plot. your sexual frustration is humiliatingly evident when oscar lets you sit on his lap
wc. 2.2k
warnings. smut 18+, thigh riding, innocent!reader, praise kink, purity rings, osc has a major corruption kink & refers to himself as god (sorry๐ซฃ), manhandling, swearing, allusions to heaven, and religious symbolism
A time when the gifted silver band wasnโt laced around your ring finger is not one you remember clearly. At the ripe age of twelve, with a face adorned with baby-like features and an ever-present aura of giddiness, your father had gently placed the circle on your overstretched hand.
โItโs a promise for abstinence,โ heโd responded to your furrowed brows, but the foreign word had only deepened your confusion. โLookโhere, it says, โI will wait for my belovedโ. And you will, wonโt you?โ
Even now, despite his absence, you find yourself nodding at the slightly threatening question as your right hand fiddles with the thin loop. Boredom eating at your mind, your eyes shift to the figure occupying your chair; a smile slowly creeps onto your lips.
Oscar, a man of stubborn chestnut hair and constellations of moles embellishing his toned frame. The gleaming screen of the rectangle illuminates his face harshly, likely stinging his eyes as they dart across his unanswered emails.
A sigh leaves your lips. You fall pliant on your bed, unraveling the tight knots in your shoulders with a roll of your arms and an arch of your spineโan obnoxiously loud noise (a little whiny, in Oscarโs opinion) echoes along the room.
โYou need anythinโ, baby?โ Oscar mumbles, mindlessly tapping at his keyboard.
With an exasperated huff, you lift yourself to sit upright and lean on your arm, your head lolling lazily to the side. Oscar perks up. He rips his eyes away from the rectangle box to crane his neck back and peer down at you through thick lashesโ you and that godforsaken circle around your finger.
The small, knowing grin that makes itself home on Oscar's lips almost makes you embarrassed at your obvious search for attention. Almost. Your boyfriend sways his hips lightly to turn the wheely chair toward your peripheral vision.
โCโmere, sit on my lap while I finish?โ he muses, patting his right thigh encouragingly. When he registers your giddy smile and hasty advances toward him, Oscar wants to punch himself three times in the gut for not asking you sooner.
โWell, if youโre begging for it,โ you shrug sarcastically through a tight-lipped smile, finding solace in the V of his pale thighs before pausing.
Oscar notices your sudden shift in demeanor because, well, when does he not? โWhatโs wrong?โ
You blink dumbly, pointing your index finger at the hem of his loose, cobalt blue shorts. The Australian follows the invisible line shooting out of your finger and frowns; his thighs tense instinctively, your unnerving stare fueling his insecurities more than he would like to admit.
โYโdonโt like them? I went to the mall with Lan last week, and he told me they were nice, soโโ
The last of his words are muffled by a hand pressing against his mouth. Guilt shines through your pupils, he notices. โNo, no, Osc, t-theyโre fine. Fine, justโ just short, is all.โ
Really, incredibly, stupidly short. They were bunched up to the crease between his inner thighs and crotch, the pure muscle spilling out from the sides, making you curl your fists by your sides.
โAh.โ
Hesitantly, you meet his eyes, and regret swells in your heart almost immediately. โWhat? Whyโre yโlooking at me like that?โ
Oscar nearly coos at the slight whine in your voice, and he reaches out to wrap his fingers around your forearm. Now, heโs sure he coos when you melt into his lap, his palms gripping the back of your folded knees and pulling you closer into his embrace.ย
โMโsorry, sorry, baby,โ he laughs, and you hum happily as you bury your forehead into the crook of his neck, Oscar pecking your temple lovingly.
He still sounds like heโs aware of something you have no recollection of but. The warmth that wraps your soul in a blanket each time Oscar touches you returns, and the thought is quickly forgotten.
โSโfine,โ you murmur. And you mean it this time.
A hum ripples against his throat and vibrates against your skin; time drifts by unknowinglyโfast or slow, ten minutes or hoursโbut itโs enough for you to shift listlessly in your place. Oscar freezes, his pupils blown wide.
โSโshit, y/n, stop that,โ he seethes through gritted teeth, hands flying to your waist and pushing you back slightly.
