: single pringle

Beautiful relationship in my life: me and all my online friends :D

Looking forward to: the weekend <3

Current obsession: OUTSIDERS AND MY OCS LORE....

@beetlebro77 MWAH MWAH BIG FAT KISS :D

tagged by @lostseadreamer thank you for tagging me!! 💙

last song: Golden Years by David Bowie

last book: Contact by Carl Sagan

last movie: Rear Window (1954)

last show: Star Trek TOS

last thing i looked up: my address (for directions)

favorite color: green!

sweet/savory/spicy: savory

relationship status: single

beautiful relationship in my life: hi Benny I love you

looking forward to: SPRING please this winter needs to end

current obsession: Star Trek save me. Save me Star Trek.

Tagging @stuckasmain @beyondtheconjuring @hoppkorv @brokebackbadger (if you want no pressure etc)

thinking about how if darry hadn’t turned on soda, ponyboy might justve went to his room and cried. bc the thing is he thinks darry is being irrational but he knows how stupid he sounded he sounded saying he forgot (“It sounded dumb, even to me, when I stammered […]”)

up until this point, it’s a one sided argument all most. like in the musical i could argue (not very well) that pony eggs darry on the entire argument but in the book i think i’d say he’s more docile (?) meek (?? neither the right word but alas).

for example

“I ran home, trembling at the thought of facing Darry.”

“He was on his feet in a second. I stood there, chewing on my fingernail.”

““Where the heck have you been? Do you know what time it is?" He was madder than I'd seen him in a long time. I shook my head wordlessly.”

“It sounded dumb, even to me, when I stammered, "I... I went to sleep in the lot...”

“I didn't mean to." I pleaded with Darry.”

and then the most important part to this whole point i’m trying to make

“I felt hot tears of anger and frustration rising. "I said I didn't mean to...”

darry’s been hollering at him the entire time and it took this long for pony to finally get frustrated and angry too and even still. even still pony doesn’t yell back. even still pony bites his tongue and lets his words fizzle out. bc it would’ve been real easy to shout it but he doesn’t.

he’s likely mostly frustrated with himself. because yeah ok darrel maybe he hasn’t been using his head as much lately, but he doesn’t know why. all he knows is that he’s been forgetting things more and more and he does things like fall asleep in the lot with nothing but a sleeveless sweatshirt and here’s darry yelling like pony did it on purpose. but he didn’t do it on purpose he didn’t mean to.

and pony gets it, he has been saying that a lot lately. he gets why darry is starting to get upset at the repetitiveness of it; pony’s probably tired of saying it himself.

despite all this pony wasn’t going to engage in the argument until soda spoke up. until soda spoke up and darry shot him down. bc for all intent and purposes, in pony’s mind that is, soda is one connection to this family. soda is the only hint that the family he knows and love didn’t completely leave him eight months ago. bc he hardly recognizes darry and he’s half convinced himself that if not for soda darry would throw him in a home.

so no “no one should ever holler at my brother” bc in his mind, in his puberty stricken mind that’s still grieving his father and older brother, sodas the only real family he’s got left.

okaii jimmy rant heh..

he's popular. like he knows everyone. he moved to tulsa in 7th grade (he was from norman, oklahoma). he immediately started making friends. he's just charismatic like that. (/modern) he knows all the references, all the lyrics, never misses a beat (to brain rot and memes lmao). he's funny. he's loud.

but when there's a test to be studied for or an assignment to be completed he LOCKS IN. like if there is a worksheet given he will go silent and complete that shit within ten minutes. with test's he's he same. he will study and he will put in that work and it shows in his grades. all As.

he's not like a nerd or an academic beast he's just applied.

also he likes getting stuff out of the way and done quickly. example:

there is an individual test, and the teacher asks who wants to go first. his hand is up. in his mind he's done the work, he's ready and he just wants to get it over with. no stalling, no procrastination.

also he's always like getting into stuff, mostly because of his friends.

"hey jimmy wanna go to baseball tryouts with me?"

"sure when are they?"

he did that for so many things, same with clubs. like he gives a fuck about crochet, but his friend does, so he'll go.

but when he's upset you don't rlly want to go near him. um! it's an experience. not because he'll punch you or insult you, but you know those people that are just always so happy, it's just super uncomfortable to see them serious/upset? well, he's like that. he mostly goes quiet. but he tries to hide it for the most part. he's not good with feelings.

okay bai for now <33

stained glass 🫖

the right person will stay

Omg wow that man on your pfp is the sweetest looking!!

that man is matt dillon hes my baby daddy