Imagine Being A Boy During Beatlemania And Find Out All Of Them Are Gay

"hm, you haven't played your guitar in a while"

I'M CRYING, DO YOU REALLY WANT TO HEAR ME STRUGGLE WITH CHANGING CHORDS?? DO YOU HATE YOUR EARS OR DO YOU JUST SEE POTENTIAL IN ME??

Hehehe

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

Paul McCartney: "He (John Lennon) was such a big part of my life (...)" (Staff warning him to redo because a "weird blue flame" appeared.) Paul McCartney: "That was John! Haha! It's him. That's alright, it's ok, leave it in, it was John, he is around, can you see?"

How I feel after covering up the random J. K. R0wl¡ng book I found in Tesco, because fuck that terf:

Oh, waooow, thanks for the tag!! I've never done this before, but I'll try hehe ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

Fav color: my main favorite is definitely red, but I also like all neon colors tbh :3

Currently reading: Sociopath by Patric Gagne. Soo, I think I might know someone who's a sociopath (ofc I'm no expert, it's just the stereotypical signs I noticed), and I also just like psychology

Last song: M. A. V. (It's a Fire) by Ivan & The Parazol. I'm on my way to their concert, and just listening to all of their songs on the way hehe

Last film: I last saw the Minecraft movie (lol), but to give a better answer, before that I saw Two Of Us (2000) so that's better

Last series: Death Note. I was very curious about the story of it, and I honestly don't know if it's really considered a series, but yeah 0_o

Sweet/salty/savory: sweet, ofc!! I love sweet foods/snacks, when those get a bit too much, I drink something sweet, and also, my friends (and mutuals hehe) are very sweet too 😌

Tea or coffee: I honestly like both. Sometimes I like tea more, sometimes I like coffee more, sometimes I really don't want any of them.

Working on: I'm currently working on a poem that is due Friday, and it's almost done, but I'm afraid I'll have to send it while it's still in progress :[ I'm also working on my art and guitar skills

Tags: @univer-salll @plakatmaganybanazoejjelek y'all don't have to reply if you don't want to, I just think it's fun :DD

Nine People I Wish I Knew Better

i've never gotten tagged in these before, it's kinda exciting :D -> and so a very special thanks to: @rose-margaritas n @robyngoesrogue

Favorite Colour: green!!! or grey, or sage

Currently Reading: Like We're Gonna Die Young (Again) by RoseGanymede95 [go read it, it's amazing >:3c]

Last Song: E.T. by Katie Perry

Last Film: i don't really watch movies that often, so i couldn't say ^óWo^ |u u |__

Last Series: last one i watched all the way through was Étoile, and i'm currently debating watching Red, White, and Royal Blue :3

Sweet//Salty//Savory: i prefer more savory things, but my drinks are sweet enough to give ya cavities hehe

Tea or Coffee?: my sociology teacher told me that if i replaced all the coffee i drank with hard drugs i'd have a serious addiction problem

Working On: ooh... so much actually.. so so much. i've got a post-canon Étoile fic i've gotten like- halfway through [featuring jayenne AND gabias] a pokemon Étoile au [bc i love pokemon] a stobotnik fic i'm struggling with, two wbk fics, a link click fic i'm stuck on, QUITE a few polychampions fics, annnd a few more in the beginning stages of fleshing ;3

Tagging [i hope it's not a bother]: @sun-shine-lolli-pops @noteofjoy @technically-human @justcallmeemily @littlepocketuniverse @zephie-zee @candy-coated-eyes @notthemonthbutmarch @starguardianniom

I just rewatched the concert recordings and uhh, the sound isn't always the best, and honestly, I don't even know what's wrong with my phone, but the audio is sometimes slightly muted, so yeah :[

(and since Tumblr doesn't let me put more than only one video, I'll post the longest one)

(the sound is the WORST)

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hm yes i like this character. now shoot him 5 times in a parking lot.

reread this post and maybe this is an unpopular mclennon opinion? but i think they both didn't actually understand each other as well as they thought they did. i think both of them believed the other could read their mind and then filtered their subsequent actions as a conscious slight. like. john should know that paul is someone who keeps his feelings very closely guarded, who will always choose to keep the peace and to put on a good face when he's upset. but throughout the breakup, when paul seemingly stays as productive as ever, staying distantly polite to yoko while urging john to keep writing, keep beatling, everything's fine, time to put on a show, john takes it that paul doesn't care one way or another about their partnership dissolving, he's a perfectly capable one-man band hit machine anyway. this is seemingly confirmed by paul announcing the breakup to "sell a record," effectively ending all hope of quietly reconciling and supporting john's theory that paul was done with the beatles (john) anyway and had been on his way out once he learned he could write a #1 song without anyone's (john's) help. all he cares about is hits and money and his new perfect family and farm.

meanwhile. paul should know that john wasn't handling the pressures of the beatles well. he should know that he needed more support. but paul seems to be someone who gets stuck in his ways of thinking about people (see also: george), and doesn't seem to have ever shaken the image of john as the older, cooler teddy boy on the bus who he'd do anything to impress. he thinks the world of john and spends the 60s thinking they're in a friendly competition, not realizing john has started falling into the paranoia that he's losing. you can see it in get back. paul is waiting for john to write his next great song, to set a new bar for paul to push himself to reach. paul got john by impressing him with his music and when he's losing john he doubles down on it because he thinks that's the only valuable thing he has to offer. he might have offered the support john needed instead if he knew what that was, but he didn't. but mid-60s john, who still thinks paul understands him, thinks paul knows he needs him but chooses to spend his time flitting around swinging london instead, which deeply hurts him. john clings to yoko because she's a breath of fresh air from the constant race he's been running for a decade. a creative partner he doesn't have to chase down. someone who needs him as much as he needs her. a woman he can marry, can have a real commitment to. he can be everything to the person who is everything to him. but paul sees this as john finally outgrowing him and finding someone better.

paul also should know that john often speaks first and decides whether he believes what he said later. but it seems he only ever takes john at his word. when john leaves the beatles that's it, no negotiation, because if paul has lost john to someone more interesting, more artistic, then that's that. when john starts to talk publicly about paul's muzak and granny shit that must be true too, it's why john left after all. and granted john just wont stop shit talking him and it's not like he just fell on a keyboard and how do you sleep came out. but this is how you get a paul who starts to see himself as a villain and questions whether john did love him. he doesn't think too many people was that nasty compared to what john was saying about him in interviews because he doesn't realize that one of john's biggest fears is that he's incapable of being a great songwriter without paul. so to john, the lucky break line is paul admitting he agrees with that assessment and twisting the knife. but paul wouldn't see it that way because he's only ever had john on a pedestal.

so by the 70s, on their worst days, john thinks paul is cold marble statue who knows he's better than him and delights in it and paul thinks john is entirely out of love or use for him, if he ever had it in the first place. and of course, they could never talk about any of this openly because neither of them were willing to face the pain of confirming that their love really was one-sided.

„Héphaisztosz vagyok, te meg Aphrodité.”