Your eyebrows furrow, confused wrinkles covering your forehead as you gaze down at him for an explanation, a reasonโreally, anything to stop your mind from running at a hundred miles per second.
โWhat?โ a pout graces itself on your lips; Oscar wants to kiss it away, but. But if he does, heโs not sure how much self-restraint he can muster around you. โDโI do somethinโ? Why donโt you...โ
Sighing heavily, Oscarโs tight hold on your waist relocates down to your thighs. โNo, no, babyโfuck, no, nothing like that. Just,โ he lifts your knee to straddle one of his thighs instead. โLike this... sโbetter.โ
Half instead of whole, and.
And Osc would cross the world twice, delving into each volcano and marching up the tallest mountains, to reassure you that you did nothing wrong in particular. It was him. Him and the blood rushing to his balls from you practically humping your clothed pussy against his dick.
Okay, maybe โhumpingโ is a bit of an exaggeration, but it didnโt feel like one.
Unbeknownst to Oscar, however, the relieved pressure on his end only slipped through the cracks of his skin and into yours. But he, God bless him, thinks nothing of the tension thatโs boiling in your shoulders or the hitch of your breath. Blaming it on the lingering effects of his sudden repositioning, Oscar gently pulls you down with two massive hands on the swell of your ass.
Flush against his thigh. His thigh, Jesus fuckโa quiet forgive me, Lord, echoes around the walls of your mind.
โOsc,โ you gasp quietly, the constant pressure against your privates shooting unfamiliar spikes of something down to your stomachโsomething you needed more of.
He hums dismissively; you want to cry. It doesnโt take you long, though, to fully grasp his attention when Oscar registers the heartbeat pressing between your squished pussy and his thigh.
The Australian's mind short circuits. โY/n?โ
โOsc, I-โ you roll your hips experimentally, slapping a hand over your mouth and flushed cheeks when it parts around an unrestrained whimper.
Your boyfriend, seemingly snapping out of his bewildered daze, dips down to dust his lips over your reddening cheeks, chuckling fondly. โEnjoying yโself, baby?โ
And that. That is what pulled you away from the edge of logical thinking and onto itsโ center, halting movement in every bone in your body. Wrongโthisโitโs all wrong, isnโt it? โI will wait for my belovedโ is etched into your skin, engraved onto your heart, and yet.
Yet, you canโt help but wonder: Is Oscar not your beloved?
โY/n,โ his assertiveness grounds you, pulls you back to the surface of his honey-filled eyesโjust as he had intended. โWe donโt have to do this if youโre not readyโฆโ
Oscar's hand leaves the curve of your waist and reaches behind his neck to clasp onto your palm, bringing the cool metal of your purity ring against his mouth as he murmurs, โBut donโt stop on my account.โ
The ring burns through your skin and falls to the ground; you hope it cracks into a million little pieces of stupid promises. And anyway, Oscโs giddy smile when you allow him toโdo what, youโre not really sureโis too precious to deny.
Nibbling on your raw bottom lip, you slowly shake your head. โNo, Iโ I want this, Osc. Want you.โ
He does not disappoint; his eyes crinkle through that grin youโd pay to see a hundred times over. Oscar taps the side of your thigh twice, signaling you to stand up, so you do. Your hands lay helplessly by your sides as he smoothed over the contours of your body untilโ
You let out a little gasp. โOsc!โ
A soft, harmless tug at the hem of your shorts widens your eyes.
โY/n,โ he calls, and you canโt bother fighting the urge to rub your thighs together. โYโwant me to touch you, right? Make yโpussy feel better?โ
The amount of self-restraint needed to block the guffaw from slipping past your lips does not fit into a number. Or a word. In any language.
Nonetheless, you find yourself bashfully nodding.
โWords, Y/n.โ
You gulp, embarrassment apparent on your crimson cheeks. โWant you toโto make mโfeel better.โ
Oscar heaves out a laugh at your refusal to say those objectively filthy words; you almost want to commit murder, but it hurts. It hurts, and you canโt help but sigh happily when his hands swiftly pull both your shorts and panties down, manhandling your ankles out of the pool of clothing by your feet.
