common spiny flower mantis, as an apology for the hiatus🌷
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
There's nothing wrong with Hooters per se, but only a deeply sexually repressed society would be capable of producing Hooters. It's wild that it existed alongside Applebee's and Chilli's. Yeah man let's go to the psychosexual chicken wing place.
Almost choked laughing at this anti vax post
Giving yourself a subcutaneous injection is insanely easy and forgiving. If they weren't, pharmacies wouldn't prescribe you your own meds to inject at home with less than 10 minutes of instruction. I've been doing my own weekly for years with at most bruising/bleeding from fucking it up.
I'd never give myself anything IV, but subQ/intra is totally fine to do yourself.
disco elysium endgame drip
if my fields were salted i would add pepper
My skinny scientist guy of choice
Everyone's like "The new Pope isnt welcoming to gay people and has covered up child abuse" like. Fork found in kitchen?