Divorce Lead Children To The Worst Places.

who else be stuck exclusively consuming niche media and making fan content for niche media because one of your fuckass disorders make it so consuming popular stuff stress you out for some strange reason

its not even “how can i be different today”. its like the more people talk about something the more the ND goblins upstairs reject it and push it to the back of the log against my will. its kind of really annoying because when deltarune chapter 2 came out people talking about it everywhere made me not want to touch it for months when i genuinely love tobys creations. like what evolutionary advantage caused this symptom to exist ?? is it even an ADHD thing?? idek

watching your beautiful moots finally finding a popular media they enjoy then having their fan creations loved by thousands (like they deserve) hits so different bc as much as youre happy for them that will probably never happen to you. bleh

kiwi has the same hairline as tintin btw HEHEHEHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

writing tip: searching "[place of origin]ish names" will get you a lot of stuff and nonsense made up by baby bloggers.

searching "[place] census [year]" will get you lists of real names of real people who lived in that place.

actually so fucking depressing. those assignments were not hard. children are becoming more stupid

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Favorite kind of slime?

suspiciously lapis shaped anonymous user but ok . my favorite kind of slime is the hallowed slimes from terraria you know like queen slime very good colors

mothers day cake i decorated for my mom :3

who wanna bet it was a swedish person who said that

i saw a post on twitter by a european saying americans are fake for their random compliments to strangers and their general cheery demeanor and like no. no no no you don’t understand. if you get a random compliment from an american on the street about your outfit or whatever, that is 100% genuine. we mean it. we aren’t lying we are making a small but fleeting connection with you because our lives are shitty but the human condition is enduring. oh god i’m clutching my chest

something i realized abt art eventually is that a huge part of having a style is abt what textures you want to depict the things you draw as having and that has nothing to do with realism.

ive looked at the works of some artists with rly impressive, sleek, cool styles, and while they definitely have a solid knowledge of realism the coolness doesnt really come from realism like at all. some people render hair like they render glass or jello so the hair looks so colorful and shiny but rhat is absolutely not realistic. some people render their characters clothes like latex or leather or silk so the fabric looks so glossy and sleek when thats probably not what theyre realistically wearing, but it *looks* cool and pleasant.

this really answered my age long questions abt why i spent all my time in art school but still struggle to make my arts like, specifically stylistically appealing, in ways those artists do it. because real life isnt appealing all the time. i can render skin as realistically as possible and i deflate and feel like i shouldve just kept it flat, because maybe i wouldve rather imagined i was looking at paper rather than human flesh. this doesnt mean all that time studying realism was a waste though because you still need to learn how to render materials/textures like glass and silk realistically to achieve those forementioned styles.

thats just me tho not everyone aims for their styles to achieve the effects that i personally find fun. the point of this post is to inspire people to pay attention to how textures affect style more. do you want your art to have a warm cozy feel? study the textures of blankets and plushies and try applying them even if its not realistic (eg hair). do you want your art to be cool or pretty in a delicate way? study how porcelain or glass reflect light and maybe render skin like that… the possibilities r endless

adhd is like, it mostly isnt there, until you have to do paperwork then suddenly its a whole meltdown and feeling like maybe you arent made for this world and should not be here

im really tired