And only then, being ogled at by his mesmerized eyes and hands sliding down the sides of your body, does your mind grasp the fact that you were standing in front of Oscar. Half naked. His for the taking. The shame you'd expected to feel never came, and when Osc pulls you to straddle his thigh, you knew it never would.
โThere we go,โ he praises when you shift your weight fully onto him, rewarding you with a bounce of the leg you were resting on.
Choking through a loud gasp, your hands fly to his shoulders to brace yourself. โOh, Osc, oh myโโ
โYeah? Yโlike that?โ Oscar grins almost cockily, repeating the sharp movement of his legs and making your eyes roll to the back of your head. โMm, fuck, baby, can feel you all ovโme.โ
The humiliating amount of slick your pussyโs gushing out should make you ashamed, but, well. When you grind against his thigh, the glide is much smoother than when you were fully clothed, so you silently thank your desperation instead.
โCโmon, baby, yโcan do better than that,โ he urges, hands resting on the globes of your ass and grinding your pussy against his slick-ridden thigh. โYโve been waiting so long for this, havenโt you?โ
He coos at your frantic nods and refrains from groaning at the sight of you tilting your head back in pleasure; using himโhis fucking thighโto get off. The sound of your little, whiny moans leaves him feeling like an inexperienced teenager all over again; he wants more. Wants to have your pretty sounds made into a song to play on loop whenever he needs to.
With Oscarโs forceful hands dragging you up and down his muscular thighs, tensing them occasionally, and lips mouthing at your collarbone, you donโt think a sin should ever feel this good. You donโt think it could feel any better than it does, but.
The urgency in your movements almost has your legs aching, your jaw parted around a permanent โoโ; the whimper that slips past your lips when his fingers graze your folds, not pushing but theyโre there, and Oscar fucking moans when he feels your hole clench against them; the stutter of your hips when he dips down to your tits, tongue licking over the tight, thin fabric covering the hard nubs.
โOsc, ohmygod, ohmโโ Your wail echoes around the entire flat, youโre sure, and if you had even a sliver of dignity left, youโd quiet down.
But. Oscar seems to have that effect on you; really, you donโt mind.
โYeah, baby, Iโm your god, huh?โ He huffs out, muffled by his sucking on your nipples like theyโd disappear tomorrowโlike he is the one being taken apart on someoneโs lap. โHumping my thighโfuck, so fucking desperate, look at you.โ
Your mouth parts around a moan, and you quickly put your face into the crook of his neck to, hopefully, contain your embarrassing noises. It does fuck all. Oscar lets out a disapproving noise at the separation of your little, swollen nipples and his pursed lips.
โOscar, Oscar, Oscar,โ you sob out like a prayer. โI feel, ah, I think I'mโOh, yes, feels sโgood, so.โ
When Oscar slides a hand up to your hair to tug your head up to his face, he looks nearly as fucked out as you feel. And when his eyes dart to your lips, visibly contemplating whether or not he should kiss you, you make the decision for him.
His soft lips meet the fuse of the boiling pleasure in your stomach, forcing your spine to arch and painting your eyes a shade of white you had only imagined would be in heavenโsmiling hazily and foggy-brained, you canโt imagine this not being heaven.ย
A sharp cry dances between your mouths, and you swear you can feel a few tears trickle down your face, but your mind only processes the last few moments before you collapse onto his chest.
Oscar gently slides the silver band out of your ring finger, tucking it into his pockets, and placing a soft kiss on your temple as he murmurs, โNo use fโthis, now, is there?โ
Even when on the brink of passing out, you find yourself nodding; Oscar thinks youโll be the death of him. Or, more specifically, his dick.
authors notes this is an apology to @lifeboredme for ignoring the poll n writing the max fic hehe hope u enjoy ๐ซถ + thank you to @cafekitsune as always for the dividers mwah.
plot what plot??? porn without plot๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ very much hate this fic but i also hate every fic of mine so. en e wayz im sorry in advance for my inactivity the next few weeks i have sm shit going on. writing grind comes after march 6 istg๐
also, thank you so much to everyone who waited for this fic and im so sorry for the delay!! i got hit by a mountains load of stress but yeah <3
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