Day 2 Of Dustuary: Scarves! (or Scarf, Singular, I Suppose; How Else Are They Meant To Share?)

Gnawing at the bars of my cage ctommy was Never aloud to be rude and mean and loud and childish and immature and ALSO a victim . it was one or the other. people found the first endearing but if he REMAINED himself and remained loud and brash they didnt believe he was traumatised. he had responsibilities and trauma way past his age as a war veteran but also he was just a fucking kid you could disregard so so easily like an annoying fly. but also if he BEHAVED like a kid that was immature. but also you couldn't accept if he behvaed more maturely than that . and when he lashed out he was just being an annoying kid. EXCEPT if he lashed out about his trauma in which case he was attention seeking or just straight up rude. and that trauma didn' thappen because CLEARLY how could dream have made you suicidal and quiet and stolen your fire if you're here screaming in my face. obviously . and just let go of l'manberg and family and life you're clinging on too hard and too desperate and not pretty or quiet enough IMGONAN THROWW UPPPP

The Space In-Between

Some Blue and babybones Papy

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one day, he'll get to look up at the real stars. i'll make sure of it.

so ive been a fan of wilbur since 2019. ive gone through a lot of stuff with wilbur being my comfort person and my special interest. someone literally everyone in my life knows about because i talk about him constantly.

when i watched the vod i too instantly knew it was him. i think us older fans weren't really even doubting it to be honest...i know i wasnt even tho i wish it weren't him. its him. i know its him. and it breaks my heart into pieces to be so sure.

ive had a really bad flare up of my chronic pain, my migraines wont stop for three days now, i cant sleep, my ear is ringing constantly. its been horrible. and im sending this anonymously because i dont want this to be about me the individual. im not saying this to get pitty. im just trying to say...

it sucks. it fucking sucks. to have so much of your personality and hobbies wrapped around someone just for them to turn out to be an abuser. a bad person. its humiliating. it makes me feel stupid. i feel disgusted and gross to have ever supported him.

i want to say to others and to people younger than me who are probably having a worse time that its more than okay to grieve losing him. but do it. grieve. let him go. and move on.

because he is not worth any more time or energy. not someone who doesn’t understand consent. not someone who only cares how something Looks rather than his partner being in pain. he isnt worth your love. you are worth your love. so let him go, grieve, and let's all learn not to trust people we don't personally know. i know i needed to learn this the hard way...

I don't have anything to add here but I wanted to share it.

dude if someone looked at you and went "you're still a fan of starwars? in 2024?" in a genuine manner you'd think they're fucking insane because like. really? people being fans of DSMP lore isn't a BAD THING. OR A SHAMEFUL THING? dude get off tiktok and twitter for a bit and realize that people can like things that are more then a year or two old. i know the algorithm ruined your attention spans but that's no reason to genuinely bully and harass people for liking dsmp lore in 2024. get over yourself. this also applies to homestuck, steven universe, spiderman/spiderverse (yes I've seen it), any old mcyts, fnaf, batim, and anything else you can think of. get over yourself.

(also liking dsmp lore doesn't make you a supporter of the ccs. nuance guys. nuance)

‘’A well deserved break.’’

C!Tommy gift for @arginnit for the @mcytblrholidayexchange !! Hope you enjoy the gift with our favorite boy, Merry Christmas!!

Cream doodle from a while ago I'll never finish

Imagine showing these pictures to someone in 2020

People retroactively saying DSMP lore was total shit because of everything else piss me off