oh, so many fictional characters.
My parental issues made me a little too attached to this fictional character part 5789
when Hozier said we tried the world, good god, it wasn't for us
is it FUNNY BUT ONLY TO YOU AND A FEW SELECT MUTUALS?
is it USELESS?
is it a COMPLAINT?
will it KILL YOUR FUTURE CAREER?
sometimes a relationship with your father is like “my father is a malignant presence, a bully, and a liar” and “I’m better than you” and “let me out. I don’t want to be you” and “I just do what my dad tells me” and “I can see through you” and “why did you never ask me?” and “he sees everything” and “you have a hard time finding a happy medium between worshipping him and wanting to kill him” and “he loves me. he does. it’s just a wrong kind of love expression” and “fuck dad, he can kick me as many times as he wants” and “pass me the fucking shotgun” and “dad, please. /what have you got in your fucking hand?/ i don’t know, love?/ love? you come for me with love?” and “there’s nothing you could say to me now that I would ever believe” and “are you a cunt?” and “he never even liked me” and “I can’t forgive you … but it’s okay. I love you” and “it’s what dad would do” and “you hated him./ I loved him” and “maybe the poison drips through” and “he was so terrifying to us” and “when he let you in, when the sun shone … it was warm in the light” and most importantly, “he made me breathe funny”
Rachel Forrest // Unknown // S. C. Lourie
The Letters of Emily Dickinson
I love that Donna Tartt wrote this cautionary tale about how we shouldn't let our hubris rule us and how literature can bend our minds, and all of us are like "You know what I wanna do? Throw a bacchanal"
not finished yet but yeah
Man I just finished Babel and I was excited to read discussions online because there's so much going on in it with so many little things and just....angry white people. Everywhere. Truly a dead dove moment.
This is so chaotic. I love it
Cursed school presentations? Thank you!
I hate presentations 😂but who doesn’t?
my favourite chaotic academia things~
bingeing murder mystery shows all night and guessing who the culprit was
drinking bucket loads of cocoa instead of coffee
annotating books with “lol” and “lmao” instead of insightful thoughts
wearing graphic tees with dress pants or blazers
drawings and reminders written all over your arms and hands
95% of your reading consists of fanfiction
staying up until 3am to help your friend write an essay you haven’t even started
debating (more like arguing) about the ethics of capitalism
drinking tea out of shot glasses and wine in a thermos
discussing why certain political figures and composers were 100% queer
playing Bach and Mozart on an electric piano
fuck it’s august??? what’s next? 2022???? can’t do this anymore